Endgame F*cked Me Up

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[gingerthegreat]

Jesus Christ!!! I now regret doing this, but sometimes I’m a glutton for punishment. I hadn’t checked on the CE fandom in a while so I was like wonder what those loons are doing.

Hooooooly shiiiiit!!!!

That fandom is full of:

Women who need laid

People who have zero sense of what “normal” people do

Horrible photo detectives (JFC are some/most of you dumb)

People stuck in the past with Jenny Slate. Let it gooooooooo. They’re both married and she has a kid and he’s soon going to follow.

People who are incapable of separating reality from fantasy

And people who are quite obviously on the spectrum. I do not say this as a bad thing. My oldest son is. But holy shit y’all are just like him. Maddy makes a joke about how some of his chairs are just like the ones in that interview with Ana. Now there are long ass posts about how she’s wrong. Laaaaaaaadiessss…. It was a jooooooke. The fact that y’all spent hours to disprove a throwaway post that was obviously a joke says waaaaay more about you than her. Please get some self awareness. I do know it’s difficult tho. 💜

So glad I left cuz holy shit y’all are nutso. The 12 paragraph posts are lunacy. What is there to analyze??? Y’all are analyzing shit that quite honestly doesn’t fucking matter. He married her. It’s done. It’s over. The sooner you come to grips with that the better.

I mean, say what you want on your blogs. That’s truly your prerogative, but some of you really do need to invest in some intensive therapy. Cuz the way y’all behaving…. you are not in any way setting up the rest of your life for success. You’re going to regret the time you’ve spent on this shit show. I promise you. ✌🏼💜

[deanssweetcherrypie]

racist account alert!!!

[deanssweetcherrypie]

dawg your writing is NOT good enough for you to be actin this fuckin stupid. you’re just an embarrassment. go fuck urself baiii

sincerely, a fellow black woman

Prove you’re a black woman, because I don’t believe you at all. Y’all be so big, bad, and bold behind that gray face. Come off anon and show me how bold you really are. My writing not good enough? Ok, if that’s what you think, that’s your prerogative. An embarrassment? How can you call me an embarrassment when you’re the one too scared to come at me off anon? Me thinks you’re the embarrassment, hon. 😂 Go fuck myself? 😂😂😂😂 I think I’m ok. You go ahead and have the day you deserve.

[archivedjuice]

don't fucking interact with me if you write fanfiction about real people. and if you lack common sense let me specify that celebrities are real people

[xxshewritesinblacknwhitexx]

We know that they are REAL people but we bring them to OUR fictional world. As in, it’s still a fucking fantasy —meaning it’s not fucking real. You’re acting like this stuff is brand new. Ive been writing RPF longer than you’ve probably been on this earth or at least longer than you could walk, talk, or even internet browse. If you don’t like it block, move the hell on, and mind your business. Also if you don’t want people interacting with you then don’t post on a public forum and don’t tag the real person in the tags. Kthanxbai.

[archivedjuice]

who let you out of the cage

[deanssweetcherrypie]

So we’re basically calling a black woman an animal and then you want to block? Baby I can do this all day. I got plenty of tumblr accounts.

[xxshewritesinblacknwhitexx]

A Son’s Destiny

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings: DARK FIC fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, miscarriage, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, mentions of rape, and character deaths

Author’s Note: So, this is my first Sons of Anarchy story for those of you who are fans of the show. This fic is a Dark Fic.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon. There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon. The narrative is set to fit the story itself. If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Also please HEED the warnings.  They are there for those get triggered by certain topics.  I will post another warning before each chapter to give a final warning.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

Chapter 9

Donna Winston was dead.

When Jax got the message that his best friend’s wife had been killed, he didn’t tell Lena the full details, but she just hopped on the back of his bike anyway.  In a matter of a few minutes, they pulled up to an intersection where Opie’s truck had been parked at the traffic light.  Cop lights were flashing all around and a square of caution tape had been set around the crime scene.

