Dear No One

Hi! Name's Eunice. I'm 19 and an English Major. I don't know what's going on with my life but I like to talk about it. And find someone who can relate.

[julieterbang]

_luv.reun

[dearnoonce]

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[dearnoonce]

Dear futurse self,

If you think that there's a lot of negativity in this blog about people you might not remember anymore, you're right. That's because you don't really want to talk to somebody about the negative feelings you have for someone. You don't want them to have a negative outlook about that certain person just because of the things you feel. You also don't trust them to not judge or act based on what you told them. That's why it's almost all, here. Cause you rather talk to a void than to a person.

[dearnoonce]

Dear No One,

It's hard when your character is always on trial. Every day you're reminded that every part of you is a flaw. It's too much... to the point that you don't even trust yourself anymore 🙃

[lauralittlex-deactivated2014120]

I wish I had the ‘wow’ effect on someone.

(via ummxn0)

Well.. do I?

[wazte]

be honest with yourselves and critically evaluate the ethics of the people you associate with because your tolerance of their behavior speaks volumes about your own ethics 

[theglasschild]

Take a shower, wash off the day. Drink a glass of water. Make the room dark. Lie down and close your eyes. Notice the silence. Notice your heart. Still beating. Still fighting. You made it, after all. You made it, another day. And you can make it one more. You’re doing just fine.

Charlotte Eriksson (via theglasschild)

[dearnoonce]

Just before it all disappear and make it seem like it never happened, I would like to celebrate reaching 100 followers. Honestly, I still don’t get it why. But at the same time, I thank all of you. This blog will find purpose... someday HAHAHA :D

[dearnoonce]

Last time I went home, I got stuck into a conversation with my Aunt. Seeing that I was grad(waiting), she wanted to know what my plans are. I never had a solid plan on what to do after college. I said to myself that it has to wait until I was sure that I was getting out of it. But I have dreams and ambitions - hundreds, as a matter of fact. But I’ve only told people who I know would understand. I wasn’t saying anything so she proceeded to tell me her options of where I can work. I was getting tired of it and ended up saying that I might want to do something in the field of animation, which I know is a very long-shot kinda dream. And I know that it’s going to take a lot of hard work. But I was willing to work hard. I looked up from what I was doing and saw her face. Her face looked like her only daughter just told her that she was pregnant with the baby of some stranger she met from who-knows-where. She looked so hopeless that I was beginning to regret my decision to spill. I knew that in her mind she was having an imaginary conversation with me, and in that conversation she was telling me that I took the wrong major and what I have now will take me nowhere near that dream. She finally opened her mouth and asked me, “Do you know any animation company in Mindanao?” and I said, “No, I don’t. Most of the companies I found are based in Manila”. She said that I wouldn’t survive in that kind of environment. That I should’ve started earlier because survival on industries like that are based on who-knows-who. That, I just wouldn’t make it. In my mind, I said, “Wow, I haven’t started yet but it seems that I’m already late”. Like I said, I don’t have any solid plan but I know I’ll get there. I have this belief that if God destined it for me, it’ll happen. So for my Aunt, who doesn’t seem to trust what I can do and who probably didn’t have any ill motives (and probably didn’t know that her words were discouraging) having that conversation with me, I believe I still can do it. You just haven’t calculated that I’m willing to work hard. And that I have God on my side.

[dearnoonce]

Today’s graduation day!

About a month ago, I learned that I was not going to graduate with my classmates. It was sad and I got depressed, especially when I think about that some people are to blame for it. But today, I am sad for a different reason. Since the idea of graduating have entered our minds, my friends and I have made it our #squadgoals to walk that red velvet aisle, hold that new diploma, and toss our graduation caps together. But today, I won’t be doing that, I won’t be there even to cheer for them. And I know where this cycle is going. There’s denial, anger, bargain, and there’s depression. There is a stage after depression, but depression is the level where it takes me a lot of time to move on from. So I have come to a resolution. I would be sad, be very sad even. But I will move. The goal right now is to move towards accomplishing that #squadgoals even if I am two or three months behind. It doesn’t even matter how slow I’m going, as long as I am moving. If I somehow entertain my thoughts right now, I’d be entering a labyrinth without the will of finding about the exit. So here I am right now, and might I add, today’s the 100th day (more or less). I made a 100-day countdown, to know whether I was graduating or not and I’ve known the answer a month ago. I will get through this. God has seen me through the times I passed out. So I know I’ll get through this. In a way, this is my acceptance level.

[animalsnaps]

[dearnoonce]

these-times-shall-pass

[belovedbane]

Concept: I finish school. The job I work isn’t my dream job but I enjoy doing it greatly still. It pays enough to cover everything I might need. My bills are never overdue. Money is not a thought in my head. I have a place to live. So do my dogs. It is nice and warm, I have some plants, my bookshelves are full, my sheets are always clean. There is time to read at the end of a day. I read a lot. Thinking is a good thing. I meet up with friends regularly, old and new. They love me. We make memories. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I travel a few times a year, always different places. The places I see steal my breath away. The people I meet teach me of life. They are good. There is no war. The sea calls to me and pay visit. I am independent. I am content.

[artmania-feed]

Fire Within Me by Magpie Paper Works

[dearnoonce]

I was here 3/21/16

[handletteringdesign]

[thetattedstoner]

Hope you find someone with some genuine mutual feelings fam

[666chula]

This good karma needs to be passed

[southsideshortyy]

I hope you get that job you need

[hvchiko-blog]

I hope some money comes your way.

[dee-termined]

I hope that stress you have goes away

[theinfinitefinesse]

I hope you learn to love yourself

[kaliforeign]

This 🙌🏾

[worldwide-glitteracy]

I hope you notice the moment when the good habits you’re working on start to feel routine and feel really good about yourself, no matter how “small” a victory it may seem.

[thatfro-deactivated20170529]

I hope you pass all your classes and get that career job you want.

[dorkydanii]

I hope you find the courage to leave your abuser and finally have some peace in your life

[yourblackisbeautyful-deactivate]

I hope this touches people like it did me, and everyone finds that special someone!

Peace and love yo! ✌🏾️❤️

[dearnoonce]

I hope that you'll still hope, and graduate on time