ET IN ARCADIA EGO. *

what do we become in death?

[deathsmaidens]

⠀⠀  #𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐒, ⠀⠀  is  a  private  &  highly  selective  roleplay  blog  dedicated  to  following  the  written  narration  of ⠀⠀  𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒐𝒖 𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒕𝒆  ⠀⠀⠀⠀  ⸺ ⠀  an  original  character  based  on  my  own  world  building  since  february  2023.   various  dark  &  mature  themes  will  be  present,   reader  discretion  is  advised.

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⠀⠀𝐈.  CARRD / mobile rules ⠀ 𝐈𝐈.  DOSSIER ⠀ 𝐈𝐈𝐈.  VERSES ⠀ 𝐈𝐕.  INBOX ⠀ 𝐕.  AES

⠀⠀   𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐘,   𝒀𝑶𝑼𝑹𝑺.   ⠀   (   ♡   )   ⠀   halothes, artisaen, lumoire, noctalaethra, ilstar, starspurn, vulpesse, daemonry, volonata, chaieos, svpernovae / aventvrina, bludlily, incertion .

semi - hiatus until june 13th !! travelling for work ;w;

[deathsmaidens]

crawls out of the trenches .... do u guys miss me yet ....

[marvelgifs]

HAWKEYE (2021) - 1.05 | Ronin

[deathsmaidens1]

𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒 : 　　got a skull & crossbones ; on his chest i can't resist / when he looks like this

[deathsmaidens]

pfand system is based but i‘d be lying if i said this isn‘t how i feel when i don‘t have to hoard empty plastic bottles so i can get 25c per piece of my hard earned money back

[deathsmaidens]

like for a lil bit of spicy milou in your inbox !! ♡

[deathsmaidens]

🎨

[deathsmaidens]

first day of my business trip done !! survived the flight, but had to do a bit of work at the office still … alas, i‘m sitting in the hotel now & am waiting for dinner to open bc i‘m hungy ;w;

[huijarii]

unprompted // @deathsmaidens said :

if he calls himself old, what's sampo gonna call milou then? most importantly, is he gonna call her mo- gets strangled by her

i swear he doesn't have that kind of kink but also he would say it to get a reaction.  it's a weapon of his, i mean unless she     ⸻

❝  miss milou ...  mmm ....  mmm !   oh, so she's mommy, huh ~  ❞

[deathsmaidens1]

i lied now i'm officially done with shitposting today

[lumoire]

❛❛  of course i know the location of that scroll.  ❜❜     anaxagoras doesn't look up.   instead his attention remains fixed on the small wooden bird in his hands.     ❛❛  do not concern yourself with its contents.  ❜❜     a pause,     ❛❛  it is not worth your time @deathsmaidens.   and it will not help you.  ❜❜    then spoken in an afterthought.     ❛❛  if you insist on obtaining it,   you would be better served asking cipher for assistance.  ❜❜ 

[deathsmaidens]

⠀⠀ for once, she is the slightest bit miffed about his lecture. not that she had not anticipated his answer, but this scroll has already been causing her enough of an headache as is. milou could ill afford to lay open her real reasons behind seeking the item, although the professor would find out eventually. it was simply a matter of time.

⠀⠀ ❝ titans above, do not tell me that the great anaxagoras is afraid to get his hands a little dirty? ❞ ⠀ mingate uncharacteristically snaps at him. her patience is running thin. she does not ask for help often, seeing it as a last resort in her line of work. when she finally relents, her requests are not done lightly. alas, now she has yet another reason to remind her of her stance.

⠀⠀ ❝ do you think i would bother to ask for your assistance if i didn’t have a good reason to believe your best suited to help? ❞ ⠀ she realises that she is getting carried away; it is clear that she has a personal investment in the subject matter. as such, milou bites her tongue before she forgets herself; beckoning the cold walls of detachment to return to their place. ⠀ ❝ suit yourself, then. it seems as though my judgement may fail me after all. ❞

[bastardbox]

take your time. write when you can. anyone who pressures you to write faster, sooner, or immediately doesn't deserve what you're going to write. friends, mutuals, and other writers know that things come at their own pace. it's okay to be excited for things, but never feel that it means you have to rush. let it take a day, a week, or a month even... but never feel that you have to do something quickly just to meet a "quota". there is no quota when this is all meant to be fun. enjoy your hobby, it's not a job.

[deathsmaidens]

like for a lil bit of spicy milou in your inbox !! ♡

[deathsmaidens]

time to rot away on the couch & hope i don't die so i can continue packing my suitcase sdkljf

[deathsmaidens]

like for a lil bit of spicy milou in your inbox !! ♡

[deathsmaidens1]

ok but here's the thing

milou is huge on body worship — both giving & receiving, but much more favours the latter. one because ego boost. two because it serves as reassurance on some deeply rooted insecurities she won't be caught dead admitting to.

yes she leans more on the dominant side, but has no problem switching & adjusting to her partner's preferences — though she won't completely give up control unless it's with an established partner. when in a committed relationship, she's much more willing to be at her partner's mercy & might even have a slight preference to it. in general, sex becomes much more enjoyable to milou if she has an actual emotional bond with the person she's sleeping with (not saying she doesn't enjoy it without one but y'all get what i'm saying right)

if her beloved is shorter / smaller than her too? they're more than welcome to be all over her. it was just a silly lil hc for viera milou at first, but i do think she has some insecurities about being taller than 90% of her potential partners — especially as a woman if dating men, it's not really an issue when dating other women. (or i should rather say masc-/femme adjacent/presenting i think)

no, it's not problematic to the point where she'd choose to be smaller if given the chance. in other cases, she has no problem at all about her height & is proud of it — but milou would be lying if she didn't see the appeal in the stereotypical man tall woman small type of beat. sometimes u just wanna be baby'd y'know .............

[deathsmaidens1]

𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐒﹕     you know what i want  &  i got what you need .