Hellflames

[debvere-gone]

We are the fire for the smithery. We are ready to burn. We are the cold of the winter night. We are blinded by the blood of our enemies. And once together we rise.

#DEBVERE. indie / mutuals only / 18+ rp blog for enji todoroki / endeavor from my hero academia. canon divergent & headcanon heavy. not affiliated with fandom. ignited by shin ( she / they / 29 ). strictly a BTE user.

A STUDY IN: pride. honor. mental disorders. personality disorders. heroism. fighting for what's right. love. narcissism. he who fights monsters.

TRIGGERING THEMES INCLUDE: war. death. suicide idealization. self-hatred. trauma. religion. and many more. ALL TRIGGERS WILL BE TAGGED AS: TRIGGER TW

AFFILIATED WITH: @ofsoen.

LINKS: rules. headcanons. verses. permanent interactions call. memes. open starters. nsft sideblog.

general rules down below for mobile users.

enji todoroki / endeavor and my hero academia belong to kohei horikoshi. the only things i own are any headcanons, graphics, and icons unless stated otherwise.

i'm pro-callout. but only if there's enough evidence to support said callout.

don't follow me if you're pro-nazi, racist, ableist, sexist, terf, and lgtb-phobic. i'd say i'm sorry but i'm not. as someone who is a demi-bi and gender queer i will not tolerate any of the nonsense listed.

don't follow me if you interact with any of the following people: autumn and ziro. i'm a forgiving person but i will not interact with people who refuse to admit their mistakes, refuse to apologize, and refuse to atone for their mistakes. and i'd much rather not deal with people who support their behavior.

please use BTE with me. i'm stuck using BTE so if you edit our threads with LTE then i probably won't respond back. sorry.

memes, asks, open starters, & dash commentaries are the best way to interact with me. i tend to get rather bored with doing starter calls and whatnot unless if we're super duper close.

i practice mains & exclusives. if we've interacted enough either ic or ooc and you'd like to be a main / exclusive or even affiliated with me then feel free to hmu!

minors dni. i'm well over 18+ years of age and don't want to interact with minors. especially considering the sheer amount of trauma-induced shenanigans that take place within my hero academia.

mun =/= muse. the fact that we still have to state this is problematic in and of itself. enji and i are not the same person. simple as that.

don't take endeavor lightly. while enji's very much universally hated he's not pro. hero #1 for nothing. he's also extremely short-tempered and a literal hothead.

proshippers dni. i'm 100% anti-proshipping. idc if fiction =/= reality this is still disgusting.

i don't practice reblog karma. feel free to reblog memes, musings, gifsets, fanart, and whatnot from me. all i ask is for you to not reblog my headcanons and memes

i'm strictly singleship. if he ends up in a relationship with someone then great! otherwise i'm in no hurry or anything.

i tag all triggers accordingly. they'll all be tagged as TRIGGER TW. and please tag anything with SUICIDE IDEALIZATION. i have to mentally prep myself to read anything pertaining to such without having an emotional meltdown.

i have several verses to choose from. unfortunately it's currently a wip.

i'll update these when deemed necessary. but don't fret because i'll always let y'all know when i update my rules. :)

[metamorphesque]

— Apprehensions, Sylvia Plath

[text ID: Is there no way out of the mind?]

[hyprmemes]

i can’t… starters edit as you see fit!

