Eastern European suicide ideation

I am very mentally stable about my OCs :) (No longer a vent blog)

[death-breeds-wisdom]

In the soviet-style basement, that's clearly been slept in, judging by the blankets and pillows, but one that's also full of retro technology and art supplies, there is an orange wood desk, to match the orange-brown colours of the room.

Next to the linseed oil and acrylic paint stains, there are two paint splattered monitors. One, a portal to the wondrous world of the pirate bay, the other, a window into the corner of Internet the world wants to forget, as if that place itself holds the embarrassing teenage memories of the entire World Wide Web, the tumblr.

Behind those two monitors crouches a teenager shaped shell of a person, sporting a t-shirt, on which the misanthrope Gregarious House is painted with bleach. Above the face is the word 'MORE', and below is the word 'MOUSEBITES'.

It is most likely 2am, though there is no way to confirm that fact (as there are no windows in the basement), besides the small numbers in the bottom right corners of the monitors. The person is giggling, as they're sat there, writing the most horrible things that could happen, happening to their OCs. This room exists in a perpetual state of undeath and in the most deranged hours of the night, that death breeds wisdom.

[death-breeds-wisdom]

Am literally collecting sexualities over here. Went from straight->bi(?)->aroace->demiaro ace lesbian->aroace lesbian->gay(?)->pan(!?)

If i could do it, you can do it. Become every label

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my brain likes categories so i made introductions of the new guys

RAJI RAMACHANDRA | WONDERKID/BOYWONDER

she/her | they/he

18yo, of Sri Lankan Tamil background

Grew up with two parents and half sister, who visited occasionally. Quiet and isolated from her peers, she'd keep to herself. Her neighbor's brother would take her to Raat Ka Shahar as he was a construction worker there and so she could learn different trades there. Instead she became involved in racing. She initially adopted the name BlackKat, but soon got the nickname of Wonderkid or Boywonder by her peers, due to being smaller and younger than the other champions. Wonderkid presents a bubbly and social personality.

KOUAME GARNIER | CYGNE DE NUIT

he/him | he/she

27yo, of Ivory Coast Baoule background

Grew up with two older sisters and a father in Yamoussoukro, but got a stipend for a French ballet academy at age 11. He practiced ballet for the next 13 yeara, but a traumatic event made him retire. He got a modelling contract in Raat Ka Shahar during the time the Far West conflict broke out and there he witnessed the sport he'd soon top the leader boards in. After finishing his contract, he became a full time racer. Kouame is socially clumsy and slow, but CD Nuit is sharp tongued and royal. His alias comes from his ballet background.

DEVADITYA MAJUMDAR | PRALAYA

he/him

30yo, of Bengali background

Dev is the only child of a minister and a scientist. His family is from a wealthy background, so he got to attend school and he had essentially no limitations on his freedom. He thought his life boring, so he did more and more extreme things until he found racing. He started the sport when it first became popular and has been in the top ever since. Notably, he is the only racer that reveals his identity. Others describe him as a "little shit", which is exemplified by his egotistical choice for an alias.

ANI TAMANG | TERROR

she/her

26yo, of Nepali background

Ani grew up with a chronically ill mother, a younger brother and a father working abroad. She found community with the other poor kids, with whom she'd race bikes on the empty streets. Her teachers described her as ambitionless, even though she did have ambitions, they just were in less expected fields. As soon as she was legally able to, she left to find apprentice ships in Cox's Bazar, which had become a hub for racing. She didn't have a knack for it like Kouame or Xi Wen, she just gave it her all, and eventually she climbed to the top of the leader board. Her peers describe Ani as intense, selfish and blunt, but Terror as sociable and messy.

XI WEN KO | MEI NÜ

they/she | she/her

22yo, of Bai Chinese background

One of the newcomers, Mei Nü is also one of the few to be public about her origin, but not regarding her real identity. According to her, she saw a racing broadcast on an illegal channel when she was 11, and spend the next years working towards her goal. Xi Wen was lucky to live near some major racing hubs in south-west China. She says she's riding in the name of all girls who were as weird and undesirable as her, thus the name of Mei Nü (nowhere girl, a woman who has no prospects). Her peers describe Mei Nü as funny and observant, but those who know Xi Wen, describe her as a chronic liar. Thus not much of her real backstory is known.

