welcome to my blog, please mind the the fact that this blog will be centered around me living with an eating disorder if this may trigger you - please do not interact with me and just block me. i do not encourage disordered behaviours, i'll always encourage recovery.
more under the cut.
you may call me T. ( but i quite enjoyed being called prince so feel free to call me that too ) he / him. unlabelled queer ( i love men and nonbinary folks. women too sometimes ).
i am not new to tumblr - i am somewhat new to the €d side of it. used to be very active in the twitter space of thing.
i have an eating disorder ( - which one .. good question, ) since i'm ~13. i am currently 17, turning 18 this year. i am also afflicted by others disorders. most notably i'll cite dyslexia, as it will affect how i write.
stats :
lw : around 48kg ? / 18.8 bmi
hw : 58kg / 22.7 bmi
cw : 54kg / 21.1 bmi
gw : 48kg / 18.8 bmi
ugw : 35kg / 13.7 bmi
( i have different others target gw between the first one and my ugw but i won't list them here )
please do not hesitate to talk to me. i may be awkward at first as i do not have the ability to partake in socialization in my irl life thus it reflect online too.
i also identify as a 地雷男子 ( i dress jirai / sabukaru and fit the idea of a landmine psychologically / emotionally ). but not with the toxic idea of it created by western jirais. please do not associate me with the western jirais. i also identify as a メンヘラ.
european, 🇫🇷 with a bit of 🇵🇱. thus english is not first my language. i apologize for any grammatical / orthographic errors please do correct me ( kindly ). college student that wants to desperately drop out, will turn into a hikki / NEET if i do though so can't afford to do it.
as said before i am afflicted with different disorders, i am mentally ill. please keep that in mind. i am not mentally well. it's reflect on everything. that said i am and always am for recovery and getting better – i am just not currently in a state where i can do that.
related to that i engage in pet play and age regression. which should not bleed into this blog but i may make a posts mentioning so be aware of that.
no dni. obviously. if I had one it would be at the top of this.
hello edblr. id like mutuals. please be my mutual.
you can call me T, im soon to be 18, an university student and a nerd (for history, fashion, and embarrassing amount of manga / animes, languages). my ugw is 35kg. and i genuinely like the taste of rice cakes.
i thought the 'freshman fifteen' ( idea that in your first year of college you gain weight ) was a myth or that in the possibility it's true, I'd be immunized to it.
i am not. gained 2kg in like two months of actual college ( though i suspect i stared gaining a month prior because of stress related to college ).
my commute to college is mostly public transport, whereas in high school i walked from and back to school thus i was easily getting to 6 - 8 k steps 5 days out of 7. now i only hit 5k steps twice a week. i also dont have the time to do 1h workout / 30min of dance everyday.
and skipping lunch or breakfast is harder because i need to energy to function at least a little bit because i can't just sleep through my classes like i did in high school.
if anyone has any tips on how to combat the freshman 15 I'll take them. 🙇♂️