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lcvespcllsāĀ --Ā ft.Ā sodapopĀ curtis.
šššš ššššššš ššššš , ššššššš breaks past the finalĀ wall he had plastered up hastily with sandy , shattering it as he reassuresĀ his words .Ā ā yes .ā his hands are moving , fully intent on expression how seriousĀ he was about this .Ā ā you think i just acted like an idiot for no reason ? noĀ . i was jealous , maeve . this entire time i thought i was being obviousĀ , but youāre soĀ hard to read .Ā ā thisĀ is true and had been quite difficult for sodapop , he had felt as the feeling was mutual some days where others were like there was nothingĀ there at all .Ā ā yeah , i love you a lot . itās fuckinā scary , and i get it , i was was scared to risk it too . but i donāt care anymore , i need you to know i doĀ because i donāt want you thinkinā iām some assholeĀ of a friend who doesnāt want you to be happy . but for me , itās not a friendĀ kinda love .Ā ā his brown eyes are soft , genuineĀ .Ā ā i reallyĀ love you .Ā ā
ššššš Ā šššš Ā šš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā ššššššššš Ā ššš Ā šššššš Ā ššššššš Ā ššĀ Ā evenĀ now,Ā Ā asĀ sheĀ foughtĀ againstĀ aĀ smileĀ thatĀ defiedĀ allĀ herĀ resistanceĀ &Ā settledĀ warmlyĀ onĀ herĀ expressionĀ withĀ everyĀ passingĀ word,Ā Ā theĀ measureĀ ofĀ elationĀ sheĀ feelsĀ isnātĀ halfĀ ofĀ whatĀ shows.Ā Ā &Ā still,Ā Ā thereāsĀ fondnessĀ inĀ herĀ eyesĀ asĀ sheĀ paysĀ closeĀ attention,Ā Ā mappingĀ overĀ hisĀ features.Ā hopingĀ toĀ findĀ aĀ singleĀ crack,Ā Ā aĀ signĀ thatĀ tellsĀ herĀ someĀ partĀ ofĀ itĀ isnātĀ true,Ā Ā butĀ itĀ neverĀ comes.Ā Ā Ā āĀ youĀ idiot.Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ remarksĀ affectionately,Ā lettingĀ herĀ ownĀ wallsĀ comeĀ crashingĀ down.Ā aĀ newĀ willingnessĀ toĀ tryĀ overcomesĀ her,Ā &Ā Ā sheĀ doesnātĀ hideĀ fromĀ it.Ā Ā notĀ thisĀ time.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ reallyĀ shouldnātĀ haveĀ saidĀ that.Ā ā
lcvespcllsāĀ --Ā ft.Ā sodapopĀ curtis.
ššš šššš šš ššššš , ššššš šššš the frustration vibrated within his tone .Ā ā i said theĀ sameĀ thing . okayĀ ? i get it . iāve been there but there comes a point where you canāt keep yourself closed up anymore . there is so muchĀ that is worth the risk out there , iād rather feeling somethingĀ than NOTHING at all .Ā ā but the certainty that takes over , pushingĀ out any unsettled nervousness , because there was nothingĀ sodapop was more serious about .Ā ā maeveĀ . itās not goingĀ to change at any time , i can tell you that . i know it wonāt . i loveĀ you , alright ? it doesnāt go awayĀ . realĀ loveĀ , it doesnāt reallyĀ change .Ā ā
ššš'š Ā ššš š Ā šššššššššš Ā šš Ā ššš Ā ššššššššš Ā šššš'š Ā šššš.Ā Ā heĀ lovedĀ herĀ ?Ā Ā thatĀ wasĀ moreĀ thanĀ maeveĀ hadĀ expected.Ā Ā sheĀ wasĀ underestimatingĀ hisĀ affections.Ā Ā atĀ most,Ā Ā sheĀ thoughtĀ thisĀ wasĀ anĀ infatuation.Ā aĀ crushĀ thatĀ wouldĀ pass.Ā Ā butĀ sheĀ knowsĀ rightĀ then,Ā Ā inĀ theĀ secondĀ itĀ takesĀ herĀ toĀ realiseĀ itāsĀ truth,Ā Ā thatĀ heĀ meantĀ it.Ā Ā āĀ whatĀ ?Ā āĀ Ā maeveĀ finallyĀ catchesĀ herselfĀ enoughĀ toĀ speakĀ up,Ā Ā voicingĀ herĀ surpriseĀ withĀ aĀ dumbfoundĀ expressionĀ thatĀ onlyĀ softens.Ā Ā āĀ you -Ā Ā youĀ loveĀ meĀ ? ā
thisrepairāĀ --Ā ft.Ā haydenĀ mcclaine.
