So I decided to sneak into the editing room and make one little change…
We didn’t really ask for much and yet, they let us down. This is perfect. I was crying.
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So I decided to sneak into the editing room and make one little change…
We didn’t really ask for much and yet, they let us down. This is perfect. I was crying.
Less than 50k vol ??
It’s starting to be a pattern that I can’t keep up with my own lists anymore. Anyway, I think some of us might have some commitment issues currently due to the trauma caused to us by this 15 years that ended terribly so here’s fics with less than 50k words. No need to commit for too long. All are good, all have Destiel, and they probably have nothing else in common.
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Title: Bottoms Up
Author: mnwood
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 28,103 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: They’re first hunting, and then they ended up… Well, read it. This is awesome and funny, and in some parts, very sad so maybe not the best choice for this particular moment.
Summary: Sam could’ve kissed them both when he got to the bunker one day to find a string of clothing (his heart nearly burst with hope when he saw the abandoned flannel and trench coat) leading to a very naked pile of limbs tangled on the couch. Just kidding. Of course it wasn’t the couch. Sam always imagined it as the couch because the fact that he actually found them on the dining room table had tainted the happiness of the memory.
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Title: The Blind Passenger
Author: viviansface
Rating: Explicit
Words: 38,550 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Memory loss fics are one of my favourites, even if having a memory loss is one of my biggest fears. I’m not making very much sense even to myself. Also, why did I put so many slightly sad fics here? Am I a masochist?
Summary: After a serious car accident, Dean suffers temporary memory loss. Eventually, though, he gets his memories back - he remembers everything. Everything except his husband and anything that’s got something to do with him. Dean has no idea why that is, but with time, he finds his way back to Castiel – only to find out that maybe, there is a reason his mind kept blocking him out.
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Title: A Place Where Nothing Moves
Author: imogenbynight
Rating: Explicit
Words: 49,085 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Good old mystery / case fic, shitty John and a clever, different plot. It feels like something between an AU fic and non-AU fic, so whichever you like, try this one. Also, I’m quite sure this wasn’t sad. If you read it and it was, don’t kill me, please.
Summary: In 1991, after the most frightening day of his short life, Dean’s family was split down the middle. His mother left. His brother, too. For the remainder of his youth, he had nothing but his increasingly distant father, a life constantly uprooted, and the book Sam left behind. A book that spoke of a light on the ocean and the terror that longed to breach it. Now, seventeen years later in the small fishing town of Jackpine Harbor, Maine, the appearance of a strange light on the horizon and a rash of storms set off memories of the day he’d rather forget, and the town’s newest resident, a veterinarian named Castiel Shurley whose apparent hatred of Dean is neither founded nor avoidable, is just one more thorn in his side.
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Title: The World Crashing All Around
Author: thepinupchemist
Rating: Explicit
Words: 36,300 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Okay so hear me out. You know I would never suggest you anything that has anything shady to do with kids, so you can read this. I didn’t read it for years because I got terrible pedo vibes but that’s not the case. (I have suggested you catboy!Cas fics so I understand you don’t maybe trust me on this.)
Summary: During a storm in September of 1987, Dean and Sam hear something hit their roof. When they brave the backyard to investigate, they find a fledgling angel. A story about best friendship, spoiled plans, and love, in four parts.
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Title: Shorten the Distance
Author: APenToMyHeadandImDead
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 43,043 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Those names, though. I love long distance relationship fics (amongst many other fics, as it has turned out). If you’re in one, then this is your pick. If you’re not in one, well, read this anyway.
Summary: “Nerdytr3nchcoat” and “Impala67” weren’t looking for romance on the dating website called ‘dateangels.com’. Castiel was looking for friends and Dean was just looking to get his nagging brother off his back. What they didn’t expect to find was each other. [a long distance, online relationship fic]
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Remake the Supernatural Finale in a Way That is Worthy of the Cast, Characters, and Fans.
Hi everyone! I was asked to spread this petition to have the SPN Finale remade to do us and the characters justice 💗 click the link & sign, we've been done a disservice and if this can help correct it then we should take that chance!!
(started by freewillcastiel, i believe. let me know if this is you so i can properly credit you!)
Hey, just letting you know there has already been a petition set up for this cause a few days ago, maybe support that one instead? It’s already over 1,500 votes ...
why not both ✨💞
Change the Supernatural finale
to be fair it only takes like...ten seconds to sign ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Trying to stick to the fics because you all are here for those but this seemed important. Takes less than one minute to sign. Let's see if we can put the power of the SPNfamily in good use and get an ending we deserve.
15x20 Coda
Can’t believe it’s the year of our Lord 2020 and I’m writing Supernatural fix it fics at 3am…. This truly is the bad place. Anyway here’s what happened immediately after the credits rolled on whatever that was…
“Sam and Dean stood, arms around each other looking out towards the vista. Heaven. Their heaven. United again, after everythi-“
“-Is he for real?”
“That’s what was saved on my computer. Supernatural – Final Draft.”
“This is bullshit.”
Becky shrugged, taking her laptop back from Sam as his face twitched uncomfortably.
“Who did I even marry? Like, it wasn’t even Eileen?”
“I don’t know man but you named your kid after me. I’m holding you to that one.”
“I don’t even want kids. Our lives are crazy. Why would I do that to a kid?”
“Well I’m just glad Chuck didn’t get to go ahead with that one.” Becky said, sitting back down with her laptop, “I mean all of his drafts were honestly terrible but that one… I mean it didn’t even make sense considering your character arcs. Dean literally died like he thought he would at the beginning of the series and Sam, grows old with a random woman and doesn’t do anything with his life and not even mentioning Cas even though he was right there in heaven-“
Becky looked up to find Sam and Dean staring at her.
“I’m sorry, not that you guys are just characters or anything. But just, when I came back and I found that I was really worried you’d actually died in barn because you fell on a nail.”
“Yeah well I will be avoiding all barns from now on.”
Thunk. The three of them looked up to where Cas had knocked over a Funko Pop Sam.
“Sorry,” Cas readjusted Funko Sam so he could go back to back to fighting Funko Crowley.
There was an awkward moment of silence as the group processed the revelation of Chuck’s ending. Becky sipped her tea as Cas sat back down next to Dean. Dean looked over to him, their eyes met briefly and they shared a small smile.
“Did I never even ask about Cas?” Sam shook his head breaking the silence. “Like, you come back from fighting Billie and say he’s dead and I just… never question it?”
“Well, none of you seemed very upset about my death in that story.” He turned back to Dean, “You were far more concerned with the pie and the dog.”
“To be fair that was probably the only thing that felt right there – pie is more important.”
Cas rolled his eyes and picked up another biscuit from the tray Becky had brought them. Ever since becoming human again he’d picked up a real sweet tooth. Dean was silently waiting for when Sam would start having a go at him too about healthy diets.
