Allison 👋🏼

Here you’ll see: all my love for Taylor + ME quirks Concerts: Fearless x2, Red x1, 1989 x1, Rep x1 (going to lover in boston!) All I wanna do is hug Taylor and tell her how much shes helped me through life. My insta: axndlr (#canadianswiftie)

[homunculus-argument]

Hey btw I don't know who needs to hear this, but those adults telling you that your teen years are the best years of your life? Yeah I don't know what the hell they're smoking, either. I'm 29 and every once in a while I just sit here and think "man, it sure sucked to be 14. Glad I never have to do that again."

[whattarush]

[juvenilefrogg-deactivated202502]

"Not everything is gay" babe youre saying this on the wrong platform. Everything is kinda gay on Tumblr.

[augustsgrass]

don’t think i can call it a hyperfixation anymore fam im afraid im just long term insane about this piece of media

[surqrised]

“I’ve always liked quiet people: You never know if they’re dancing in a daydream or if they’re carrying the weight of the world.”

— John Green, Looking for Alaska

[sizzlingsandwichperfection-blog]

(Like many things tumblr said I said, I never said or wrote this.)

[followsthesparks]

folklore snoopy you will always be famous

[deathbyathousandtswifts]

HELLOOO Im back on tumblr weee

I dont currently have a journal and if I did, these are the things I’d be typing, honestly actually…. Do i get a tumblr again?

I stg I used to have a tumblr back in the 2000s, when i was in highschool and id journal on it, and it was so deep and emotional and I was going through my first heartbreaks and bullying and idk where this was going but I used to do that

AnYWAYS

Man I am so happy. Normally I journal when im sad or feeling some type of way, going through bad things and I need something to process and I need to write it out, I have a whole booklet of the 2 years after my breakup in 2019 and I read it to see how far ive come out of it, but genuinely 2023 has been the best fucking year of my life.

I feel like i got my girlhood back? I have no way of explaining it except for that 

I found this gym class at the end of January 2023, and then went once a week jan-sept and now sept-october i’ve been going twice a week and i LOVE the people, i love the trainers and gets me out of the house

The only bad part of this year is my job, but at the end of the day we all need money

I went to TWO TAYLOR SWIFT CONCERTS, I started the year thinking i was going to ZERO. LITERALLY ZERO. my friends WHO I NEVER MET in atlanta asked me to go in april 2023 so i said hell yes immediately, i screamed, told my bestfriends and went and had the absolutely most incredible time in the nosebleeds. The entire concert was so so so amazing

Then I went too pittsburg in June 2023, which was so crazy

This girl, who i was friends with when we were 14-18, and she lived in maryland, and i lived in canada, reconnected with me. We did not talk 18-28, we stopped being friends because of A BOY, and just we both were going through so much and needed to grow up and become better people. SHE REACHED OUT TO ME AFTER 10 YEARS. Told me how she missed me, and missed how we went to FEARLESS in 2010 and she wanted to go to eras with me after 13 years and I SAID YES, obviously for taylor but for a friend I had missed so much

So i went and i reconnected with hannah and when i tell you that concert changed my life. It absolutely did, I think about it everyday. I relived my entire childhood that night with hannah and taylor. Every big moment in my life, I can connect a taylor swift song too, I know what i was listening too and when I listen now, it just brings me back but also creates new memories and better ones. 

I didnt even realize how unhappy I was, or how in the trenches I was, during heartbreak and no money, and I sit here typing this like wow i love my life, I love my friends and I love every moment that brought me to this place.

I have so so much else to talk about 2023 and how I’m so excited for 2024, and yes this will end up in tumblr I’ve decided (originally this was written in google docs hahaha) Anyways

If youre reading this, anyone, I’m 28, I spent most of my life being bullied, or without girl friends. I was jealous of others, and never thought Id be here. Im single (and i dont care) I spent alot of time caring and man I am so happy. I’m looking forward to all the events I have planned and the experiences by myself. I love having my own light to light me up and not relying on others. 

Again ANYWAYS I cant keep ranting, i gotta make many posts for my rants.

Bye for now future me.

[selenaslyrics]

taylor swift // i did something bad

[edqeofglory]

- Can you breathe?

- I can bre..., I can. Is it easy? No.

[holdsontoyous]

pink lover minimalist posters.

[thestorysofus]

♡The sweetest girl in the world♡

[locketnote]

sorry, was i LOUD?

[deathbyathousandtswifts]

[livelovetaylorswift]

[deathbyathousandtswifts]

[naturaekos]

[deathbyathousandtswifts]

I just wanted to share some positivity into the world right now.

I know with covid everything is just so stressful. I am by far not in the worst position because of this; but many people are. My mom and stepfather have lost jobs and they just bought a house, my best friends job closed and she has OSAP, my sisters job closed cause she works with children. I’m lucky enough to be able to work from home (very suddenly lol) and play Taylor swift all day while talking about insurance.

But again- many people aren’t. It’s such a scary time right now and it feels like so much is not in anyone’s control. I can control not leaving the house but for my sister to get paid- she has to go to work and for us to pay rent, she’s gotta go to work. People that are not self isolating and not believing they’ll get covid are putting other people at risk. It is so frustrating at the end of the day, because I just want the world to go back to normal.

I had a trip to Vancouver in April I have to cancel. A concert in May I’m scared will be cancelled. It just sucks. It sucks BUT I want everyone to know they aren’t alone. I don’t have money to donate since I’m very strapped as is renting a house with my sister, but if you ever need to vent or rant or need a positive thought - I am here.

This too shall pass. It shall pass and it’ll be summer and we will all be dancing at a concert (I’m going to Boston night 2)

Stay safe friends!