ZAINAB AL ASHQAR | NOVEMBRA

she/her

26yo, of Lebanese background

Zainab grew up in the secondary racing hub, the coast of the Black Sea in Türkiye. Her parents moved there for unrelated reasons, but the big racing culture soon became a big part of her life. Her older sister, Mazia, started the sport before her, which inspired her to join. Mazia and Zainab conquered the leader boards in that scene, so Zainab decided to move on to the main racing hub surrounding the Bay of Bengal. Zainab is described as dark, but sweet and considerate. In contrast, Novembra is ruthless and competitive.

[death-breeds-wisdom]

my brain is a distress simulator bc it came up with kouame (my baby, my perfect boy) but then it also immediately invented dev and now i have to beat him with a fly swatter and spray him with water so he'd keep his hands away from my kouame

[death-breeds-wisdom]

me when,, me wh- sniffles- kouameee...., ough what did they do to yewww,,,-sobs- KOUAAAMEEEE MY BABYYY

[bonehildart]

Oh no I put my fucken blorbo in an indie horror game

(aka trying pixel art for the first time in 7 years)

[death-breeds-wisdom]

mmmm i really really want to know how it feels to kill and also get divorced. i want to know what happens within me when i take something beloved away from the world. something that's not only for me. also i want to yell dramatically and scream insults at my ex wife's face.

[death-breeds-wisdom]

Not even for a moment can you forget the fact that the court is perverse and incestious. Theyve all probably had sex. Its implied

[death-breeds-wisdom]

Oh my god the horse

[ehlihr]

coming up with aus for your own ocs is so funny like yeah these are my guys i made up but in a different circumstance. yeah no i also made that circumstance up

[death-breeds-wisdom]

clocking out of my Draw Blorbos 1000 Times job to work my shift at the Blog About Blorbo for 500 Hours factory. Working 2 jobs just to keep this fandom (of one) alive

[death-breeds-wisdom]

Fact that there's not ONE other person in this fandom is driving me so insane i have to simulate being in a fandom. EVERYONE GO WATCH EE95 (you can't but you could still try ?)

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🤴🏾 the-royal-cock-council Follow

Thing about ee95 is that not only does it execute ONE but TWO perfect genre jumps.

If you want a surreal rom-com set in a world you don't understand, but don't particularly need to, watch until episode 5.

If you want an intense politcial thriller with coups and assassinations and corrupt churches, watch until episode 20-ish

...and if you want something more confusing than twin peaks and perfect blue combined, watch episodes 21-24

#you can just see the author's mental health deteriorating when you reach the end of the anime #kinda like nge if you think about it #ee95

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👱🏻‍♀️ jericho-echo

Ee95 is Utena. but yaoi. DO YOU SEE MY VISION

💀 khomanofgaysex-deactivated follow

They literally have nothing in common except being about gays in a surreal setting and having like. castles. and stuff.

istg you people see red yarn connecting everything

👱🏻‍♀️ jericho-echo

brother are you colourblind the red yarn connecting the two is thicker than my dick. you literally just listed the reasons why they're similar

👱🏻‍♀️ jericho-echo

OFFICER I SWEAR I DID NOT KILL MR GAYSEX

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🐇 j4ckr4bb1tzzz follow

... i may have made another ee95 playlist.

#istg if they don't put the soundtrack on spotify they will be hearing from my lawyer #ee95

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🏰 flightlessbird13 follow

literally could not have asked for better dubcon than ezek's and the saint's. we got the power imbalance, intoxication AND dehumanisation/Objectification. mmmmm yummy, fuck that holy twink who cannot consent bc then he'd lose his status

💀 khomanofgaysex-deactivated follow

i pray you never come in contact with any real person, you sick fuck. the world is better off without pigs like you, who support ACTUAL RAPE

🌤 the13thst follow

*dubcon and proship anime*: exists

"hmmmm i wonder what's inside the fandom of the dubcon and proship anime"

*looks inside fandom*

*sees dubcon and proship stuff* "you should kill yourself for enjoying something i interacted with of my own volition"

guyysss.... idk about this one... there *might* be a flaw in his logic

💀 khomanofgaysex-deactivated follow

"of my own volition" AS IF MY ABUSIVE EX PARTNER DIDN'T MAKE ME WATCH THIS SHIT WITH HIM. HARMFUL MEDIA IS CALLED THAT FOR A REASON

🚇 misereremei

Okay, user khomanofgaysex, sure. that definitely explains why you have a fan blog of this anime and make like a gazillion posts about it a day.