Like hell I’m going because of a rusty nail in a barn, Dean thought, I’m getting killed by a heart attack and Cas’s gonna die of diabetes. Sammy’ll still get to outlive us both though.
“It’d be nice to think Jack is doing that with heaven though.” Sam said, “You know, rebuilding things, making it actually good.”
“I guess we’ll have to see when we get there. Which will not be soon, we fought for a bit of peace and I’m intending to actually enjoy mine.”
“We can just ask him next time he’s home.” Cas added.
Dean shook his head stifling a laugh with his hand, “Can you imagine if we’d made him God I mean- He’s three for crying out loud. He made me buy him a Marvellous Marvin the Talking Teddy three months ago.”
“You bought him that?”
“Wait so Jack didn’t become God?”
“God no, no he’s not God.” Dean plucked the biscuit Cas had just picked up out of his hand and started to eat it, “I mean he is up in heaven, but he’s just helping Michael get things running again with all the angels back from the Empty.”
“I’m confused, so you didn’t kill Chuck?”
“Noash fukind matr-“
“Chuck’s gone, but he’s not dead.” Sam interrupted the garbled explanation Dean was trying to make through a mouthful of cookie. “We found a way to umm- bind him I guess? In his own mind so he didn’t even know it was happening. Rowena and I did the spell and Dean set the trap.”
“I was still as useless as in Chuck’s version.” Cas clarified taking another biscuit to make up for his stolen one.
“Hey, if you hadn’t saved me from Billie we’d all have been toast. You were key.”
“Wait so Chuck’s not human and he’s not dead?”
“No- God I can’t believe he made himself human. I can’t believe we made him human and then said that was a punishment – sorry, no he’s kind of in a uhhh…”
“Alternate universe.” Sam added, “but one just for him. It’s more like an alternative plane of reality inside his own mind where he can write whatever stories he wants and think they’re real but they’re not. They can’t hurt anyone.”
“But he’s God so…. They might be real? He could be making them real.”
Sam twisted his mouth thinking, it was something he’d considered but didn’t want to dwell on.
“Well it’s not us.” Dean declared, “And honestly, if he makes another world with other Sams and Deans and Cas’s and Jacks then they’ll defeat him some other way. Like Inception, but with God!” He grinned at his reference even as the rest of the room ignored him.
Becky leant back in her armchair letting out a sigh of relief. “I’m glad you guys are ok. You too Cas, he was really adamant about killing you off.”
“Dean was very adamant about bringing me back.” Cas looked over to Dean, a soft smile and look of adoration of his face.
Dean blushed, trying to cover it up with a cough. “Yeah well, I had some stuff to say.”
Becky grinned, taking a sip of her tea as Sam suddenly started to find the wallpaper very interesting.
“So, what are you guys going to do know?” Becky asked after the moment had become sufficiently awkward. “I mean no Chuck, no apocalypse, no world to save. Are you going to keep hunting, or…?”
Sam, Dean and Cas looked at each other.
“I don’t know,” Sam said.
“Honestly, I’m thinking Chuck had it right with the pie festival.”
Becky and Sam laughed at that.
Cas took another biscuit
***
Dean closed the boot of the Impala with a soft thud. Becky had given each of them one of her dioramas she sold on Etsy. It was always a bit weird being reminded that their life was a story that some people liked to collect stuff from for fun but he had to admit the miniature scale replica of Baby she’d given him was awesome.
Sam stood at the door giving Becky a hug and thanking her for the lunch. She hadn’t quite explained to the rest of the family who these three strange large men were that were randomly joining them for lunch beyond “They’re just some Supernatural fans I know from the internet.” Her husband had spent the entire time struggling to believe that lie even moreso after Cas had slightly traumatised one of the kids with an in-depth description of the dangers of invasive wasps to honey bee colonies.
Dean wandered over to where Cas stood beside Sam and Becky.
“Thanks again for checking on us Becky.” Dean said, accepting the hug she gave him.
“Of course, I always knew you’d beat him but it’s good to know for sure.”
“Sure is.” Dean took a step back, “Well I guess we’ll be seeing you?”
“Next Supernatural convention?”
“Absolutely not.”
“Even if there’s a ghost?”
“You do know we’re not the only hunters in America.”
Becky bit her lip.
“What?”
“Nothing,” she paused, “it’s just, this is exactly how I would have written it.”
Sam raised his eyebrows in surprise, Dean brows knitted as Cas tilted his head.
“I don’t- not that you had to go through all that. Just that now you can actually take a break. Be normal, do your laundry-“
“-Sam and Dean have always done their laundry. That’s how they clean their clothes.” Cas piped up in confusion.
“-Be happy. Get to actually enjoy living in the world you saved. Have free will and be at peace.”
Dean chuckled, “I mean I’m personally good with never doing my laundry. But you’re right, it’s weird but good.”
“We’ll stay in touch Becky.” Sam said.
“I’ll hold you to that.”
They waved their goodbyes and walked back over to the Impala. Dean got in behind the wheel, Sam in shotgun and Cas in the back.
Turning the key the Impala revved to life. The radio began to sing, the opening chords to Kansas’s Carry on Wayward Song filling the car.
Dean slammed the radio off.
“God, I think Chuck has forever ruined that song for me.”
Sam laughed, in the back Cas even let out a chuckle as he leant his head against the window ready for the long drive home.
It wasn’t their heaven. Not yet anyway. And that made it so much more.
Hey everyone (me included) still upset about how they ruined everything, take this amazing fix-it up that makes you realize we only saw Chuck’s version. It wasn’t real. It was fake.
Waiting for all the amazing fix-it-up’s to arrive on AO3.
Hunter Cas fics
I know so many of you were expecting (or hoping) to have a human!Cas and canon Destiel by now but all we got was that shit show. I’m still bitter and not over it anytime soon. Anyway, I’ve got you covered. Here you go, fics with a fallen!Cas hunting things with a very much alive (future) boyfriend Dean. Take these, the gif from season 5, and try to forget about the let-down we were served.
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Title: Dream of Now
Author: Sass_Master
Rating: Explicit
Words: 136,556 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I like this fic a lot. It’s well written and I just saw an episode of the show going on in my head. Except, there was smut and the stupid show didn’t even give us a kiss. Sorry, still bitter.
Summary: Various moments in Cas and Dean's relationship.
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Title: The cost of a thing
Author: quiettewandering
Rating: Mature
Words: 74,198 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I’m so confused. I have a vivid mental image of reading this fic ages ago. Literally, years ago. I have a clear image in my head of me reading this in a house I have not lived in for four years. And this is published in 2018-2019. What. The. Hell. Anyway, I love it. Enjoyed everything. I love when people come up with great ideas for cases and this definitely had one.
