Cervus 20| Trans Masc | Autistic

soft hearted sadist and hopeless romantic. posting my fantasies on the internet for my own entertainment. I love all things medical and needles 🖤

[dearcervus]

Hello, thank you for stopping by! I’m Cervus, pronounced like “Service”, I’m a 20 year old pre-t trans masc guy, I’m queer and poly, with a preference for men. I’m disabled and I have chronic pain. I’m a dom leaning switch but I only post dom focused fantasies here. Everything I post is intended to be read as a consensual and just a fun fantasy. Consent and aftercare are always required 🖤

I’m not your dom and I’m not looking for a committed relationship. Play between friends or clients can be discussed.

Please do not involve me in kinks I haven’t mentioned myself and please don’t reblog my posts with torture related content.

Terms to refer to me as: Doctor, Sir, Mister, Father (religious context)

I’m a character before all else, I may talk about my real life, but many questions are answered hypothetically and not based on real experience. Especially if the thing in question would be unethical to execute in real life

✅ Dming me to show me bruises, cuts or scars from medical procedures or accidents. Play piercings or scarification.

❌ Dming me to show me self inflicted injuries

(Self harm scars are fine if we’ve talked about it before and you ask first)

Side blogs:

@cervusbites darker kink content

@cervusspeaks sfw posting, random thoughts and life updates

@vampprincekaz oc content and writing

@cervuscrafts jewelry, candles and other things!

Anons:💖💜, 💚, 🎭, 🧷, 🎠, 🗡️, 💾, 🌲, 💄, 🪐, 🦦, 🩰, 👑, 🦕, 🐾, 🦋, 🥭, 🐦‍⬛, ⛓️‍💥, 🐸, 🌻, 🌟, 🦇, 🍁, 😺, 🦨, 🎹, 🍙, 🐇🤍, 💫, 🐶, 🪰, 🪩, ☁️, 🦊, ✨, ⚡️, 🦞, 🐰, 🫀✨, 🗝️, 🕯️, 🧡, 🦷, 💠, 🧃, 🦒, 💝, 🩺, 💌. 🪲, 🐝, 🪐🪽, 🩵, 🧵, 👼,🌈🎀, 🍄‍🟫, ⛓️, 🌈☀️, ⚙️, 🥀🖤✨, 🪻, 🐧, 🪡, 🕯️🦇, 🧸, 🍰, 💿, 🍸, 🌕, 🐕, 🌸, 🐺💬, 🐖, 🎱🦇,🎱, 🎱🍒, 🩻, 🫀, 🩹, 🦌, 🍜,⚕️, 🌀, 🍊🌿, 🍂🐈‍⬛, 🐀, 🕊️, 🩸🐇, 🥀, 🛸, 💎🌫️, 😵‍💫, 🥚, 🍀🍌, ☀️,🐄, (ow<) , 💎, 🐢‼️, 🌜, 🧗, 🖥️, ✨🌧️, 💉🪽, 🍡, 🪭, 🏕️, 🫴💀, 🪽✨, 🐕‍🦺, 🧀, 🔮, 🫆, ☁️🔅, 🍬, 🥩, ✝️, 🏳️‍⚧️🪽, 👾🌧️, 👾, 🕸️, 〽️🦇, 🦂, 🙈, 🧜, 🦮, 🪺, 🐁, 🪦, 💿🌱, 🐟, 🌌🪽

Some things I enjoy (not a complete list):

✅ Somnophilia, Dacryphilia, Praise, Overstimulation, Fear play, Needles and injections, Medical play, Sounding, Pet play, Humiliation, Soft Sadism, Bondage, Intox, Hierophilia, Soft cnc, Monster fucking, robots and wire play, oviposition

[dearcervus]

There is not enough wingbinding stuff out there and seeing your angel posts, especially the one with wingbinding, is really, really awesome.

And maybe just a bit flustering.

-(requesting ✨🪽, unless its already taken)

Oh how sweet… I do really need to write more Angel stuff don’t I? Maybe once I’m not so busy again. I appreciate your love of my posts 🖤

I also saw your follow up ask about the emojis and have added them.

[dearcervus]

My boyfriend takes sedatives to sleep, and I can’t help thinking about how fun that would be to play with… pushing pills into a cute boys mouth… playing with him as he drifts off to sleep. Feeling himself slowly fade into unconsciousness no matter how hard he tries to fight it… knowing I could do anything I wanted to him while he slept 🖤

[dearcervus]

surgery update: pain got better but i went in for follow up today and learned i may have a complication with healing :0 have to go back on meds, back on soft foods, and now im worried. and they’re starting to move my teeth and the pain is back big time

Stresss :(((

- 🌟

Oh you poor darling… I’m glad you’re feeling a bit better, but that doesn’t sound like any fun at all. I certainly hope everything has been figured out a bit more by the time I’m getting to this ask 🖤

[dearcervus]

Unfortunately whenever I get a new partner I only wish to think of them… I simply want to lock my dearest in my basement so they can be mine and mine alone. Why would I bother talking to others when I have such a pretty thing of my own to torture and tend to? Nothing else matters, only my darling, and I’ll make sure they’ll only be mine forever 🖤

[dearcervus]

hii i just wanted to say your posts are very relaxing/reassuring (if that’s not weird to say??) and give me the warm fuzzies :)

i also reblogged a fuckton of your posts recently so sorry for the spam lol….

if possible could i be 🐟 anon? and if that’s not available then 🍲?

