Dear Hannah,

Oxford girl California heart New York smile Important links are on the right. This is roleplay. Not real.

[dearhannahh]

I'm honestly so lost and so uncomfortable.

[dearhannahh]

God damn why are you a thing?

[raegancarson-deactivated2016032]

[safeatsundown-inactive]

But for real is it like “lemme be a douche bag to you” week?

[dearhannahh]

Good riddance.

[dearhannahh]

I'm done.

[gage-warren]

*comes back after long break* “I’m a new person now and I’ve changed and I hate drama!!!”

*starts drama the next day*

[dearhannahh]

If anyone knows of any pretty great rpg's, let me know! Either message me here or on aim: dearhannahh.

[dearhannahh]

I don't know if this corner of the roleplay world is for me anymore. Here it's about ooc drama. People are vindictive and fake and play themselves with a pretty face. I'm here to write. I'm here to plot. I want to get excited about drama between characters, and not log on every day thinking "how am I going to be fucked over today". I want to have discussions with writers about crazy drama and plots and love interests and backstabbing and stuff that makes me excited because it's fun. Not because it's out of spite from the writer. I don't want to log on every day and see little inderects that aren't indirect at all. I don't want to see shitty people who are only here to hurt other people and lie and start useless drama out of character thrive and have people constantly kissing their ass despite knowing all that.

That's not who I am. I'm a writer. Maybe not a very good one, but that's what I do. 

I want to leave so bad. More than anything. But there's three incredible people that make me want to stay around for, even if I'm not as important to them. There are certain connections on all my characters, that make me want to say. But maybe it's time for me, after 9 years of roleplaying in this style, in this 'corner' of the roleplay universe, to find a new home. Maybe in an rpg, or in that crazy indie-rp world.

I'm not leaving right away. Like I said, there's people that I want to stick around for. People who are like me. That want to write and plot and truly enjoy the art of roleplaying. But damn, am I trying to find a way out. 

[exclusivelylouisck]

[acalva]

Horngry. 

[dearhannahh]

@hannahkitty Studying? No thanks.

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[investings]

if I have to fight for your attention I probably won’t even want it anymore

[yesitspandapimp]

[kegelgod-deactivated20160519]

Nick Cannon gets embarrassed when his mom catches him flirting

[dearhannahh]

If I have to be the first to initiate conversation every single time then I guess we aren't going to talk.

[adore-nikdior-deactivated201406]

[dearhannahh]

Maybe it was for more than a night.