Summary: 16 months ago, Cas became human.
12 months ago, Cas left the bunker and a broken-hearted Dean behind.
Now they must work a case together, where married couples are dying mysterious deaths and the only way to earn the neighbors' trust is by pretending to be married. Slowly, Dean finds that he loves being in a relationship with Cas, fake or not, and Cas finds his loneliness retreating, despite the harsh reality looming right around the corner. As Dean and Cas navigate this fake, but all too real, relationship, can they find the monster that is on a mysteriously motivated killing spree before it’s too late?
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Title: Put up your Dukes
Author: saltyfeathers
Rating: Explicit
Words: 38,282 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I love Cas in this fic. I love Dean of this fic. I love Sam of this fic. Each one deserved their own sentence because I just loved them that much, okay? I first read this fic when I needed a good old hunting action with a fallen Cas and somehow ended up with this amazing piece, and I think you all need it now.
Summary: Dean can't sleep. Cas offers to tire him out.
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Title: Bring Up the Deep
Author: beenghosting
Rating: Explicit
Words: 22,680 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I remember when I read this fic for the first time and was like ‘wow season 11 fic that’s new’. What even happened to the time. Take it and get back to the good old season 11.
Summary: They went back and forth on whether or not to make the drive until Sam found an article in the town’s local paper dated a week earlier about a lobster fisherman who swore a monster sank his boat.
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Title: The Day the World Went Away
Author: pyjamagurl
Rating: Explicit
Words: 56,658 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Ah, the good old days when having to deal with Lisa was the biggest problems in the life of Destiel shippers.
Summary: After being reunited with Sam and leaving Lisa, Dean is finding that adjusting back into the hunting lifestyle is harder than he thought it would be. When a particular hunt goes badly, he gets knocked out, only to awaken five years in the future. Things are definitely different; Castiel is a hunter, Sam is married and things between Dean and Cas had gone somewhere Dean really hadn’t expected. And somewhere in all of this there is a lesson to be learned.
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Title: Oops, Castiel Found the Handcuffs
Author: allthebeautifulthings9828
Rating: Explicit
Words: 2,398 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I don’t even know if I need to add a note when the fic is explicit and has less than 3k word.
Summary: Dean teaches Castiel about all of the weapons and restraints in the trunk of the Impala, since he’s a new human interested in being a hunter. When Castiel finds the handcuffs, he has a few ideas about what to do with them. And Dean resists just to make it more fun for himself, the rebellious adrenalin junkie that he is.
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The SPN fandom tomorrow
HOW ARE WE FEELING? Despite what happens, I'm prepared to be like:
living in my head is currently a wild ride because we go a thousand miles per hour from implied love confession to real love confession to could be read as platonic to wait no cas in the episode to vessel sharing (please no) to a white picket fence and wife dean to finally the kiss to human!cas to wait what's the deal with a lamp to no homo to yes homo to maybe homo
i like to call these the unidentified number of steps of canon destiel and i'm not sure if my brain and me will make it to the finale
Good old case fics
So, I know it has been an illegally long time since I have posted a rec. Like, a year. On my defense, plenty has happened. I moved to a new country (again because I don't know where I want to live), and Admin A had a baby, and I started my own business, and yeah. I've got excuses, but I also come bearing gifts! I have new recs! Yay!
And now about the rec. There are times you need to get back to basics and read a good old case fic or two. You know, about saving people, hunting things, falling in love with your angel friend, the whole family business thing. Read these when you want to get back to the simple times when it was about killing a monster here and there while figuring out your gay feelings. – Admin J
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Title: on the levee
Author: museaway
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 2,450 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I see the scenes happening in the show. I love how well museaway knows how to write all Team Free Will characters and when reading, I just see everything in my mind, like I was watching the show. This. Is. Amazing. Also, let’s take a moment to talk about how cool you can be in a hospital. Last time I was in one, I wasn’t half this cool :’D Then again, I passed out in a waiting room and I had a the worst food poisoning ever because I ate ice cream. Not my best day.
Summary: Five times Dean says "we're just friends" and the one time he doesn't.
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Title: mortage on my body, lien on my soul
Author: ceeainthereforthat
Rating: Explicit
Words: 23,017 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: When I started reading this fic for the first time I sent this message to my friend: “Do you know when you find a fic that makes your heart skip a beat and it just takes your breath away and you’re like ‘marry me now fanfic’?” Well, I think that says it all. I love case fics and I love when there’s something clever in them. For this fic, I didn’t know what’s the case and setup from the beginning and I was super happy with that. The characters were very real to me and I loved all three TFW members in it. The smut was super amazing and it had the best parts of an old-school case fic and an AU fic. Just read it.
Summary: About the author: J. Lee Harrison grew up in Port Orchard, WA. He lives in New Mexico and enjoys traveling throughout the US. His novel Haunted won a Bram Stoker award for Best First Novel. You can learn more at www.jleeharrison.com.
Cas laughs every time he reads his bio. If it were honest, it would say “Castiel Jones is the author of seventeen novels, all written in states he's visited, published under five different pen names. He lives nowhere in particular - after years on the run from his own real-life horror story, he's forgotten how to stay in one place."Although it could be worse, he supposes. He could always be one of the characters in one of his stories.
Some nights, he worries that maybe he is.
When Dean Winchester recognizes him as one of Dean's favorite horror authors, he should be packing up to leave Minnesota. But the handsome, mysterious bad boy who loves books, lives on the road, and tells lies for a living feels real and solid, in contrast to the nightmare that follows his life no matter how far he runs.
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Title: They Came Together
Author: teller_of_tales_and_hero_of_songs
Rating: Mature
Words: 14,348 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Sometimes you just need to read about investigating a super random case :’D I could live like this. I mean, my life could be a musical. Wouldn’t mind.
Summary: It all starts with a case. When a town near the bunker turns into the singing, dancing world of a cheesy musical, Sam goes to investigate. He doesn’t find the mysterious musical “monster,” but it ends up following him back to the bunker- and it decides making Dean Winchester as uncomfortable as possible is it’s sole delight. It does this by launching Dean and Castiel into the cliche world of a Romantic Comedy.
In other words, this is the one where everything is a cliche, the universe seems to be pushing Dean and Cas together, Gabriel is a dick, and Dean is that self-aware Disney character that always questions why everyone is singing.
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Title: To build a home
Author: annodominique
Rating: Explicit
Words: 13,567 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: So many of my favorites in one fic: fallen Cas, Cas saving Dean’s ass, hunter Cas, Destiel, case… It’s so good! And so well written. Who are you author, why I don’t know about you (yet)?
