Dean sat on the stool, sipping his coffee before placing it on the floor next to him. Clearing his throat he held up the peace sign as he looked into the camera.Β βYouβre watching Geniusβs Verified with me, ya boy Dean.β he flashed his upper canine tooth before the camera cut to him singing his first verse in the song.
βA night hotter
Than the July sun
Like all weekends
Itβll probably cool down
But today, itβll be different
All the emotions I pushed back
Iβll tell you today
I hope Weβll be okβ
Running his hand behind his neck, he rubbed it sheepishly, shrugging his shoulders.Β βIβve heard that in the summer time is when you start to feel alone the most? Well winter as well but in the summer itβs kind of like a determination? I donβt know but when you push your emotions down for someone so much that you canβt handle it, theyβll spill out and you can only hope for the best.β
βI pushed back the UMF tickets
That Iβve been waiting for
And Iβm on my way to see you baby?
βWhen you really like someone...youβre willing to push everything aside for the moment just to be next to them. So I used the example of UMF tickets. Itβs a festival everyone wants to go to and if you miss it because of someone that needs you, that means a lot and holds a tremendous amount of weight.β He shrugs, giving a tiny smirk.Β βBasically, no matter what, youβll be there for thatΒ Β person.β
βI put on some cologne
I put on my expensive Jordans
Then I get a call from you
βI donβt think I can go out todayβ
Grabbing onto his necklace he began to play with it a bit, laughing to himself.Β βI wrote this part...well a majority of my verses drunk so..it was my true feelings I guess you could say?β He chuckles some more.Β βYes, this is all personal experiences but Iβm not gonna name any names but itβs basically getting a last minute call from the person youβre about to go on a date with and they say they canβt go. Now for reasons unknown, people have many reasons to do that but I think the person was scared of what to expect so they freaked and backed out.β
βAmong the coming and going people
Iβm all alone
The fleeting night is comforting
(BUT) if itβs not today, I donβt think I can
So Iβm pressing your phone numberβ
Placing his hands on his thighs he rubs the top of them a bit, sighing and shaking his head,Β βHow do explain this one...β he looks off the the side, rubbing his stubble on his chin.Β βAight, so you know how you can be in a room full of people and feel alone right? So like this is kinda of like that and I mean you feel comfortable in the aloneness sometimes but when when it gets too much you just wanna call up that person and theyβll fix all that. Even if itβs over the phone. Their voice simply puts you at ease.β
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