Ā heās Ā missing Ā the Ā point Ā & Ā it Ā is Ā infuriating. Ā āi Ā know Ā theyāre Ā realĀ ! Ā were Ā real Ā , Ā whatever,ā Ā hayden Ā snaps. Ā āi Ā meant Ā that Ā theyāre Ā not Ā here Ā now.ā Ā stressed Ā fingers Ā move Ā frizzy Ā strands Ā of Ā her Ā from Ā brushing Ā against Ā her Ā eyelashes Ā . Ā it Ā only Ā adds Ā to Ā the Ā irritation Ā she Ā feels Ā trying Ā to Ā hold Ā a Ā conversation Ā with Ā dj. Ā āvampires Ā are Ā real Ā , Ā i Ā know Ā it.ā Ā as Ā for Ā ghosts Ā , Ā well Ā , Ā youāre Ā either Ā a Ā believer Ā or Ā you Ā arenāt. Ā those Ā things Ā are Ā rarely Ā based Ā on Ā facts Ā ; Ā sheād Ā never Ā expected Ā death Ā to Ā be Ā quite Ā like Ā this.
šš Ā ššššš Ā š ššššššš Ā ššššš Ā šššš Ā šššššš Ā ššššš Ā šš Ā ššš,Ā Ā regardlessĀ ofĀ howĀ amicableĀ heĀ thinksĀ theirĀ conversationĀ is.Ā Ā djĀ wouldnātĀ countĀ thisĀ asĀ theirĀ worst,Ā Ā butĀ noĀ matterĀ whatĀ sheĀ keepsĀ himĀ onĀ hisĀ toes.Ā Ā still,Ā Ā heāsĀ persistentlyĀ galling.Ā Ā āĀ Ā historyĀ alwaysĀ hasĀ aĀ wayĀ ofĀ repeatingĀ itself.Ā āĀ Ā heĀ iteratesĀ matterĀ -Ā ofĀ -Ā factĀ &Ā unabashedlyĀ satisfiedĀ withĀ himself.Ā Ā hisĀ armsĀ crossĀ overĀ hisĀ chest,Ā Ā expressionĀ riddledĀ withĀ whatĀ canĀ onlyĀ beĀ describedĀ asĀ lackĀ ofĀ conviction.Ā Ā āĀ sayĀ theyĀ wereĀ real,Ā Ā howĀ wouldĀ youĀ ofĀ allĀ peopleĀ knowĀ thatĀ ?Ā howĀ wouldĀ anyoneĀ knowĀ unlessĀ theyĀ wereĀ oneĀ ?Ā Ā itĀ doesnātĀ makeĀ anyĀ sense.Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā
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thisrepairāĀ --Ā ft.Ā haydenĀ mcclaine.
(Ā @decayentāĀ )Ā āallĀ iāmĀ sayingĀ isĀ thatĀ jurassicĀ parkĀ couldĀ happen!āĀ haydenĀ Ā &Ā djĀ Ā !