Summary: It feels like a punch in the gut everytime Cas says 'thank you'. 'Thank you for letting me stay, Dean,''Thank you for not kicking me out,' 'Thank you for letting me borrow your old clothes,' 'Thank you for driving me,' 'Thank you for buying me food,' Fucking thank you this thank you that. Like he's being given a piece of heaven.
How Dean finally forgave Cas for everything he sacrificed for Dean. How Dean finally learned to forgive himself for everything he put Cas through.
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P.S. I noticed some old recs have broken links. When I have time, I'm trying to go through them and fix what can be fixed. Also, some super good fics like Everytown, USA, and Freefall have been deleted by the authors, so sorry for everyone who's trying to get to those through this account. I hate when authors delete their fics.
Over 100K, part 2
Me too, Misha, me too.
Hi everyone. Back again, this time with more fics from my over 100K favourite folder. I mean, holidays are coming up somewhere in the near future so there’s time to go out and live your life, or just stay inside and read. Pick the one you prefer. Who am I kidding, we all are going to read fics of our OTPs having amazing Christmas.
This Christmas by the way requires a Christmas rec, so share your favourite Christmas fics and I promise to read those and make one hell of a list with those and my own Christmas fics. – Admin J
Title: Freefall
Author: lastknownwriter
Rating: Explicit
Words: 128,538 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: The kindergarten teacher Dean and firefighter Cas make my day. I love omega Dean, and bottom Dean, and I love this Dean too. No worries, though, Dean’s not a sissy. He’s a cool kindergarten teacher, I promise you. By the way, please note that the fic has been removed from AO3, so reading is a bit more complicated now.
Summary: AU. The most exciting kindergarten teacher Dean Winchester’s life ever gets is when he plays mechanic in his uncle Bobby’s shop on the weekends. That is until a birthday party goes tequila-nova and he trips into a one-night stand with an incredibly hot firefighter named Castiel. Dean’s life gets a lot more exciting after that.
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Title: Smiling Out of Fear
Author: thepinupchemist
Rating: Explicit
Words: 117,494 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I’m not a huge fan of HS AU fics, but this one is an exception. I love it how Cas isn’t a crying sissy but instead a hooligan like Dean. That’s the Cas I personally like (the Cas of the show is not a sissy, so I don’t quite get why so many people write him like that). Also, the last sentence of the summary makes me cry. Like, literally :’D
Summary: Castiel Novak is a product of the system, having gone through too many foster homes since the age of seven. At fourteen, he lands himself in Sugar Lane Mobile Home Community, under the care Missouri Moseley. There, he meets one Dean Winchester. A story about teenage hooligans, growing up, and finding home.
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Title: Pick It All Up
Author: thepinupchemist
Rating: Explicit
Words: 126,611 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Who wouldn’t love the veteran Cas? Thought so. Also, the veteran Cas and the prostitute Dean. I don’t think I need to give you more reasons to read this. Except maybe that it’s really, really good.
Summary: Army veteran Castiel Novak is a wreck after his tour in Afghanistan, brought home to his brother’s apartment in Lawrence, Kansas with scars both mental and physical. He copes poorly, and during one night of bad decision making, meets somebody just as much of a disaster as he is – a prostitute named Dean Winchester. And suddenly, two damaged men might not be as irreparable as they believed.
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Title: A Disarranged World
Author: MarmeLady_Orange
Rating: Mature
Words: 116,659 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: As you may know, I’m a sucker for daddy!Destiel, so I was very happy with this fic. Also, I liked the characters very much, and I didn’t get bored with the plot at any point (which sometimes happens to me with long fics). If you’re in need of good old case fics, try this.
Summary: Four months after the Fall, Sam recuperates - the natural way - at the bunker while Dean hunts alongside a very human Castiel. While investigating a bizarre case involving children in Minnesota, they meet a six-year-old foster girl who turns out to be sought after by bought angels and demons. Trying to help the world find a balance again, but adding an adopted daughter in dire need of protection and a budding relationship to the mix might just make things a tad more difficult for everyone.
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Title: The Dance of Inanna
Author: PeppermintWind
Rating: Explicit
Words: 106,178 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This one right here is one of my all time favourites. I don’t even know what to say. The summary says pretty much it all. It has top Cas, too. No, seriously, I think that this fic is better than some seasons of the show, no kidding.
Summary: “Hey Sammy? You didn’t happen to start an apocalypse while I was in Purgatory, did you? ”
Or: After the disappearance of the One, pagan gods are fighting over who gets the world. Alliances are forged and broken, Zeus and Enlil form a bromance, Odin teams up with Isis, Loki probably has an evil plan, Artemis ponders second-wave feminism, Crowley is amused, the angels are not, Inanna has opinions, Don is a Carver Edland fan. And Dean and Cas aren’t fooling anybody.
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Title: Into Your Hideaway
Author: thepinupchemist
Rating: Explicit
Words: 176,557 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This fic is one of the big reasons I love alpha Cas so much. I take no bad comments on this topic. No, but seriously, I get back into thinking this fic quite often. It’s a quite brutal description of how we treat other human beings we don’t see as equal, even if, hopefully, in the civilized countries it’s not this brutal. These human right questions are one major reason why I really like ABO fics.
(And back to the Cas of this fic. Now that I think of some parts of this fic, Cas reminds me a little bit of Carlisle from Twilights :’D Err…)
Summary: Driving down a deserted road in the Rocky Mountains, Castiel finds something unexpected: an omega. Not only an omega, but a naked, injured, pregnant omega. Dean doesn’t talk much at first, but that doesn’t change the brightness of his soul. it also doesn’t stop Castiel from falling in love with him.
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Title: Make Damn Sure
Author: SurlyCat
Rating: Explicit
Words: 124,823 – Ongoing
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I hate this fic because it’s not finished. But I still stick with my latest statement. I hate deleted fics more than unfinished, so therefore I give this fic a chance to be here.
Summary: Dean Winchester is not thrilled about taking an office job at one the most powerful media corporations in the country. His work has always been hands on, but when Charlie tells him about the job opening and its comfortable salary, the temptation is just too great to turn down. And really, it wouldn’t be too bad if it weren’t for the blue-eyed man that also works there.
Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester have crossed paths far too often over the last 12 years, with an unsavory outcome nearly every time. This time though, walking away is just not an option as they’re forced to collaborate on a project and learn to navigate each other like civilized human beings. For Dean and Cas though, nothing ever goes quite according to plan.
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Title: Typecast
Author: mnwood
Rating: Explicit
Words: 75,142 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: ABO verse where both Dean and Cas are famous actors. I love fics in which Dean is trying to pass as an alpha, even if he’s an omega. Personally, I think it’s very logical. In the show, Dean tries to impress John a lot, and in the omega Dean fics that makes you go all ‘oh right, I get it now’. For me, the omega Dean makes more sense than the alpha Dean.