It’s not strange at all, I always hope my posts can be comforting to others, even if they’re sexual in nature. Those ideas aren’t mutually exclusive, and there can be a lot of comfort in things others find weird. I don’t mind the spam at all, so please don’t worry 🖤

[dearcervus]

I really wish I could do more medical things ethically in real life… why am I not allowed to give someone a CT scan for fun? Contrast feels so good and warm… I think everyone should get to experience it at least once. That nice warm feeling in your face… it slowly moving down your body until you feel all warm… I really wish I could experience it again 🖤

[dearcervus]

I’ve found unserious things a lot more desirable lately… I can’t find it in me to pretend to be confident and sexy all of the time. How exhausting that would be. It’s fun to play a character, but equally fun, if not more so, to just play around with each other. Not every little thing has to be a well thought out scene, it can be lovely to just see where desire leads you. Some of my favorite experiences are just laughing together while I stick needles through my pretty boy… watching together as it pierces through the skin… seeing where else he’d let me put one. Stopping halfway through just to take a picture because he looks cute. “Scary” kinks can be a lot of fun too 🖤

[dearcervus]

I’ve been thinking about fainting a bit recently… it can be quite a cute thing. A cute nervous darling watching their blood be taken… started to feel all dizzy as they watch it leave their body…

And suddenly they’re awake again, all confused and hot with an ice pack behind their neck as I coo over them and make sure they’re feeling better 🖤

[dearcervus]

This is my favorite blog on the app... I am a 50 year old doctor from Sweden and I never thought about medical play before you... I would never do anything to a patient but the idea in kink is so good for me... Thank you for helping me discover this

Oh isn’t that lovely! I’m happy my content is of interest, even with its obvious medical inaccuracy. Unfortunately real life isn’t always as attractive… no harm in pretending a bit. I’m always happy to help someone discover something new 🖤

[dearcervus]

Oh my. It has been a long while since I last sent an Anon. Though I have been enjoying your posts nonetheless. I hope the patients have been treating you well our sweet doctor.

- 🩰

Oh hello my dear… it has been quite a while hasn’t it? I’m happy to see you’re still around. I’m not as active as I once was, as I think I’ve become more interested in things other than performing for an audience, but I’m doing well, and I hope you are too 🖤

[dearcervus]

I do really enjoy inflicting pain… as guilty as I often feel for it, it brings me quite a bit of joy as well. How wonderful it is to have someone trust you enough to hurt them… seeing the fear in their eyes as you slide a needle through their flesh or press a knife to their skin. Watching them tremble as they submit to you, allowing you to hurt them however you desire… oh what fun 🖤

[dearcervus]

I just had my surgery! I’m not in too much pain but I woke up crying over my other traumas (strangely not medical this time). I’ve been brave!!

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Oh dear! I certainly hope you’re doing alright, that sounds like a bit of a scary experience. I hope you recover well sweetheart, I’m so proud of you for being so brave 🖤

[dearcervus]

hiii idk of this is weird but i have a dentist appointment tomorrow and im like really super scared of the dentist and i feel like you are always so comforting with fear and anxiety and i could just use some calm energy

Oh you poor dear… I’m sorry this frightens you so much. I promise you there’s nothing to worry about though, appointments can be uncomfortable, but it’s important to take care of your health. Maybe you can get a nice treat after to help you feel all better 🖤

[dearcervus]

Apparently my B12 is horrifically low so I need to get injections every week now… how fun 🖤

[dearcervus]

hi~

sprained ankle person here from a while back

finally decided to request a tag, that being 💿🌱 if possible

thought i'd be all better by now, but a couple months ago i got into a semi-serious car accident (car i was riding in got totaled). wasn't fun to say the least and it messed up my back quite a bit :/

partially my fault due to not realizing how bad it was. in my defence the printed follow up/discharge instructions were worded kinda weirdly, lead to a whole saga of trying to navigate the system as asd makes me easily confused. luckily it's finally improving as the issue turned out to be inflamation that's now being treated properly

Oh you poor dear… that certainly doesn’t sound fun at all. I certainly hope you’ll start feeling better soon now that you’re being properly cared for 🖤

[dearcervus]

Happy pride <3

-🧜

Happy pride sweetheart 🖤