Ā everyday Ā this Ā guy Ā pushes Ā another Ā one Ā of Ā haydenās Ā buttons. Ā with Ā someone Ā with Ā a Ā temperament Ā such Ā as Ā hers Ā , Ā itās Ā hard Ā to Ā believe Ā sheād Ā last Ā more Ā than Ā a Ā day Ā without Ā throwing Ā him Ā into Ā one Ā of Ā the Ā rivers.Ā she Ā turns Ā on Ā him, Ā exasperated.Ā āno Ā it Ā canāt Ā ! Ā hereās Ā a Ā tip Ā for Ā you Ā dj Ā , Ā maybe Ā you Ā should Ā looking Ā into Ā things Ā that Ā are Ā real Ā & Ā hiding Ā right Ā under Ā your Ā nose. Ā likeĀ vampiresĀ !Ā andĀ ghosts.ā
šš Ā ššššš Ā šššššš Ā ššššššš Ā šš Ā šššššš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā šš Ā šššššš Ā šššš Ā ššš,Ā Ā orĀ moreĀ likelyĀ thoseĀ thatĀ wonātĀ comeĀ aroundĀ forĀ aĀ veryĀ longĀ time.Ā Ā &Ā byĀ theĀ timeĀ itĀ happens,Ā heāllĀ beĀ goneĀ !Ā Ā itāsĀ aĀ winĀ -Ā win.Ā thereĀ areĀ enoughĀ thingsĀ thatĀ frightenĀ himĀ asĀ is,Ā Ā withĀ haydenĀ usuallyĀ beingĀ onĀ theĀ topĀ ofĀ thatĀ list.Ā Ā āĀ wha-Ā Ā youĀ donātĀ thinkĀ dinosaursĀ areĀ realĀ ?Ā Ā wereĀ real,Ā iĀ mean.Ā haveĀ youĀ neverĀ beenĀ toĀ aĀ museumĀ ?Ā Ā thereāsĀ proofĀ datingĀ backĀ centuries.Ā Ā āĀ Ā vampires,Ā ghosts . . .Ā Ā thatĀ heĀ findsĀ littleĀ toĀ noĀ reasonĀ toĀ believeĀ in.Ā Ā asĀ coolĀ asĀ itĀ wouldĀ be.
thisrepairāĀ --Ā ft.Ā rueĀ bennett.
(Ā Ā @decayentāĀ )Ā āiāmĀ oneĀ callĀ awayĀ ,Ā okayĀ ?Ā justĀ oneĀ call.āĀ rueĀ Ā &Ā maeveĀ !
Ā arms Ā cross Ā , Ā one Ā over Ā the Ā other Ā on Ā the Ā table Ā in Ā front Ā of Ā her. Ā across Ā from Ā her Ā , Ā maeve. Ā āi Ā know.ā Ā rue Ā wonders Ā if Ā maeve Ā knows Ā how Ā hard Ā even Ā one Ā call Ā could Ā be. Ā every Ā muscle Ā that Ā requires Ā it Ā , Ā the Ā cooperation Ā of Ā her Ā brain Ā and Ā her Ā limbs. Ā the Ā pressure Ā on Ā her Ā eyes Ā to Ā stay Ā open Ā as Ā they Ā seek Ā out Ā maeveās Ā name. Ā convincing Ā herself Ā , Ā somehow Ā , Ā that Ā she Ā is Ā worth Ā being Ā helped Ā when Ā she Ā needs Ā it. Ā rue Ā rests Ā her Ā head Ā down Ā on Ā her Ā arms, Ā glances Ā at Ā her Ā friend. Ā āi Ā think Ā iām Ā good Ā though.ā
ššššš Ā šš Ā šššššš Ā ššššššššš.Ā butĀ sheĀ knowsĀ whenĀ notĀ toĀ pushĀ tooĀ hard,Ā Ā toĀ notĀ becomeĀ overbearinglyĀ concerned.Ā mostĀ ofĀ theĀ time,Ā sheĀ knowsĀ theĀ oppositeĀ isĀ necessary.Ā Ā evenĀ maeveĀ hasĀ difficultyĀ listeningĀ toĀ herselfĀ sometimes,Ā Ā rightĀ nowĀ seemsĀ toĀ beĀ oneĀ ofĀ thoseĀ cases.Ā Ā sheĀ restsĀ herĀ elbowsĀ onĀ theĀ tableāsĀ surface,Ā Ā chinĀ perchedĀ onĀ herĀ rightĀ hand.Ā Ā āĀ youĀ thinkĀ ?Ā ā
lcvespcllsāĀ --Ā ft.Ā sodapopĀ curtis.
