Not today Justin
Sade Olutola
taylor price
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NASA
Stranger Things
hello vonnie
#extradirty
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$LAYYYTER
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One Nice Bug Per Day
sheepfilms
Show & Tell
Three Goblin Art
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@theartofmadeline
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
almost home
Mike Driver
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@decadentmeat
gonna start using this as a vent blog cuz therapy ain't workingggggggg
names decadentmeat, you can call me decadent, meat, D, meaty, whatever you feel like it
she/her
i'm +18 years of age, but don't have any DNI, come and go as you please
pfp was made by @/julianwinchester
background by René Magritte
sinking lower and lower and even then lower
worried that I should start to act "more feminine" in terms of how I talk and overall react to things, it could be joever
slept the whole evening I'm the sleepiest girl everrrrrr
there's a chance I might lose my job, ahahahahahahahahahahahahahhhahahha
heavily paranoid right now
there's a chance I might lose my job, ahahahahahahahahahahahahahhhahahha
I can't help myself, and I sure as hell am not gonna use others as a crutch just because I'm too stupid to deal with my own stuff, what's left of me is to just rot until I either have enough courage to do it or it just happens naturally
I can't even starve myself correctly
I just cancelled my registration at piano classes, was it a bad idea driven mostly by depression? maybe, but idk, I'd rather not waste mine or my teacher's time with something that I just feel worse and worse about because of my own failures
maybe I'll go back someday, maybe not, who knows
genuinely don't feel like eating at all today
loading screen game tip: everyone secretly hates me, and if they don't, it's just a matter of time (◔‿◔)
I want to make more friends but I also don't want it to seem like something forced or out of pity so I'll just. dddieeeeee
no depression allowed today. Brasil locking in time
I want to starve myself so badly
I really want to try a dress again, but like, one that fits me. and hopefully not feel dirty in the process
the thing about being passively suicidal is that the thought happens so much it just becomes embarrassing, which makes you more suicidal
when i die I'll have nothing but regrets