[lostjnovak]

“It’s okay,” he mumbles, pressing back against Dean’s hand.

[deanbyuhij]

Dean leans in and kisses his temple. “Beautiful…you’re so beautiful…” He whispers in Jimmy’s ear, continuing to rub his neck.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy smiles at Dean, tilting his head back to kiss his jaw.

[deanbyuhij]

"What would you like for dinner tonight?" Dean asks casually, giving Jimmy a sweet smile and kissing his cheek back.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy shrugs, gaze dropping from Dean’s face. “Same as last time, I guess.”

[deanbyuhij]

“S-Sorry, I didn’t mean…” Dean bites his bottom lip, rubbing the back of Jimmy’s neck.

[lostjnovak]

“It’s okay,” he mumbles, pressing back against Dean’s hand.

[deanbyuhij]

Dean leans in and kisses his temple. "Beautiful...you're so beautiful..." He whispers in Jimmy's ear, continuing to rub his neck.

[lostjnovak]

“I did too,” he replies, smiling up at Dean.

[deanbyuhij]

“What…what was it like?” Dean asks, gazing downward, unsure if he’s allowed to ask that question.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy shrugs, gaze dropping from Dean’s face. “Same as last time, I guess.”

[deanbyuhij]

"S-Sorry, I didn't mean..." Dean bites his bottom lip, rubbing the back of Jimmy's neck.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy hums in agreement, pressing closer to Dean and wrapping his arms around his neck.

[deanbyuhij]

“I missed this…” Dean coos, his eyes gazing down at Jimmy with adoration.

[lostjnovak]

“I did too,” he replies, smiling up at Dean.

[deanbyuhij]

"What...what was it like?" Dean asks, gazing downward, unsure if he's allowed to ask that question.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy pulls back slightly, keeping the kiss soft and light.

[deanbyuhij]

“Aww…” Dean gives him a soft smile, nuzzling against his neck. “…you’re really warm.”

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy hums in agreement, pressing closer to Dean and wrapping his arms around his neck.

[deanbyuhij]

"I missed this..." Dean coos, his eyes gazing up at Jimmy with adoration.

[lostjnovak]

“Sure, blame me,” he teases, poking Dean’s side gently.

[deanbyuhij]

Dean leans over and gives Jimmy a full mouth, deep kiss.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy pulls back slightly, keeping the kiss soft and light.

[deanbyuhij]

"Aww..." Dean gives him a soft smile, nuzzling against his neck. "...you're really warm."

[deanbyuhij]

“You’re on a hair trigger, you know that?” Jimmy mumbles, nuzzling closer. “So sensitive.”

“I-It’s your fault…” Dean chuckles softly, his voice a light rasp as he pulls Jimmy tight.

[lostjnovak]

“Sure, blame me,” he teases, poking Dean’s side gently.

[deanbyuhij]

Dean leans over and gives Jimmy a full mouth, deep kiss.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy relaxes against Dean, kissing his neck in return. 

[deanbyuhij]

Dean shivers, trembling against Jimmy. “O-Oh…”

[lostjnovak]

“You’re on a hair trigger, you know that?” Jimmy mumbles, nuzzling closer. “So sensitive.”

[deanbyuhij]

"I-It's your fault..." Dean chuckles softly, his voice a light rasp as he pulls Jimmy tight.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy hums and leans in against Dean, head resting on his shoulder. “I love you too.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean runs his hand up and down Jimmy’s back, giving the top of his head a tender kiss.

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy relaxes against Dean, kissing his neck in return. 

[deanbyuhij]

Dean shivers, trembling against Jimmy. "O-Oh..."

[lostjnovak]

“I am happy,” he whispers, leaning up to nuzzle Dean’s jaw. “…I- We did. But it wasn’t your fault. I know I’m— hard to deal with on good days.” Jimmy chews his lip for a moment before looking up at Dean. “We both have problems. We’re both to blame for it. But we’ll work it out.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean leans down and gives Jimmy a tender kiss, before nuzzling him back. “We will…” He squeezes Jimmy close. “Love you so damn much…”

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy hums and leans in against Dean, head resting on his shoulder. “I love you too.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean runs his hand up and down Jimmy's back, giving the top of his head a tender kiss.

[lostjnovak]

“I don’t want to be connected to anyone in that way. It’s not as fun as you might think, Dean.” Jimmy runs his hand down Dean’s arm before pulling him closer. “Seriously, don’t. What I have with Cas isn’t as special as you think. Especially not compared to what I have with you.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean’s face turns bright red at that and he gives Jimmy a small smile. “I just…I want you to be happy, love…” He gives Jimmy’s hand another squeeze. “I…while you were gone I realized that we…we fought too much…and it’s mostly my fault. I just want to make things better.”