Summary: Up-and-coming movie actor Castiel Novak knows he’ll never be taken seriously if all he ever plays is betas, and as an alpha he certainly doesn’t think it’s a wise career choice to play an omega. However, when he’s offered the omega role in a gay romance and learns that the much more famous (and his crush) Dean Winchester is playing the alpha, Cas decides maybe it’s time to take a risk. But when they meet on day one, Cas isn’t sure what to make of Dean’s scent.
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Official Cry Until You Can’t Cope Anymore rec
I’m not 100% sure if it’s just me, but sometimes one needs to sit in the corner of a sofa and feel miserable. Some people may go and cry in the shower, some watch sad movies, and some may want to read Destiel fics that make you cry. I personally do all the things I just listed. I actually had that crying feeling for three weeks straight (I guess I wasn’t handling my work and uni stress very well :’D), so I read and cried like every night for weeks, and once I got my mental health back, I figured I could as well share my favourites with you.
Please, share your best crying fics on the comments so I can save them for the next time I feel like crying for weeks. – Admin J
Title: the face at the end of the hall
Author: museaway
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 3,629 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Alright, I don’t want to spoil anything, so I’m just saying this: make sure you have some napkins, don’t wear makeup and don’t read this in public. I was crying so hard my dogs woke up and this is not a joke.
Summary: Dean is haunted by the accident that put Sam into long-term care, but today he’s visiting with good news: as soon as he and Cas get the new house fixed up, they’re bringing him home.
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Title: It never gets better anyway
Author: wolfrider89
Rating: Explicit
Words: 15,514 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Normally HS AUs are way over the top, at least for my liking. I don’t really appreciate fics in which the things go too far. Like someone gets raped every day all the time, and then beaten up after which someone steals their kidney and they find out that they’re actually sold to their parents when they were babies and the truth is that they’re the prince of a foreign land. You get the idea. I like it when there’s one thing, say, bullying, and you take it and use it well. That’s the way to write real angst.
Summary: High school AU - Castiel knows life isn’t fair. If it was, then he wouldn’t be bullied for things that others get away with constantly. It isn’t fair of him to hate Dean either, but life isn’t fair, and neither is Castiel.
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Title: Muscle Memory
Author: komodobits
Rating: Explicit
Words: 18,961 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I hope you all find this sad because I very much do. But then again, I’m crying in the original movie, too, and I found out it’s supposed to be a comedy.... As said many times before, the thing I’m probably most afraid of is to get amnesia this bad. And still, I’m always reading amnesia fics :’D
Summary: Dear Castiel. Hello - it’s Castiel. This must all seem very confusing, and I’m sorry for that. Dean says to tell you that this isn’t some kind of ‘time -travel stunt’ although I’m sure that won’t be your first thought. I know it wasn’t mine. I’ve told Dean to leave now, as this is my notebook and I want everything in it to come from me - or rather, from you. I know you think it’s the fifteenth of January, 2010, but it isn’t. At the time of my writing this, the date is the fourth of October, 2013. Dean Winchester is your boyfriend of a year and a half, and you no longer work at the library, and in early 2010 you were hit by a car and hospitalised. I’m sorry.
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Title: Down Like Water
Author: museaway
Rating: Mature
Words: 14,512 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: The overall melancholy of this fic is so great. I love it how some authors just know how to push the angst buttons without spilling too much angst into the story to make it corny, and this is just there.
Summary: There’s no time for nerves, no time for second guessing. There’s only right now, and right now he has Cas.
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Hi, thank you for all of your recs. I was hoping you could help me find a fic which I've read before but can't remember the title of now. It's a human AU with Charlie living as Dean and Sam's adopted sister. Dean and Cas meet on a dating app and form a relationship online. Dean is not yet out but when he does reveal he's with Cas to John, Charlie blurts out that she likes girls in order to take the heat off him. The story also was loosely based on the writer's own relationship with her gf.
Hi there! That fic is called His Partner In Crime and it’s written by GlassClosetCastiel. It is indeed based on the author’s own relationship and the basic plot was like you described. Unfortunately, that fic has been deleted from AO3 and with a quick googling, I couldn’t find it anywhere else either.
If there’s something I hate more than unfinished fics, it’s fics deleted after publishing. Can we all just agree that what’s posted online, stays online? Would be much appreciated. - Admin J
Over 50k, less than 100K part 2
Hi there! I’m back yet again with a collection of fics from my own personal favourite folder. There’s nothing in common with these fics except that they all have 50-100k words and heavy Destiel is involved. Some may be AU, some may not, some might have plenty of angst, some not, you never know. You can call it Admin J’s mixtape of fanfics :’D Hope you enjoy these as much as I have done! I know we have recced all these before but as said, I just want to put them under the word count tag. – Admin J
Title: Burnt Shadows
Author: Rena
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 60,877 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I love how the fic mixes AU and the original set-up how the show into something new. This is a very good Destiel and Sabriel fic with endverse feeling (not as dark as some endverses, though) and character development.
Summary: Three years ago, the angels commenced a war against humankind in order to bring paradise on earth. Now, only a few camps of refugees hide and resist the celestial regime. In these times, a young angel is sent to earth with one specific quest: infiltrate the hideouts and find his long lost brother Gabriel, who is rumoured to live amongst the humans, and who could turn the tide of the violence. But the longer he stays with the group if survivors led by Dean Winchester, the more Castiel realises that Heaven’s plan isn’t always just.
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Title: Twist and Shout
Author: gabriel, standbyme
Rating: Explicit
Words: 97,997 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I just leave this here because there cannot be a rec like this without Twist and Shout, but there’s really nothing to say. I was wearing ‘I can dig Elvis’ tee at work today and my CEO told me he too likes Elvis. Ha, managed to figure out something new to say.
Summary: What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.
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Title: The Day the World Went Away
Author: pyjamagurl
Rating: Explicit
Words: 56,658 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I feel a bit awkward now. I have had this fic in my all-time favourite folders for years and now I read the summary I have no idea what’s happening in the fic :’D I’m going to read it and I suggest that you do the same.
Summary: After being reunited with Sam and leaving Lisa, Dean is finding that adjusting back into the hunting lifestyle is harder than he thought it would be. When a particular hunt goes badly, he gets knocked out, only to awaken five years in the future. Things are definitely different; Castiel is a hunter, Sam is married and things between Dean and Cas had gone somewhere Dean really hadn’t expected. And somewhere in all of this there is a lesson to be learned.
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Title: Grey
Author: Valinde (Valyria)
Rating: Explicit
Words: 65,240 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Same goes with this than with Twist and Shout, alright?
Summary: In a world where people don’t see in color until they find their true mate, the first thing Dean sees when he pulls himself out of his grave is the blue sky. When Castiel raised him from the Pit, he inadvertently claimed Dean as his mate.