Jax was the first to hop off of his bike, rushing over to his best friend, who had pushed his way past the yellow tape.  Lena then watched, as Opie dropped to his knees, cradling his wife’s dead body in his arms, and sobbing uncontrollably.

Lena didn’t know if it was from all the alcohol she’d consumed throughout the night or the sight of Donna Winston’s bullet riddled body, she instantly felt sick.  She quickly leaned over to the side of Jax’s bike and released the contents from her stomach. 

Everything continued to happen in a blur.  Rumors had quickly spread that Donna’s death was a retaliation of the Oakland gang, One-Niners.  Although, no one understood why the 9ers would  retaliate against Donna, since they currently had no beef with SAMCRO.

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A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings: DARK FIC fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, miscarriage, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, mentions of rape, and character deaths

Author’s Note: So, this is my first Sons of Anarchy story for those of you who are fans of the show. This fic is a Dark Fic.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon. There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon. The narrative is set to fit the story itself. If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Also please HEED the warnings.  They are there for those get triggered by certain topics.  I will post another warning before each chapter to give a final warning.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

Chapter 8

Lena awoke the next morning, and she had expected to wake up alone.  Exactly like she had been the past several weeks.  But to her surprise, Jax was still lying next to her dead asleep to the world.  His right arm, bearing a tribute tattoo to his father, John Teller, was wrapped securely around her waist.  His blond hair laid messy and matted to his head, and it looked as if his growing beard was fuller than normal.

Lena slowly turned in his arms, gently beginning to trace the fresh ink of Abel’s name etched right above Jax’s heart.  A tattoo that he had gotten a few days ago, in celebration of his son finally coming home.

Last night as Jax and Lena made love, Lena thought she would wake up feeling painfully guilty that she allowed herself to let him break her walls so easily.  Again.  But for some strange reason, she didn’t.

Although, there was definitely something off between Lena and Jax last night.  The sex was great; as it always was.  But Lena felt some kind of disconnect from Jax.  Even though she wasn’t feeling guilty, she could tell that maybe he was.  She knew that if it was guilt he felt, it more than likely had something to do with Tara, his meddlesome ex.  And if it did, Lena wasn’t so sure if she wanted to know.

As Lena’s finger got the L of Jax’s tattoo, she felt his hand gently grab her wrist, immediate halting her actions.  She then looked up, just as he was opening his eyes.

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A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings: DARK FIC fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, miscarriage, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, mentions of rape, and character deaths

Author’s Note: So, this is my first Sons of Anarchy story for those of you who are fans of the show. This fic is a Dark Fic.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon. There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon. The narrative is set to fit the story itself. If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Also please HEED the warnings.  They are there for those get triggered by certain topics.  I will post another warning before each chapter to give a final warning.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

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Chapter 7:

Jax smiled down at the little boy squirming around in his arms.  This was the first day since Abel was born that he could finally be held.  That precious baby boy had been through quite a lot in his first few weeks into this world.

Jax never thought he could have so much love in his heart for one person, and then he looked into Abel’s eyes, that mirrored his own.  To be honest, he was always scared to become a father.  When he and Wendy separated, and she told him that she was pregnant, he thought his entire world was crashing around him.  But the thought of abandoning his responsibility to his unborn child never crossed his mind.  He did everything he could to make sure that he would bring his son safely into this world.  Well, except for stopping his ex’s insatiable drug habit.

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[xxshewritesinblacknwhitexx]

A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings: DARK FIC fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, miscarriage, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, mentions of rape, and character deaths

Author’s Note: So, this is my first Sons of Anarchy story for those of you who are fans of the show. This fic is a Dark Fic.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon. There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon. The narrative is set to fit the story itself. If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Also please HEED the warnings.  They are there for those get triggered by certain topics.  I will post another warning before each chapter to give a final warning.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

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Chapter 7:

Jax smiled down at the little boy squirming around in his arms.  This was the first day since Abel was born that he could finally be held.  That precious baby boy had been through quite a lot in his first few weeks into this world.