i can’t see eye to eye with you

i can’t give up like this

i can’t just leave

i can’t ever forgive you

i can’t just move on and forget

i can’t change my mind after all

i can’t go this way

i can’t pretend nothing happened

i can’t turn my back on you

i can’t go back to the way we were

i can’t see the future from here

i can’t climb that high

i can’t sink that low

i can’t cross a river like that

i can’t just sing my sorrows out

i can’t love the way you do

i can’t see the good in people

i can’t believe you’d say something like that

i can’t just think everyone i meet is evil

i can’t ignore true intentions

i can’t not consider the past in my actions

i can’t ever go back to a place like that

i can’t ask you to come

i can’t ask you to stay nor to leave

i can’t get them to back away

i can’t beg you to forgive me

i can’t keep going like this

i can’t take you seriously when you act that way

i can’t listen to you speak like this

i can’t do something like that that easily

i can’t just run in there and announce my presence

i can’t have people thinking i’d do something like this

i can’t be seen with you

i can’t stay away from you

i can’t take something like this from you

i can’t believe we’d ever even make it this far

i can’t see the sky from here

i can’t swim that far out

i can’t hold my own in a situation like this

i can’t talk to people who act like that

i can’t sustain one more second of this

i can’t hold out much longer

i can’t even begin to describe just how fucked up that is

i can’t fix this anymore

i can’t pretend i did this for noble reasons

i can’t claim i believe in humanity or you

i can’t lie about something as big as this

i can’t forgive myself for even the smallest mistake

[queenrojpag]

[memesomething]

Questioning Minds meme

for muses who notice & ask questions about it. some of these are statements more than questions - but they’re still asking about something, so they are on the list. have fun!

“How long have you had this?”

“Have you ever thought maybe you didn’t want to…?”

“What do you like about it?”

“You don’t ask for a lot.”

“Did you ever…?”

“What is it about that [item/place]?”

“You’re not surprised.”

“Where did you get that scar?”

“You know more about this than I do.”

“Are you afraid of it?”

“Can I help?”

“What made you do it?”

“What were you thinking?”

“They have a much different impression of you than I do.”

“Why are you here?”

“What was your mother/father/childhood like?”

“This isn’t the first time this has happened.”

“When you had [experience]… what was that like for you?”

“What was your first impression of me?”

“Did you ever think we’d end up like this?”

“How’s your breathing?”

“Are you thinking of doing [x] again?”

“Do you need me to come home?”

“I love you.” (oh boy, when this is a question, not a statement.)

“Did you ever speak to someone about it?”

[abbbby28-deactivated20241110]

[memesomething]

Noticing Trauma sentence starters

Feel free to alter dialogue to suit your muse!

“That really spooked you.” 

“I don’t want to pry, but.. I want you to know I also want to listen, if you want someone to talk to.” 

“Well, pretend I’m not here. What would you say if nobody could hear it?” 

“Does this happen a lot?” 

“Hey, what happened between you two?” 

“When is the last time you ate?”

“Is this okay?” 

“Hey.” 

“This is the third meal you’ve missed this week, are you okay?” 

“[Name]?” 

“What did he/she/they do?” 

“This … hurts you.” 

“You don’t feel safe, here.” 

“When you look at [trigger], you… what is that?” 

“What can I do?” 

“You were crying in your sleep.” 

“What do you dream about?” 

“Whenever you get stressed, you do this thing with your hands. What is it?” 

“You’re right, I don’t understand, yet. Will you help me?” 

“Should I leave a light on for you?” 

“I brought you some water.” 

“I won’t judge you.” 

“It doesn’t have anything to do with trust. You don’t have to tell me. But I’ll listen, if you do.” 

“Count your breaths with me, okay? Ready? One, two, three, four…” 

“I’m here.” 

“Talk to me.” 

“You don’t need to tell me everything. I just want to know how I can help.” 

“Let me hold your hair back, at least.” 

“You used to love that [item].” 

[blossomfully]

Sue Zhao

[moonlight-shadxw]

相澤消太

[ydotome]

Enji Todoroki “Endeavor” (轟炎司) - Boku no Hero Academia - Episode 90

[ffxvcaps]

BNHA S06E09 → All Might

Bonus:

[naaoyaa]

Happy Birthday ★ Todoroki Enji Flame Hero: Endeavor ★ 08/08

[shisasan]

𝙵𝚎𝚋𝚛𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝟷, 𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟸 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟺-𝟷𝟿𝟸𝟹

[ID: February 1. Nothing, merely tired. END ID]

[fyodcrs]

One of my lungs has been crushed. How much can I do with this body that hurts just to breathe? …No, I must do it. I’m this country’s top hero!

[beguines]

Gabrielle Bates, from "Eastern Washington Diptych", Judas Goat

[yukiriin]

“No one is more stubborn than he is.”

[beachhh-bumm]

Torbjorn Sandbakk