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Title: Everytown, USA
Author: aileenrose
Rating: Explicit
Words: 56,972 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This fic is both Admin A’s and my own favourite list. It’s a-m-a-z-i-n-g. Read it like, yesterday. Thanks. And sorry for this rec with fics that we have recced for so many times, but I just really need to organize these all by the length, too :’D
Summary: Dean’s determined not to stay in one place for long–he’s enjoying his new-found freedom too much.
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Title: The Story of You and Me
Author: the_diggler
Rating: Explicit
Words: 54,953 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: You need to read the summary and know a little something about my favourite fics and you already know what’s going on :’D
Summary: Dean wakes up in a bed next to very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from the angels falling from the sky to comfortable domesticity. While there is much in the journal Dean doesn’t remember, there is much of their story he’s always known. And she settles into the routine of his new life and relationship with Castiel, it quickly becomes something he doesn’t know how to live without.
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Title: The Path of Fireflies
Author: museaway
Rating: Mature
Words: 63,706 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Yeah, yeah, yeah. I have recced this like, a million times, but… Maybe there’s someone out there who actually has not yet read it?
Summary: After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.
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The ultimate Djinn Dream list
@olliaaron, I think you made a huge mistake by asking this :’D So, you wanted a few djinn fics where they live a domestic life and so on? Well, what you get is the ultimate Djinn Dream list featured by a few other creatures causing similar circumstances. This, my friends, this is hands down the longest rec I have ever made, and I sincerely hope I left nothing important out by accident.
Quite many of you have asked how do I find these, and my answer is always the same: I just read a lot. I scroll through different tags and start to read, and sometimes it just turns out to be a Djinn dream or some other spellwork like that, and then I’m just miserable (and happy at the same time because I love these fics). If you have some I didn’t include into the list, please do share in the comments!
SPOILER ALERT! Reading this rec will definitely ruin the storyline for you.
Title: Out of My Head
Author: casual_distance
Rating: Mature
Words: 8,455 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This is actually one of the fics I have found by an accident. No tags and no nothing that could tell this isn’t just an AU story but a Djinn fic, but I’m so glad I found it since it’s one of my favourite Djinn stories ever! It’s funny and I love the basic idea, and it feels so much longer than just 8k. It’s maybe not as domestic as you would have wanted, but oh well, it has Grease which is one of my favourite musicals, so I took a liberty to add it in… :’D
Summary: Some romances, Dean finds during his senior year at Rydell High, are ostentatious, filled with public arguments and lots of singing, while others are hidden things kept tucked away.
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Title: ‘Stonehenge’: Post-Apocalypse
Author: strangenessandcharm
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 4,268 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Breaks my heart every time I read this fic and Dean says to Cas ‘I don’t swing that way’. This fic seriously doesn’t feel like less than 5k, it’s so well-written. The characters, especially Dean, are very IC and it’s just amazing.
Summary: Do happily-ever-afters work on angels? Castiel gets to find out, but it’s bittersweet…
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Title: The Apple Pie Dream
Author: fleurofthecourt
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 6,306 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: For some reason, I’m not a big Claire fan, and I quite often find Claire of the fics even more annoying. However, in this fic Claire was well-written and she didn’t bother me this much. Still, not my favourite Djinn fic, but hey, all the elements are there!
Summary: Dean Winchester is the absolute last person Claire wants to call. The man is a monster, no matter what the guy playing her make-believe dad says.
But the thing is, said make-believe dad is missing. And she’s kind of worried about him.
And she doesn’t know who else to call.
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Title: How Did I Get Here?
Author: ChasingRabbits
Rating: Explicit
Words: 7,882 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Yet again one of the shorter fics that don’t feel short because everything is there: the sadness, the storyline, the character building… I wanted to add this one, even if it’s not a Djinn causing the trouble. All the elements are still there, so I personally feel that this fits in, except if you just have some weird kink for Djinns in general :’D
Summary: Dean wakes up in his bed feeling very, very odd. Though his boyfriend and son are where he left them, he can’t quite shake the feeling that something isn’t right. Worst of all, he can’t quite wrap his head around the fact that this is his life.
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Title: Reality
Author: Jennilah
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 11,225 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I’m a terrible person who took a star away because Dean was bisexual :’D Don’t get me wrong, I am one too, but the fic somehow changed after that and it wasn’t as good anymore. Besides, I like the straight Dean who only goes gay for Cas, because helloooo gay panic.
Summary: Sam and Dean go on a search for their friend after they realize he’s been missing for two months. When they find Cas in a deep sleep due to a djinn’s poison, Sam slips into his subconscious to help get him out.
Unfortunately saving him comes with a few ramifications that nobody knows how to handle.
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Title: The Story of You and Me
Author: the_diggler
Rating: Explicit
Words: 54,953 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: You all probably know by now that The Path of Fireflies is my favourite fic ever, and let me tell you, this fic isn’t much behind. It’s similar in some ways, but definitely not a copy, and it touched my heart. I love the idea of the journal, and I just love everything in this one. One of my go-to fics.
Summary: Dean wakes up in a bed next to very human Castiel, and a journal in his own handwriting that tells him it’s two years in the future. The house looks like Bobby’s, and Sam lives there too… He just can’t remember how they got from the angels falling from the sky to comfortable domesticity. While there is much in the journal Dean doesn’t remember, there is much of their story he’s always known. And she settles into the routine of his new life and relationship with Castiel, it quickly becomes something he doesn’t know how to live without.
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Title: Wishes
Author: Tanya Meridia
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 807 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I actually managed to add a fic into this rec that I really didn’t find all the good. Let me tell you, I’m surprised because I was somewhat sure that I love all the Djinn fics I have in my folders. Maybe the thing was that the fic kind of ended before it even started :’D
Summary: Dean is taken by a Djinn and Castiel finds him.
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Title: Smells Like Roses
Author: BoMarlowe
Rating: Explicit
Words: 53,828 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: The first time I was reading this, I was a bit sceptical. I knew from the beginning that it was a Djinn dream, so I was thinking that maybe I don’t get attached to the characters and it will end up a bit flat. Oh boy, how wrong I was there. The truth is that I cried like a baby. This goes into the same category than The Path of Fireflies and The Story of You and Me, meaning it’s amazing.
Summary: Dean’s life is beautiful. He wants for nothing, has the pleasure of his family and friends, and is desperately, irrevocably in love with his husband. Everything is perfect, just as it should be. Then he wakes up.
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Title: For One Single Yesterday
Author: wannaliveindeansdimples
Rating: Mature
Words: 5,120 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I’m always adding comments to my own little excel file of fics I’ve read, and sometimes they’re very confusing. The only note for this one is: ‘I fucking loved the last sentence’. I think you need to read the fic to find out what was so special in that sentence :’D
Summary: Don’t imagine Cas being kidnapped by a Djinn.