Jax never thought he could have so much love in his heart for one person, and then he looked into Abel’s eyes, that mirrored his own.  To be honest, he was always scared to become a father.  When he and Wendy separated, and she told him that she was pregnant, he thought his entire world was crashing around him.  But the thought of abandoning his responsibility to his unborn child never crossed his mind.  He did everything he could to make sure that he would bring his son safely into this world.  Well, except for stopping his ex’s insatiable drug habit.

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[xxshewritesinblacknwhitexx]

A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings:  DARK FIC fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, miscarriage, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, mentions of rape, and character deaths

Author’s Note: So, this is my first Sons of Anarchy story for those of you who are fans of the show. This fic is a Dark Fic.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon. There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon. The narrative is set to fit the story itself. If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Also please HEED the warnings.  They are there for those get triggered by certain topics.  I will post another warning before each chapter to give a final warning.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

Chapter 6:

“I’m so sorry, Jackson.  She lost the baby.”

Jax felt his heart fall into the pit of his stomach, as he took a step back from his mother’s reach.  “She lost,” he choked, “she lost the baby?”

Gemma swallowed thickly, nodding her head.  “I’m so sorry, sweetheart.”

Jax then ran a hand across his tired face, trying to qualm his growing emotions.  “Where is she?”

“She’s in there.”  Clay stepped up, planting a comforting hand on Gemma’s shoulder.  He then pointed to the room that was right behind them.

Jax immediately sidestepped his mother and stepfather, heading toward the room, desperate to see Lena.

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A Son’s Destiny

Jax pulled his bike to a complete stop in the driveway of Tara Knowles’ home.  Sitting idle, he waited patiently for his ex-girlfriend to hop off the back.

“Thanks for the lift.”  Tara smiled softly, removing the helmet he gave her and handing it back to him.

Jax returned the smile, taking his helmet back.  “It’s no problem.”  When Tara had called him earlier asking for ride home, he just couldn’t find a way to say no.  

Tara Knowles was the love of Jax’s life.  She was the girl that he almost left everything for.  If he hadn’t been so devoted to his family and the club, he could have walked away.  But he didn’t, and when he begged her to stay, she still left. 

Jax was heartbroken the day he found out that she had packed her things and left without a word.  Now, 10 years later, here she was, and it had him questioning everything.

When Jax first found out that Tara was back, he ran through so many scenarios in his head of what exactly would happen when they would see each other for the first time.  Most of them had to do with him being angry and lashing out at her for leaving.  But none of which, according to how he pictured it, happened.

Not only was Jax affected by Tara’s sudden reappearance, he knew it was weighing heavy on Lena too.

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A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings:  fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, rape, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, and character deaths

Author’s Note:  So, this is my first SOA story.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon.  There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon.  The narrative is set to fit the story itself.  If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

CHAPTER 4:

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Lena and Jax cuddled together on Lena’s old, ratty couch basking in the afterglow of their love making.  Lena’s head was laid gently across Jax’s bicep, as he delicately dragged his fingers up and down her arms.

“Jax,”  Lena whispered softly, kissing his bicep, “there’s something I need to tell you.”

“Okay.”  Jax leaned forward to place a gentle kiss on her shoulder.

After a few seconds, Lena turned in his arms to face him.  Looking up into his perfect blue eyes, the fear of telling him her secret sat bubbling in her stomach.

“What’s wrong?”  Concern in those baby blues, Jax cupped her face in his hand, using his thumb to gently stroke her cheekbone.

Lena drew in a deep breath, melting into his touch, trying to flush away the fear.  “So, I need you to know that this wasn’t done on purpose, and I’m not using it to trap you or anything.”

Jax’s brows furrowed in confusion.  “What’s going on, Lee?”

Lena swallowed the lump in the back of her throat, leaning forward to kiss his chest.  She just decided it was best to just rip the bandaid.  “I’m pregnant.”

Jax pulled back, and Lena immediately felt the sting of rejection she knew was coming.