šš š šššš šš šššššš time passes by so slow , agesĀ as he waits for her response with a clenched jaw . it felt as though it was all or nothing , that his momentĀ would reflect their dynamic . though soda knew , even if maeve rejectedĀ him , he would still requestĀ to be her friend no matter how awkward it could become . she was his best friendĀ , there was no denyingĀ that . thought the HONESTY that comes with her response is even MORE shocking and actually notĀ what he was expecting whatsoever . sodapoās tone changes completely , doing a full 180 in order to letĀ this information sink in .Ā ā maeveĀ , what are you talkingĀ about ? how is that a problem ? iāve been tellinā you this whole time iām into you , i donāt understand . is that notĀ what you want ? ā hands moving as he speaks , sodapop attempts to find the reasoning , though thereās no hidingĀ out confused he is over the outcome .Ā ā if all this is true , why would you not want to riskĀ it ? we keep usingĀ that word and itās not even true āĀ ā and , for once , he uses advice DALLAS WINSTON has given him .Ā ā lets say it all goes to shit , you really think iām goingĀ anywhere ? iām still gonna be your best friend . iām not leavingĀ .Ā ā
šš'š Ā šššššššššš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā ššššš Ā šš Ā šššš.Ā asĀ sheĀ takesĀ itĀ in,Ā Ā maeveāsĀ initialĀ surpriseĀ dissolvesĀ intoĀ anotherĀ caseĀ ofĀ denial.Ā notĀ thatĀ sheĀ doesnātĀ trustĀ him,Ā sheĀ does.Ā butĀ afterĀ hearingĀ promisesĀ likeĀ thatĀ before,Ā Ā fromĀ seanĀ toĀ herĀ mother,Ā herĀ immediateĀ responseĀ isĀ toĀ doubtĀ itāsĀ Ā sincerity.Ā sheāsĀ beenĀ abandoned,Ā Ā droveĀ peopleĀ awayĀ withoutĀ knowingĀ it.Ā Ā eitherĀ wayĀ itĀ endsĀ badly.Ā āĀ becauseĀ iĀ toldĀ myselfĀ iĀ wouldnātĀ doĀ thisĀ again.Ā āĀ theĀ thoughtĀ ofĀ himĀ hatingĀ her,Ā reallyĀ hatingĀ herĀ whenĀ allĀ isĀ saidĀ &Ā doneĀ onlyĀ furtherĀ provokesĀ herĀ apprehension.Ā Ā āĀ Ā youĀ canātĀ beĀ sureĀ howĀ youāllĀ feelĀ inĀ aĀ week,Ā orĀ aĀ month,Ā orĀ howeverĀ longĀ itĀ takesĀ beforeĀ --Ā Ā beforeĀ itĀ allĀ goesĀ titsĀ up.Ā thingsĀ canĀ change.Ā ā
@lcstbcysāĀ sentĀ :Ā Ā ā iāll just live in the forest as a goblin. ā
ššš Ā šššš Ā ššššš Ā šš Ā ššššš Ā šššššš Ā šššššš Ā ššš š Ā šš Ā šš Ā šššš.Ā Ā heĀ understandsĀ theĀ sentiment,Ā Ā heĀ doesĀ (Ā moreĀ thanĀ mostĀ wouldĀ ),Ā Ā butĀ understandingĀ &Ā acceptingĀ areĀ twoĀ veryĀ differentĀ things.Ā Ā āĀ cāmon,Ā man.Ā Ā itāsĀ notĀ thatĀ bad.Ā Ā youĀ donātĀ haveĀ toĀ turnĀ intoĀ aĀ hermitĀ overĀ assholesĀ likeĀ that.Ā āĀ theyĀ sucked,Ā heĀ couldnātĀ denyĀ that.Ā bulliesĀ alwaysĀ did.Ā Ā āĀ Ā besides,Ā Ā ifĀ youĀ leave,Ā Ā whoĀ elseĀ isĀ gonnaĀ hangĀ outĀ withĀ meĀ ?Ā ā
@glcryxxāĀ sentĀ :Ā Ā āĀ iāve never fallen in love before ⦠whatās it like ? ā