Don’t imagine Sam being the one who goes inside his head to save him and finding that Cas’s dream world is living a normal life with Dean.
Don’t imagine them all hanging out and when Dean finally leaves them alone for five minutes Sam trying to explain to Cas that this isn’t real and Cas saying “I know.”
Don’t imagine Cas clinging to the Djinn Dean, begging Sam not to take him back.
Don’t imagine Cas waking up and Dean yelling at him for letting the Djinn get the drop on him.
Don’t imagine neither if them telling Dean what happened.
Don’t imagine the sadness Sam would see on Cas’s face everyday from then on and the pain when Dean goes home with random women.
Just don’t do it.
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Title: The Apple Pie Life
Author: avenge_the_angel
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 4,728 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Sometimes a fic has all the potential: no big grammar errors, good idea, nicely written text, Djinn dream, a daddy Cas… and yet, it’s not my favourite. I don’t know what was off with this one, but for some reason it just didn’t make it into my favourites.
Summary: A car accident took Dean’s memories. He can’t remember closing hell, or saving the world… again. He doesn’t remember his two children or marrying Cas. But he wakes up to a life he’s always wanted, a life he never thought he would have. He’s being handed a chance to have the normal life he should have had. But when has luck ever been on his side?
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Title: The Day the World Went Away
Author: pyjamagurl
Rating: Explicit
Words: 56,658 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Alright, yet again one of my favourites. I’m not ashamed to admit that I have a type when it comes to fics :’D This doesn’t have a Djinn, per se, but something else is fucking up the reality, so I decided that it fits.
Summary: After being reunited with Sam and leaving Lisa, Dean is finding that adjusting back into the hunting lifestyle is harder than he thought it would be. When a particular hunt goes badly, he gets knocked out, only to awaken five years in the future. Things are definitely different; Castiel is a hunter, Sam is married and things between Dean and Cas had gone somewhere Dean really hadn’t expected. And somewhere in all of this, there is a lesson to be learned.
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Title: Dream a Little Dream
Author: destieldrabblesdaily
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 3,186 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: No major sadness here as the fic is from Dean’s POV and Cas is the one captured, but some awkwardness as Dean ends up in Cas’ domestic yet sexy dreams. I heard that ‘domestic yet sexy’ in Dean’s voice as he was explaining Sam the Dr Sexy M.D characters.
Summary: Written for the prompt: Castiel goes after a Djinn but gets captured, and of course his dream world is all about Dean and him being happy together, so he’s very disappointed when Dean and Sam save him and he wakes up…
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Title: Gonna Be A Fireman When The Floods Roll Black
Author: misachan
Rating: Mature
Words: 7,107 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This is also one of the fics I found by accident., I was probably just out there looking for some firefighter smut but ended up with this :D I like the different approach, even if I’m not quite sure why that was Dean’s happy life.
Summary: Firefighting is Dean’s dream job and he’s damn good at it - still, there’s something about his most recent call he can’t quite shake. Or to be more specific, a certain blue-eyed rescue he can’t keep out of his dreams.
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Title: Only if for a night
Author: mishcollin
Rating: Mature
Words: 11,393 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I want to give a huge applause for the author for leaving the ending of the fic like it is. Points for the author for leaving it like that. I was just staring at the screen, thinking if they really did it. Good job!
Summary: Castiel is captured by a djinn. Dean goes slightly crazy, and Cas discovers a thing or two about himself.
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Title: Catch the Wind, See Us Spin
Author: prettify
Rating: Explicit
Words: 12,000 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This one of the most recced and most talked Destiel fic in this genre, but I personally prefer many other fics over it. It doesn’t mean, though, that I wouldn’t love it. It’s sad and I every time feel so bad for Dean, but there are fics that I find better (like, The Path of Fireflies, for example).
Summary: Dean is given an out, but reality is a strange, fickle bitch.
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Title: The Path of Fireflies
Author: museaway
Rating: Mature
Words: 63,706 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Ah, and here we go. I’ve got a question. Could someone get me a signed copy of this fic from museaway? What happens if I just tag @museaway? I promise to place the signed copy right next to my Enochian Dictionary that Misha signed. Let’s just face the facts, I have recced this fic for probably hundreds of times within the last years and I’m not even ashamed of that :’D This is the best fanfic I have ever read, and I started to read back in 2002. If you have somehow managed not to read this yet, go and do it now (even if it’s not a Djinn fic, but I think you get the idea why it’s in the list)
Summary: After his humanity is restored, Dean wakes up bed with Castiel, a wedding ring, and no memory of the past twelve years.
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reblog or like if you think spn should have canon destiel in season 15!
Guess it's somewhat obvious that we're anxiously waiting for this.
Humour us, what do you think will happen? Do we get some canon Destiel, or are we going to sit and stare at the screen with teary eyes after the last episode is finished and try to cope through life with the fact that they never made it canon?
Hello! Thanks for organizing all of this I love your Tumblr! Could you recommend any fics that are based off of the 5.04 episode "The End"?
Hi there! Thanks for the ask. Endverse is one of my go-to tags when I want to cry and feel miserable. All you who have stuck with this blog for longer probably know that I’m one of those weird people who once in a while wants to feel miserable and cry while reading some fics. Endverse almost never lets me down, except when people don’t write it miserable enough :’D I mean, when you make a character suffer, then you do it. I’m not a fan of those over the top fics (usually HS AU, sorry) in which too much hit shits the fan, but in Endverse you can just play with the broken characters.
I hope you enjoy these! - Admin J
Title: Cut All The Ropes And Let Me Fall
Author: agirlnamedtruth
Rating: Explicit
Words: 6,851 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This is actually not based on the setup of the actual episode but it’s coming. It’s the beginning of the road that leads into that, so I guess this fits. Makes me feel miserable at least and I don’t know what other purposes someone would ask these for, so... ALSO NOTE that this fic is being deleted from AO3 but it can be still found on Livejournal, so here’s the new link on this post.
Summary: Set in the early days of The End ‘verse, Castiel is falling fast and he develops a strange way of coping with his new mortality, he gets off on being in danger and being forced to be submissive. Dean pretends he’s indifferent and just playing along for Cas’ benefit but he finds he likes having somebody depend on him like that, especially now Sam’s gone.
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Title: Everything That Drowns Me
Author: addictcas
Rating: Explicit
Words: 984 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: This is, once again, a masterpiece. I honestly can’t understand how people fit something so great into so small amount of words. It’s insane. In this fic, the author has managed to describe the broken Dean and Cas so well, and even if it’s less than 1,000 words, it made me want to cry like any good End!verse fic should.
