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december's curse a poet/27 he/him

[deathelegy]

Art is where i'm a Whore.

- apollo

[thecinamonroe]

Marilyn Monroe handwritten letter to Arthur Miller using his codename "George", New York, 1955.

"George Dear, Don't overwork - keep well and why don't you think of me sometimes. I wish I could give you something that would serve as a reminder but upon looking I find nothing detachable. After I see you I spend days in longing - not unhappily so. You see, before I knew you, as now - I was always asking myself - am I still alive - why don't I feel anything? That is - nothing excepting fear or pain and anything else that took place in me I had to make up - and I knew…"

[deathelegy]

The luckiest guy in the world.

[sonandheirofnothinginparticular]

[cinequeer]

Penelope Cruz in Jamón Jamón (1992)

[deathelegy]

there's something about natural beauty that you cannot take away.

[underwelmed]

thomas jaquet

[deathelegy]

You're kinda ia here. Weird.

What ?

[deathelegy]

beauty is a curse & i'm blessed.

[books-of-insecurities-deactivat]

Beauty is a curse and I'm blessed,

For I don't have to suffer those cheap glare when I'm walking around,

For nobody have to warn my family about how to cover up myself,

And that's what I feel blessed about.

That ,every sense of ugliness makes me more beautiful that anything else ever can.

That, ugliness is my strength.

That ,not being pretty under the standard of society helps me see the real faces of people.

For, when someone says "I like your opinion" I know they are saying it for real.

For when I have to take a walk I don't have to fear.

For ugliness is a strength that not everyone can bear.

For I'm one of the blessed ones .

For I love this blessing of being something that I'm not something this society desires.

[deathelegy]

Very beautifully articulated.

[rrrrrrrrrrr-rrrrrrrrrrrr]

Just Kissing

[twisthe]

Let this be us.

[shisasan]

Fan Jinghua, Starlight

[deathelegy]

her presence strips my soul naked as if i were in the court of music.

--apollo--

[trashboyzac-deactivated20190724]

wake her up by eating her out

[oheiii]

[anth3iareads]

the bitter taste of loneliness, but oh, the sweet taste of academic success

[deathelegy]

addiction

[jrdylovexxx]

[deathelegy]

sinusoidal

[deathelegy]

a healthy love is supposed to lower your cortisol level.

[365filmsbyauroranocte]

In the Mood for Love (Wong Kar-Wai, 2000)

[amikhush]

am i the only one who has zero friends here ?