ššššš Ā šššš Ā šš Ā ššššš Ā šššš Ā ššš Ā ššššššššš Ā šššššš Ā ššš šĀ onĀ theĀ pagesĀ ofĀ booksĀ sheĀ sworeĀ sheĀ neverĀ read.Ā Ā tooĀ vulnerableĀ forĀ herĀ liking,Ā Ā moreĀ invitingĀ thanĀ sheādĀ everĀ admit.Ā Ā butĀ somethingĀ sheĀ couldnātĀ affordĀ toĀ getĀ caughtĀ upĀ in.Ā Ā jacksonĀ wasĀ aĀ leapĀ ofĀ faith,Ā Ā suffocatingĀ inĀ theĀ bestĀ &Ā worstĀ ways.Ā Ā sheĀ completelyĀ drownedĀ withĀ otis,Ā Ā &Ā heĀ securedĀ theĀ anchor.Ā butĀ withĀ sodapopĀ --Ā Ā Ā āĀ itāsĀ alright,Ā iĀ guess.Ā āĀ Ā herĀ shouldersĀ liftĀ inĀ aĀ halfĀ -Ā heartedĀ shrug.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ scary.Ā ā
@glcryxxāĀ sentĀ :Ā Ā āĀ you want to hear a story ? oh uh ā¦Ā well ā¦Ā uh ā¦Ā iĀ āĀ let me tell you all about how this boyās life got flipped turned upside downāĀ Ā ā
šš Ā ššššš Ā ššš Ā š šš Ā š Ā ššššššššššš.Ā Ā smallĀ talk,Ā Ā twentyĀ questions,Ā Ā anythingĀ thatĀ heĀ couldĀ useĀ toĀ deterĀ hisĀ trainĀ ofĀ thought.Ā Ā silenceĀ wasĀ aĀ killerĀ Ā &Ā dustinĀ likedĀ livingĀ --Ā Ā forĀ theĀ mostĀ part,Ā Ā atĀ theĀ veryĀ leastĀ withĀ onlyĀ theĀ typicalĀ complaintsĀ ofĀ aĀ boyĀ hisĀ age.Ā Ā butĀ thatĀ wasnātĀ exactlyĀ whatĀ heĀ expectedĀ toĀ hear.Ā Ā Ā āĀ letĀ meĀ guess . . .Ā Ā westĀ philadelpiaĀ bornĀ &Ā raisedĀ ?Ā āĀ Ā freshĀ prince.Ā Ā catchyĀ tune.Ā Ā definitelyĀ aĀ sufficientĀ diversion.
random sentence starters
random sentences for any / multiple scenario(s). change around as you see fit.
ā who do you think you are?Ā ā
ā wait , did you just say you love me?Ā ā
ā please just ⦠leave me alone.Ā ā
ā iām so happy!Ā ā
ā is this a gift for me?Ā ā
ā hey! iāve got something for you! wait right here! ā
ā i love you.Ā ā
ā shut up! shut the fuck up!Ā ā
ā who told you that?! i didnāt say that!Ā ā
ā w ā what?Ā ā
ā ⦠iām sorry.Ā ā
ā what? ME have a crush on YOU? whaaaaaat?! haha! what? pfft ⦠shut up!Ā ā
ā bitch , guess what?Ā ā
ā oh my god ā¦Ā ā
ā fuck you to fucking hell!Ā ā
ā man ⦠go to hell.Ā ā
ā what did you just send me?Ā ā
ā what did you just say?Ā ā
ā theyāre totally checking you out right now.Ā ā
ā jealous?! iām not jealous!Ā ā
ā are you jealous?Ā ā
ā wow ⦠youāre hot when youāre angry.Ā ā
ā wow ⦠your smile is breathtaking.Ā ā
ā youāre so stupid.Ā ā
ā okay! thatās it! put your dukes up!Ā ā
ā you donāt want me.Ā ā
ā question , youāre not dating anyone , are you?Ā ā
ā let me take you out on a date.Ā ā
ā i swear to god iām going to scream at the top of my lungs.Ā ā
ā no! donāt tickle me!Ā ā
ā iām not good for you , trust me.Ā ā
ā no offense but iām out of your league.Ā ā
ā so , how does it feel to know me? a blessing , isnāt it?Ā ā
ā ⦠why does this card sayĀ ā happy 3rd birthdayĀ ā?Ā ā
ā so what will it be tonight?Ā ā
ā please , let me listen to celine dion in the dark in peace.Ā ā
ā i donāt love you.Ā ā
ā you donāt love me.Ā ā
ā ⦠is there something you want?Ā ā
ā you know , youāre really cute.Ā ā
ā god , just let me fucking love you , you idiot!Ā ā
ā shh ⦠donāt cry.Ā ā
ā i just feel like everything is falling apart.Ā ā
ā DONāT YOU DARE! DONāT YOU FUCKING DARE!Ā ā
ā hello darkness my old friend ā¦Ā ā
ā so ⦠do i get a goodnight kiss?Ā ā
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random sentence starters: the third
change around as you see fit!
