I am a 17 year old mentally ill non-binary trans kid whoās recently moved out of home due to my emotionally abusive father. I have a dissociative disorder, PTSD from #abuse, BPD, EDNOS, and depressive and anxiety with psychotic features, and Iām suicidal. I have religious ādelusionsā, tactile hallucinations, and frequent psychotic episodes. All of this is getting harder and harder to deal with.
Iāve finally found a therapist who is helping me, which as someone with BPD has been really tough, but my mother has told me that she canāt pay for my therapy, and I canāt afford it either. It costs $147 an hour, and ideally I need to have therapy at least every two weeks, if not on a weekly basis. Our insurance doesnāt cover her because sheās a clinical counsellor and not a psychologist, and even if it did, it would only cover enough for one session a month.
I have a part-time job as a cashier in a grocery store but it only pays me about $600 a month, and Iām struggling to work the hours I have due to my declining mental health. My rent is $400, plus $150 for other expenses (phone bill, bus pass, petās food, medications), and whatever money is leftover I use for groceries.
Iād hugely appreciate it if people would consider donating. Iām scared that I canāt keep myself alive and I really, really need the support of my therapist.
I have a gofundme account, or you can message me for my paypal. If you canāt donate, please share and signal boost! Iād really be grateful for any help I can get.