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A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings:  fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, and character deaths

Author’s Note:  So, this is my first SOA story.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon.  There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon.  The narrative is set to fit the story itself.  If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

CHAPTER 3:

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When Lena woke that following morning, she had woken up to an empty bed.  The previous night her and Jax felt each other’s comfort once more after their shower, before she passed out in his arms.  And when she opened her eyes, he was gone.  This wasn’t unusual.  When Jax was dealing with a lot of things at once, he tended to go to sleep late and leave early the following day.

Jax had been gone for a couple of days since.  He sent her a text telling her, he was heading to Nevada, and that he’d be back as soon as he could.  Lena was disappointed that Jax had decided to let her know of his departure via text message, but instead of wallowing, she had found herself standing outside the hospital doors.  To say that she was nervous would be an understatement.  She had decided, despite her head screaming that she was an idiot, she knew she needed to face this head on.  She needed to be there for Jax’s newborn son.  Even if it meant seeing the woman that made her feel like an insecure school girl.

Lena just swallowed her pride and made her way into the hospital.  Heading straight toward the NICU, she immediately spotted Tara walking out of a hospital room.  The room, she guessed, belonged to Abel. 

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A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings:  fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, and character deaths

Author’s Note:  So, this is my first SOA story.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon.  There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon.  The narrative is set to fit the story itself.  If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

CHAPTER TWO:

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A Son’s Destiny

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings:  fluff, angst, unprotected sex (wrap it, before you tap it, folks), pregnancy, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, lots of taking the LORD’s name in vain, mentions of racism, and character deaths

Author’s Note:  So, this is my first SOA story.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon.  There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon.  The narrative is set to fit the story itself.  If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

CHAPTER ONE:

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A Son’s Destiny Schedule

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Pairings:  Jax Teller x Lena Daniels (OC), Jax Teller x Tara Knowles (past, mentioned), Jax Teller x Wendy Case (past)

Time Setting: Seasons 1-7

Warnings:  fluff, angst, pregnancy, insecurities, infidelity, canon SOA violence & gore, STRONG language, drug & alcohol use, mentions of racism, and character deaths

Author’s Note:  So, this is my first SOA story.  It is set during the timeline of the entire series, but I’m not going full canon.  There will be things that are actually what happened in the show, but with my own twist, and things that are not show canon.  The narrative is set to fit the story itself.  If you are a Tara Knowles fan, be warned, as this story may not be for you.  Please if you want to be tagged just in time for first chapter, please hit up my ask.  I will gladly tag you all.

Chapter One:  July 22 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Two:  July 29, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Three:  August 5, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Four:  August 12, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Five:  August 19, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Six:  August 26, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Seven:  September 2, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Eight:  September 9, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Nine:  September 16, 1:00 PM (EST)

Chapter Ten:  September 23, 1:00 PM (EST)

Any further chapters TBD

[xxshewritesinblacknwhitexx]

I’ve been binge watching SOA for awhile now. I’m actually on the season 6 finale right now. Watching Jax Teller do his thing has inspired my writing. So, I’ve come up with something.

A SON’S DESTINY

Synopsis: Lena Daniels has been in love with Jax Teller for half of her life. As she finally gains his heart, an old love comes back to Charming and threatens their future. Will Lena be able to handle Tara, and Jax’s steady rise into the President’s chair with SAMCRO?

Set During Season 1-7 of SOA

DATE: TBA

[xxshewritesinblacknwhitexx]

Still working on a release date.

[deanssweetcherrypie]

Hey everyone!  This is a new story that I’m starting on my new blog.  Please if any of yall want to read a Jax Teller story, follow my new page please.  I already have written the first 3 chapters and will start posting the release date for it soon.

[deanssweetcherrypie]

Soo...

I told you that since Tumblr was being a huge butthole, I’ve decided to create another page.  I’m not closing this one down because of all the written content I have here, but I am asking for you to please go and follow my new page.  I would greatly appreciate it.  I’m moving forward with my writing and going to try to publish new content for you more often.  I will also be keeping my WOC Social Imagines page up as well.

She Writes In Black & White

[deanssweetcherrypie]

So since @staff refuses to remove my page from restricted, I’m gonna be moving it over to another tumblr. I won’t delete this one, and I’ll come back and post the link.