ā i want to be like you.Ā ā
ā that is ⦠literally illegal. youāre describing something illegal. ā
ā whatās the plan here ?Ā ā
ā please just ⦠come home.Ā ā
ā all iām saying is that jurassic park could happen !Ā ā
ā jeez , who pissed in your cornflakes this morning ?Ā ā
ā iām a simple person. i see a cool rock , i pick it up.Ā ā
ā youāre so cute and i literally can not handle it right now , so i have to goāĀ ā
ā hey , uh , what do you got there ?Ā ā
ā weāre not friends.Ā ā
ā so , do you come here often or ⦠?Ā ā
ā slow down , i just want to get to know you ā¦Ā ā
ā iām angry at you ! iām upset ! and you ⦠you donāt even care !Ā ā
ā will you promise to marry me in the future ?Ā ā
ā what are your thoughts on having kids ?Ā ā
ā oh , come on ! they were literally holding hands and becoming self aware of their own mortality ! it was a sad momentā stop laughing at me ! toy story 3 didnāt have to do us like that !Ā ā
ā youāre my best friend. iāll always have your back.Ā ā
ā ⦠do you want to do something stupid with me ?Ā ā
ā you donāt have to be jealous , you know~Ā ā
ā sing me a song.Ā ā
ā did you do this ?Ā ā
ā for once can you please be honest with me ?Ā ā
ā lets run away together. anywhere. iām tired of this life.Ā ā
ā are you binge watching that show on netflix again ?Ā ā
ā how much britney spears iāve listened to in the last 72 hours is none of your business !Ā ā
ā god ⦠i canāt look away , itās like my eyes are drawn to it.Ā ā
ā why are you leaving ?Ā ā
ā admit it ⦠i drive you wild.Ā ā
ā youāre so infuriating.Ā ā
ā i hate this town.Ā ā
ā iām one call away , okay ? just one call.Ā ā
ā you want me so bad , donāt you ?Ā ā
ā iāll just live in the forest as a goblin.Ā ā
ā you donāt know what iām capable of.Ā ā
ā you want a tattoo of what now ?Ā ā
ā i canāt believe iām confessing this but ⦠i really really like you.Ā ā
ā look me in the eye when youāre breaking my heart ! you donāt get to look away , dammit !Ā ā
ā i canāt believe weāve just sat here for four hours and have done nothing.Ā ā
ā hey , hey , hey ⦠guess what ?Ā ā
ā you are my platonic soulmate.Ā ā
ā someone thought we were a couple so like , we totally just hit best friend goals.Ā ā
ā the bigger the boobs , the stronger they are. thatās anime logic , at least.Ā ā
ā i canāt believe i fell in love ⦠like an idiot.Ā ā
ā iāve never fallen in love before ⦠whatās it like ?Ā ā
ā hello ? 911 ? iād like to report a murder of my remaining brain cells ā¦.Ā ā
ā wow , look who remembered my existence.Ā ā
ā you want to hear a story ? oh uh ⦠well ⦠uh ⦠l ā let me tell you all about how this boyās life got flipped turned upside downāĀ ā
ā ⦠not many people really talk to me ā¦Ā ā
ā tell me all about you. anything. everything.Ā ā
lcvespcllsāĀ --Ā ft.Ā sodapopĀ curtis.
