Grief is so weird isn't it?
Grief is strange. You don’t realize it at first. You just are rooted in the pain. But as time some how moves forward you are reminded in small and large ways how strange it is.
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Mentally and physically it’s like my body is sensing November is near. I can feel the grief and the pain navigate into parts of myself that I try to keep grief free. Which is impossible. I’m learning more and more that I’m allowed to be sad or feel grief throughout the year. Not save it all for November and July. Again, grief is weird.
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I think too seeing loss played out in such a public way as with Liam Payne, that has been abnormally triggering for me. Loss and grief of such magnitude is so strange and it feels like drowning and flying at full speed all the time. It’s just been a bit hard for me lately. I bet it’s hard for most right now. So if you are feeling that way, you are not alone.
