Losing Grip

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A little bit of us

She was all bad choices, it was clear after eighteen years. And nothing would change that, even with Justin making her realize she loved her boyfriend, it still felt strange to her that she was in love with a grown man, but she also didn’t care. So while behind the school where there were no camera, she took a finale hit from the joint before dropping it to the grown and stomping it out before turning to see him. “Well hey there, glad you could make it.” she said wrapping her arms around his neck.

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Dean was coming to see her. Figuring out where she was he smiled softly. He walked over and chuckled "hey," he wrapped his arms around her and kissed her softly. "What have you been up to!"

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“It’s too late now anyways. It’s never going to happen..” She murmured, moving her head away. 

“I’m sorry...” he said softly “at least let me help you with this,’ he said “i can’t stand by and let you go and do this to yourself.”

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“Still sex!” she smiled before laughing and nnodded. “i’m fast and mean, it’s what I do and who I am.”

He laughed “Oh I know, you’re just a mean girl, aren’t you,” he chuckled driving off. “Don’t you worry I’m going to shower.”

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“If you were so glad then why didn’t you fight for me?! Why didn’t you try hard enough to want me! Why did you give up on me so quickly!” She shouted not realizing the tears that were falling.

He frowned seeing her so upset “that was my fault, okay? I’m sorry,” he said. “I took it wrong, I took offense,” he said. “But it doesn’t mean that i don’t care about you Peyton,” he moved closer, wiping a tear.

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“Noooo.” she scrunched up her face ad pushed hm away with a laugh. “You smell like sex.”“ she said running from him and out the bar to his car, “Come on!”she laughed.

He laughed “horrible sex!” he said to him. “Hey!” he laughed and chased after her “jesus you’re fast,” he laughed and got in “mean,” he said starting the car “well get in.”

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“It is to me!” She shouted. “I don’t fucking get you care so fucking much! You didn’t care this much before we fucked!” 

“That was before! Before when we were just fuck buddies! when you told me thats all it was! And then you opened up and told me your feelings and I was so glad that you felt that way, because I did care for you! But I was scared to show it but I’m not going to let you throw your life away.”

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She pinched weenis laughing before nodding. ‘i’d love a date with you baby..but no touchy till you bathe and brush your teeth.” she said pulling away from him and finished her drink befoe moving out the booth. “Back to school!.’

He laughed “mean,” he told him. He groaned “fine fine, then let’s go,” he said getting up. He took her hand and pulled her close “I need to shower you’re right,” he said.

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“You’re not my father, you’re not my boyfriend so fuck off!” She yelled, grabbing what she can, throwing them into her bag and stood up.

He growled and looked at her “I don’t give a fuck!” he said “you’re not going to do this to yourself! It’s not worth it!”

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“I know, and don’t tell me shut up, you shut up.” she laughed. “Hey where else can we do this besides in the bar where you just took another woman to town.”“ she teased before leaning into his arm.

He laughed “hey! you shut up!” he teased her a bit. He chuckled ‘true, but I want to take you somewhere special, worthy of you,” he said softly. He leaned kissing her cheek.

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“Dean stop!” She said, trying to push him away from her stuff, accidentally shoving him back roughly. She was breathing hard as she glared at him. “You don’t get a say in what I do.” she said through her teeth.

He stumbled and fell on his ass. He looked at her ‘yes I do!” he said “especially when it’s this bullshit,” he said moving and grabbing the rest.

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She smiled when he said bad, and placed her other hand on top of his. “Well yay, sorry babe,” she said trying to stop the smile but she couldn’t. “But you are an old man.” she teased but kissed his hand before taking a sip of her drink. “But you did your dare, so that’s that okay…So if you shower when we get back I’ll make it up for you.” she promised. “But look..we’re in public, no one knows us here…is this a date?”

He smiled softly “it’s okay, I’m just glad it’s over now you know?” he told him softly. He kissed her cheek and kept her close “shut up,” he laughed “am not,” he grinned. He nodded “yeah I’m scrubbing myself,” he chuckled. “Well.. an odd date but it can be,” he laughed.

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When he came back she took a sip of her drink. “either it was really good or really bad.’ she said taking a sip. “I feel jealous either way.” she said reaching over and taking his hand. “gossip blog should leave us alone now.”

“Really bad,” he told her holding her hand. “I couldn’t get it up for the longest time and she was getting man and calling me an old man,” he chuckled a bit shaking his head.

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Peyton looked down at the ground with the belongings scattered everywhere. “What the fuck?!” She snapped before bending down to start picking up her things quickly. She tried to hurry to pick up the drugs she had left hidden in her bag. 

He looked down and saw them, the drugs. He moved down stopping her, grabbing some “what the fuck,” he said “Peyton,” he said to her “no, no this is stopping, now,” he growled.

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“No he wouldn’t he also had slash has a crush on his friend.” She said before watching him go and sighed drinking the bourbon. Waiting she pouted wondering why it was taking so long and she was starting to get mad before she saw the door swing open and just had a pout on her face waiting for him to come back over.

“Right,” he said confused about it all. Dean took a while, he couldn’t get it up properly for this women, she wasn’t doing t for him and when he finally did, he took ages to cum because he wasn’t really turned on. He washed his hands when he was done and fixed himself, walking back out. He sighed “done,” he told her ordering a drink.

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“Well maybe i don’t wanna tell you today.” she said and grips her bag tightly and a bit too quickly. “Let go of my bag.”

Dean shook his head “or ever?” he said grabbing her bag more “no!” he said ripping it from her but all the things had fallen out.

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“I have nothing left to say to you Dean. No point in staying any longer if I have nothing else to talk about.”

He moved over to her “I’m sure theres more than you aren’t telling me,’ he grabbed at her bag to keep her here “you’re staying.”

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“Because he likes dick more then me, so just drop it okay. You’re not helping me right now.” she said sighing as he left and occasionally glanced over before she used her fake ID and ordered a bourbon.

He sighed “sorry,” he said to her “but you know if he does, that has nothing to do with you and if he didn’t, you two would be together,” he said softly. He brought the girl along into the bathroom and fucked her, taking about 20 minutes.