šš ššš'š ššš šš ššššš'š bring a senseĀ of relief to hear , there was nothingĀ sodapop wished more than for maeve to have trustĀ withĀ him especially when it came to H O N E S T Y . but the conversation has taken a new pathĀ with soda coming to a stand , his hands growing slipperyĀ as the nervousness sets in .Ā ā i think youāre scared youāre gonna fuck up because if that happens , we canāt go back to being friendsĀ . you told me yourself , you think iām differentĀ . that itās differentĀ with me .Ā ā his tone is on the edge of PLEADING as he attempts to get the entirety of his point across , practially pacing over the concrete floors as the words flow out in an unorganizedĀ fashion .Ā ā but i donāt understand . iām basically tellingĀ you that iām not worried about that , that iām willing to take the risk . but you just shut me downĀ . if you donāt wantĀ me , maeve . you can just tellĀ me .Ā ācause clearly weāre on different pages about how we feel .Ā ā
ššš Ā ššššš Ā šššššš Ā šššš šš Ā š Ā šššššĀ atĀ howĀ rightĀ heĀ was,Ā Ā butĀ soĀ terriblyĀ wrongĀ allĀ atĀ once.Ā Ā sheĀ wasĀ afraid.Ā Ā maeveĀ didnātĀ wantĀ historyĀ toĀ repeatĀ itselfĀ afterĀ everythingĀ thatĀ happenedĀ theĀ lastĀ timeĀ sheĀ fellĀ forĀ someoneĀ sheĀ caredĀ soĀ deeplyĀ about.Ā sheĀ couldĀ sayĀ itĀ didnātĀ matterĀ toĀ herĀ now,Ā thatĀ itĀ wasĀ inĀ theĀ past,Ā Ā butĀ otisāĀ wordsĀ stillĀ repeatĀ inĀ herĀ head.Ā Ā &Ā whatĀ wasĀ worseĀ ----Ā Ā sheĀ believesĀ it.Ā Ā thatĀ sheĀ wasĀ selfish,Ā unfairĀ toĀ him.Ā Ā sheĀ knowsĀ thatĀ sheāsĀ beingĀ unfairĀ toĀ sodapopĀ nowĀ byĀ pushingĀ himĀ away,Ā Ā butĀ sheāsĀ tryingĀ notĀ toĀ makeĀ theĀ sameĀ mistake.Ā Ā sheĀ couldnātĀ loseĀ himĀ likeĀ that.Ā thinkingĀ onĀ itĀ now,Ā Ā maybeĀ thatĀ makesĀ herĀ justĀ asĀ selfish.Ā aĀ constantĀ battleĀ betweenĀ keepingĀ himĀ close,Ā &Ā notĀ atĀ all.Ā Ā herĀ eyebrowsĀ furrowedĀ togetherĀ asĀ sheĀ slowlyĀ turnedĀ toĀ faceĀ him,Ā &Ā theĀ truthĀ sheĀ owedĀ him.Ā Ā theĀ leastĀ sheĀ couldĀ giveĀ himĀ wasĀ that.Ā Ā āĀ youĀ donātĀ understandĀ atĀ all,Ā doĀ youĀ ?Ā āĀ Ā herĀ voiceĀ isĀ soft,Ā Ā careful,Ā Ā mutteredĀ forĀ onlyĀ theĀ twoĀ ofĀ themĀ toĀ hearĀ asĀ herĀ expressionĀ becomesĀ pained.Ā Ā Ā āĀ Ā iĀ doĀ wantĀ you.Ā thatāsĀ theĀ problem.Ā āĀ Ā
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šš Ā ššš Ā šššššš Ā š : šš šš Ā ššššššššš.Ā thatāsĀ whatĀ callieĀ remindsĀ herselfĀ everyĀ timeĀ sheĀ hasĀ aĀ glassĀ beforeĀ midĀ -Ā dayĀ isĀ anywhereĀ nearĀ over.Ā Ā inĀ thisĀ case,Ā Ā aĀ glassĀ duringĀ brunchĀ wasĀ acceptable.Ā Ā somethingĀ sheĀ couldĀ treatĀ herselfĀ to,Ā Ā evenĀ ifĀ itĀ wasĀ theĀ cheapestĀ wineĀ onĀ theĀ menu.Ā Ā āĀ Ā thankĀ youĀ forĀ comingĀ atĀ theĀ lastĀ minute.Ā Ā youĀ haveĀ noĀ ideaĀ howĀ muchĀ iĀ reallyĀ neededĀ this.Ā Ā āĀ Ā Ā