Summary: Sometimes Dean will gently work him open with his tongue alongside skilled fingers and when he’s ready, it’s slow and sweet, always face-to-face. Sometimes Dean makes him feel like he’s worth something, like he’s more than just a warm body.
This is not one of those times.
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Title: ten thousand words
Author: bree_black
Rating: Explicit
Words: 13,238 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: If you’re looking for something that is next level angsty, this might not be your choice. And when I say angsty, I mean on the Endverse scale, because trust me, it’s going to be angst-y anyway. I love the character development and how they change while the fic goes on. Unnecessary to say, I was crying when reading and re-reading this :’D
Summary: In 2009, a man who claims to speak to God gives the not-quite-an-angel-anymore Castiel his Polaroid camera. “Use it wisely,” he warns. “Cameras are a strange sort of magic. They hold on to the energy of the moments they capture and keep it alive past its time. That’s why we should only take photographs of our happiest moments. There’s no sense prolonging our pain or sadness, but love and joy are worth saving.”
During the next five years, Castiel superstitiously takes nine photographs of his happiest moments. When a second Dean arrives from the past, Castiel knows he’s been sent to witness something catastrophic, something so terrible Zachariah believes it will scare Dean into accepting his destiny. He senses the end is near, but Castiel can’t quite bring himself to take the final photograph. Dean does it for him.
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Less than 15K, vol 2
Excuse me, but who can read Destiel as platonic? My 55-years-old dad watched one episode with me when I was visiting home and asked me if they go gay for each other.
Anyway, hi. I’m back with less than 15K fics. I hope you don’t remember all these because I surely didn’t. It’s slightly awkward as these are from my favourite folder, but now they’re re-read and again clear in my memory. Also, a few brand new included. Hope you enjoy, as usual! – Admin J
Title: Reality
Author: Jennilah
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 11,225 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: When it comes to case / non-AU fics, I’m not a huge fan of bisexual Dean. In AU set-ups, I don’t really care, but in case fics I like to have a straight Dean who goes gay for Cas, so the bisexual Dean made this fic to lose a star. I feel like an ass for taking a start away for that reason, but...
Summary: Sam and Dean go on a search for their friend after they realize he’s been missing for two months. When they find Cas in a deep sleep due to a djinn’s poison, Sam slips into his subconscious to help get him out. Unfortunately saving him comes with a few ramifications that nobody knows how to handle.
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Title: after a storm
Author: museaway
Rating: Mature
Words: 10,482 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: I hate the part in the show when Dean kicks Cas out of the bunker. Yeah, yeah, Sam could have died, but poor Cas didn’t even know how to brush his teeth. Every time I watch the show, I hope it has magically changed :D Luckily in this fic things go differently and it makes me happy. So happy.
Summary: Despite Zeke’s threats, Dean doesn’t tell Cas to leave the bunker. He revels in their burgeoning relationship, content to end his day with Cas asleep on his shoulder, even if they’ll always sleep in separate rooms. Cas is it for him. But when Cas begins to experience physical urges he can’t control, he asks Dean for a hand—metaphorically, and later, literally.
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Title: Somethin’ About Wild Horses
Author: missbipolar
Rating: Explicit
Words: 10,654 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: The porn director Gabriel and pornstars Dean and Cas. No words needed for this one, and I’m not even ashamed to say that I love it.
Summary: “Guys, please,” Gabriel says. “This video has been requested literally thousands of times, by both of your fans. All of our viewers know how much you two hate each other, and everyone wants to know how that will affect a scene. Personally, I think you could both learn a thing or two from one another. You’re gonna have to put the bad vibes on hold for, like, three days, okay? Just until we finish shooting the scene. And then, if you still wanna rip each other’s throats out, I’ll film that, too.”
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Title: Helplessness Blues
Author: fio
Rating: Explicit
Words: 10,021 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: To be fair, this fic would have deserved five stars but the hippie Cas gave me a bad mental image. Cas with long hair, wearing odd hippie clothes and enjoying his pod… I’m sure the author has tried to create something like the future Cas, but my mind is playing tricks on me, and there was some shady rastafa Cas, instead. All the other ways this was amazing. The only thing I was missing was the third part in which they would’ve been together for ten years.
Summary: I’ll get back to you someday soon, you will see (or, the story of how Dean gets it wrong the first time around, but thankfully, gets it right on his second try)
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Title: Love Song of a Madman
Author: agirlnamedtruth
Rating: Mature
Words: 11,863 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: Again, me and my love for broken characters. Back at the time, this fic was lolling around in my ‘read this when you’ve got time’ folder for ages. I didn’t like the summary and I wasn’t expecting a lot when I started to read, but it turned out to be amazing. After that, I stopped paying much attention to the summaries. Give this a go if you like broken characters and dark atmosphere. Please note that this has been deleted from AO3 (our link takes you to Livejournal where the fic still exists.)
Summary: Castiel keeps a diary while at Northern Indiana State Hospital and when Dean reads it, he finally steps up.
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Masterpieces, or: less than 1K fics
I’m a blabbermouth. Seriously, I’m the person who starts to speak or write and fifteen minutes (or ten pages) later I remember to get back to the actual point. For some reason, people don’t want me to present anything in the meetings. Anyway, that brings me to the point that I can’t understand how some people manage to fit perfect fics in so small amount of words. I mean, less than 1,000 words is nothing, and yet some people can make you cry or laugh or whatever they want to do. Don’t believe me? Take a look at these amazing fics, then. – Admin J
Title: Everything That Drowns Me
Author: addictcas
Rating: Explicit
Words: 984 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: For example, how can you even build this good characters in 984 words? This fic made my chest to ache and I might or might not have cried.
Summary: Sometimes Dean will gently work him open with his tongue alongside skilled fingers and when he's ready, it's slow and sweet, always face-to-face. Sometimes Dean makes him feel like he's worth something, like he's more than just a warm body.
This is not one of those times.
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Title: I Saw Papa Kissing Santa Claus
Author: DevilMadeMeDoIt
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 794 – Finished
Admin J’s notes: I’m saluting the author because they didn’t name the kid ‘Mary’. Also, I’m saluting because this is amazing. In 794 words. I don’t know what kind of sorcery this is, but I need to learn it too.
Summary: On Christmas Eve, JoAnna Winchester spies on her Papa giving Santa a kiss under the mistletoe. On Christmas morning, Dean and Cas discover that Santa doesn’t always know when children are fast asleep.
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Title: He Likes Me Best
Author: Catchclaw
Rating: Explicit
Words: 800 – Finished
Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
Admin J’s notes: The only real shitty thing in this fic was that I sat there with a phone in hand for a while, hoping to magically get more of it.
Summary: Cas adopts a dog that Dean doesn’t want. But the dog has other ideas.
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