👱🏻‍♀️ jericho-echo

Holy shit this is the post that killed mr gaysex

#it wasn't even that bad and he couldn't take the embarassment

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🎡 thewhoreprince follow

my dealer: i got this new weed called the collision of ererion, you'll be zoinked out of the stratosphere

me: yeah right, this ain't shit

*5 minutes later* me: hOly shit dude, the messengers of god are angry with us- we have to save the 13th saint

*my buddy Raphael pacing the room*: there's no time, the king will fall and with him will fall with the reign of ererion

#did i do it right? #ee95 #ererion 1995

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♠ electricglow follow

#ererion #ererion 1995 #e95 #ee95 #ezekiel ererion #ezekiel ererion 1995 #the king ererion #ererion the king #90s anime #90s #anime #90s aesthetic #retro anime #anime aesthetic

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🌺 revolutionaryroseofevangerion95 follow

ezekon shippers i see you i hear you, but i raise you this. imorea. make some noise for unethical lesbians!!!!

🤴🏾 the-royal-cock-council Follow

i only ever rotate the saint and the king in the micorwave of my brain, but you're so right actually. they may have interacted like three times in the show, but this is not about that. this is about uniting your powers of lesbianism for evil!

🎂 letthemeat follow

Shipping for the fun of it aside... are we shipping them, because they're the most prominent female characters, or because there's actual logic behind that ship? imho... irea is a khoman, she would not step out of her religion like the saint did, she has no reason to. and she's not even that unethical, she just got roped up in the king's schemes. Imogen and Jericho on the other hand.... they both feel like fish out of water at the palace so they have something in common. they both have a liking of the macabre and plus, their personalities complement eachother. yin and yang type stuff.

again, ship whatever you want, i'm too invested in this show anyway

👱🏻‍♀️ jericho-echo

ok, i hear you mr let the meat, but i raise you this. raphael and jericho. they can brood over the state of the kingdom together. i feel like they'd be the perfect old married couple.

🤴🏾 the-royal-cock-council Follow Follow

why do i see you like everywhere????

👱🏻‍♀️ jericho-echo

It's simple, mr kingly dick, our timelines just keep colliding

🤴🏾 the-royal-cock-council Follow Follow

Ok but the king/raphael/jericho threesome tho. he had to keep himself busy SOMEHOW before the saint appeared

🎡 thewhoreprince follow

My brother in christ, they did not know jericho before the saint.

🤴🏾 the-royal-cock-council Follow Follow

Back it up boys, we've made a timeline blunder

🌺 revolutionaryroseofevangerion95 follow

I remember when this post used to be about lesbians....

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🎹 theraphaelboobagenda follow

wait correct me if i'm wrong but is this literally not just the saint's role in the palace

#ee95

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🎹 theraphaelboobagenda follow

SLURP THAT DICK BOY LIKE YOU'VE BEEN DEHYDRATED FOR 72 HOURS

🎹 theraphaelboobagenda follow

where is my boy raphael i'm getting impatient

🎹 theraphaelboobagenda follow

the church: ok gameplan. we psychologically torture, reprogram, dehumanize and drug this traumatised teen into submission. he shouldn't even consider sinning, right? also we're quite literally gifting him to the horny new king who is foreign to our religion and also also he's literally the most beautiful person on earth

the priest of the palace's church: boss, the saint has discovered sin (gay sex)

the church: literally how did that even happen

🎹 theraphaelboobagenda follow

YES MY MAN RAPHAEL IS HERE I HAVE WAITED FOR HIM FOR 6 YEARS (i learned of his existence yesterday through my moots)

🎹 theraphaelboobagenda follow

Raphael is amazing, raphael is great, but yk what that man needs? a nice huge set of tits. just a real pair of honkers. a couple of boobs. NOW

#ee95 #the great ee95 watchening #ee95 raphael

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[death-breeds-wisdom]

Woah.... patrochilles is so ee95 coded.....

[mournfulroses]

Franz Kafka, from a letter to Felice Bauer written in 1913, featured in Letters To Felice

[death-breeds-wisdom]

Get obsessed with a media without substance abuse challenge: impossible 1000

[death-breeds-wisdom]

Maddel Picrew

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[death-breeds-wisdom]

would you kiss my lips yes/no (I was poisoned to spare me from a brutal death but i drank more poison so you can die with me)(you will be brutalized otherwise)(the sky will also swallow the land btw, the end times are driving us to madness)(i am not a bird; i never learned to fly)

this is urgent btw