[lostjnovak]

“I am happy,” he whispers, leaning up to nuzzle Dean’s jaw. “…I- We did. But it wasn’t your fault. I know I’m— hard to deal with on good days.” Jimmy chews his lip for a moment before looking up at Dean. “We both have problems. We’re both to blame for it. But we’ll work it out.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean leans down and gives Jimmy a tender kiss, before nuzzling him back. "We will..." He squeezes Jimmy close. "Love you so damn much..."

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy looks up at Dean with wide eyes, lips parting. “Dean, there’s nothing to be jealous of. He’s just a friend.” He frowns and stands up, leaning in to kiss Dean softly. “And you know I love you most.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean’s gaze casts downward and he shakes his head. “I…I know how stupid it sounds, but…he’s connected to you in a way I never can be…” He lets out a breath. “…it makes me…envy him.”

[lostjnovak]

“I don’t want to be connected to anyone in that way. It’s not as fun as you might think, Dean.” Jimmy runs his hand down Dean’s arm before pulling him closer. “Seriously, don’t. What I have with Cas isn’t as special as you think. Especially not compared to what I have with you.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean's face turns bright red at that and he gives Jimmy a small smile. "I just...I want you to be happy, love..." He gives Jimmy's hand another squeeze. "I...while you were gone I realized that we...we fought too much...and it's mostly my fault. I just want to make things better."

[lostjnovak]

“I said yes.” Jimmy looks away, fingers dropping on the table and starting to tap. He sighs and shakes his head. “It’s okay. I’m sorry.”

[deanbyuhij]

“It’s not your fault.” Dean says softly, his eyes sincere. “I know you’ve helped so many people, but…I’m selfish. And I hate whenever you’re away.” He lets out another sigh. “I almost feel…jealous of Castiel…”

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy looks up at Dean with wide eyes, lips parting. “Dean, there’s nothing to be jealous of. He’s just a friend.” He frowns and stands up, leaning in to kiss Dean softly. “And you know I love you most.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean's gaze casts downward and he shakes his head. "I...I know how stupid it sounds, but...he's connected to you in a way I never can be..." He lets out a breath. "...it makes me...envy him."

[lostjnovak]

“He only has a face when he’s in me,” he reminds Dean, in a slightly warning tone. “And he’s still a friend, Dean. He didn’t do anything wrong.”

[deanbyuhij]

“He took you away from your family.” Dean’s voice is shaky and he chews at his bottom lip before his eyes begin to get damp. “S-Sorry…I’m sorry.”

[lostjnovak]

“I said yes.” Jimmy looks away, fingers dropping on the table and starting to tap. He sighs and shakes his head. “It’s okay. I’m sorry.”

[deanbyuhij]

"It's not your fault." Dean says softly, his eyes sincere. "I know you've helped so many people, but...I'm selfish. And I hate whenever you're away." He lets out another sigh. "I almost feel...jealous of Castiel..."

[lostjnovak]

“I hope he does.” Jimmy sighs, thumb rubbing over Dean’s palm. “I missed you too. I almost drove Cas insane with it, I think,” he jokes, grinning slightly.

[deanbyuhij]

“I would drive my fist into Castiel’s face.” Dean says in all seriousness, a dark edge to his voice before he lets out a tired sigh, squeezing Jimmy’s hand.

[lostjnovak]

“He only has a face when he’s in me,” he reminds Dean, in a slightly warning tone. “And he’s still a friend, Dean. He didn’t do anything wrong.”

[deanbyuhij]

"He took you away from your family." Dean's voice is shaky and he chews at his bottom lip before his eyes begin to get damp. "S-Sorry...I'm sorry."

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy nods and pulls Dean’s hand up, pressing a kiss to his knuckles. “I know. I know you did.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean flusters, looking away bashfully. “I’ve missed you.” Dean gives him a soft smile. “So did the kids…and in do time, Willy will understand.”

[lostjnovak]

“I hope he does.” Jimmy sighs, thumb rubbing over Dean’s palm. “I missed you too. I almost drove Cas insane with it, I think,” he jokes, grinning slightly.

[deanbyuhij]

"I would drive my fist into Castiel's face." Dean says in all seriousness, a dark edge to his voice before he lets out a tired sigh, squeezing Jimmy's hand.

[lostjnovak]

“I’m trying to save my relationship with him, Dean, not crush it completely,” he huffs, making a face immediately after. “I’m sorry…”

[deanbyuhij]

“I-I know…” Dean says, looking down and biting his bottom lip. “I…I tried to explain to him…when you first left, but he just got more upset…”

[lostjnovak]

Jimmy nods and pulls Dean’s hand up, pressing a kiss to his knuckles. “I know. I know you did.”

[deanbyuhij]

Dean flusters, looking away bashfully. "I've missed you." Dean gives him a soft smile. "So did the kids...and in do time, Willy will understand."