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Tidewater Comicon 2016

Let me just say that I had an absolute blast this weekend. This is the first time that I actually cosplayed, and it's too addicting for me to stop now. The friends I found and made were amazing, but I can't stop here! I don't know when my next con is, but hopefully it's soon enough to satisfy my need to go to one, but gives me enough time to make another cosplay. Thank you all so much!!

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Didn't get a ton of pictures, but here's a couple of my Jerry from Under tale cosplay! It was a blast meeting people who were excited about who I was, especially since this is my first cosplay ever.

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More silly rants

I believe I need to come to terms about just how comfortable I can be around my friends. Like, don't get me wrong, I feel very relaxed around them, but I feel as if I apologize way too much and make a conversation awkward by being too silent when a joke is made, particularly sexual or whatever, no matter how innocent and unassuming it might be. Just a couple of friends having laughs. Just things I think about.

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Hardly anyone follows me so I can post this just to say it.

So today I hung out with friends. Pretty normal. But one friend asked me about if I had a crush on someone, or was interested in anyone, etc. Still pretty normal. The thing is, I haven’t really been interested in anyone that either 1. hasn’t been taken, 2. my type, personality/physically/what have you, or 3. lives close by enough. I’m pretty picky I suppose when it comes to these things, or maybe it’s just because I haven’t been around enough people of “my type” to actually have a chance. If I mention this type of thing around my school (which is VERY religious and VERY traditional when it comes to relationships), i’m labeled as “thirsty” even though i’m, by my account, demisexual, but again most people at my school wouldn’t care to listen about me telling them about it. I just feel like I would do well with someone who wouldn’t mind doing cool things together, cuddles and whatever too maybe, who would like to hopefully spend their entire life with me as well. Someone I can see as just as amazing as they see me. I know i’m still young for this type of thing, 20, but never being in a relationship and exposed to so few around my age, it was difficult for me to grasp exactly how to go about getting one, I guess. It’s not really something you choose like a buffet line, rather just someone who finds you specifically more desirable to hang out with and do other things with than anyone else. In a manner of speaking. I’m just not in my element at the moment. Maybe as I find more people in my interest group (which i’m finally getting friends in) i’ll be able to find exactly my type, and learn about myself more and how to improve. 

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First post :-/

Hey all. So I don’t ever want to seem like I’m a downer, or depressed or an attention seeker on social media, but sometimes you just have to tell SOMEone. Even if it’s not direct. I usually post this sort of stuff on Facebook, however I don’t really want a lot of my friends to worry, and since I don’t have more than a dozen IRL friends on here, it seems safe enough. Basically, i’m just sort of in that time of my college semester where listening to sad music and crying seems like a valid option. I lost ten bucks today too, like it literally just sort of fell out of my pocket, which is why I rarely carry cash. It just always disappear somehow. That’s sort of the least of my problems, I mean it’s kind of big since 10 bucks in college can go a LONG way. I’m in the process of having to write ten-page paper on top of a ten-page script for two different college classes, both due in a few days and I haven’t started on it. I literally have not had time. I have a class that meets twice a week at 7:30am (which I wasn’t aware of until a few weeks ago when they changed the schedule), but at any rate, things are looking somewhat drab, to say the least. I haven’t had much sleep since last night, and even then, I had to take medicine for it and it’s not wearing off. Thank you to anyone who cared to read this, and most likely you know me in person and I try my damnedest to be a positive person, but sometimes it’s not always possible. It’s rare that i’m this depressed, and I don’t know if it’s because of chemicals in my brain, or an outside force has caused this. But anyway, I just wanted to vent a bit. Thank you all. 

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First World Cup Problems

I'm not sure this is really a problem, but I seem to care more about EVO 2014 coming up (Super Smash Bros. Melee section at least) than I do about the World Cup. Sure, the World Cup is really fun to watch, but I guess since the smash tournaments are more interactive, I enjoy them more in a way. 

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SOPA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WJIuYgIvKsc&feature=g-all-c&context=G2946650FAAAAAAAAGAA Help in the fight against the SOPA bill. 

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For Hank Green. :)

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First Tumblr Post

I have decided to try out Tumblr today. I'm completely new to it but what i've heard about it is generally positive. I Hope I think so too.