Void Of Muses

Independent, Multi-Oc Rp blog, feel free to ask questions and read the rules please. ( NSFW is allowed) 

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

A Tearful Reunion

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

Seika smiled at this as she approached the door only to then open it. “ Meika I’m back. “ She said as she stepped inside. 

Meika smiled when she heard the chipper tone of her sister’s voice from the other room however when she felt an all to familiar presence hit her like a ton of bricks. So she with her 1 year old nephew still in her arms went into the other room and what she saw kept that surprised expression on her face.

[deceiving-facade]

As she was pulled inside she glanced around, things felt odd...cozy but odd. But once she heard and felt the two approaching, she froze and her grip on Seika’s hand reflexively tightened. she kept herself silent for the time being, attempting to form a nervous smile and a small shaky wave, as she met with the others surprised expression. 

Had she always been this tall? Though she supposed she had gotten shorter with this new body, quite a bit shorter. everyone seemed taller to her. a view that she was growing a little fond of she couldn’t lie. 

“G-Good to see you again Meika...” She managed the phrase and swallowed the growing lump in her throat. she wasn’t sure how to address the boy quite yet...or if she even could for that matter. 

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

A Tearful Reunion

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

Seika stared at her love for a good few minutes not saying a word. Then without any form of warning she pulled the fellow angel into a loving yet gentle embrace. “ You are not going to be ruining anything my dear. “ She stated softly as she was now looking her in the eye. “ If anything you are going to make our family whole again. “

[deceiving-facade]

She buried her face in her shoulder quietly when she pulled against her, taking in the gentleness for what it was, letting herself seep into the comfort of it all. Finally letting out a small breath she pulled away, still keeping her fingers entwined with her lovers. 

“Alright then....if you’re really sure about this.....I trust you.” She replied, offering up a bit of a smile, that of which she could muster up anyway. “Lead on then...I’ll keep in stride.” 

[kingfukaz]

Hey there guys! So finally decided to make a full blown commission sheet!

*If you cannot Commission Reblogs are always and will always be appreciated!*

I usually discuss payment workings and commission information in IM’s but you can always email me at  [email protected]

DON’T GIVE ME MONEY UNTIL WE HAVE AN AGREEMENT PLEASE!

Some Rules/Guidelines

No Incest, Furries, things of that nature.

NO CHARACTERS SHOULD BE UNDER AGE SHIPPING WISE.

I will not do ship art of real life people, except for things like marvel characters, etc. you know what I mean. Unless they are actually together.

No Mechs of any sort.

Nothing NSFW or Lewd anything of that nature.

PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE REFERENCES.

Be clear with me what you want to commission.

Be Polite and Respectful.

Do not list your shipping address when giving me payment. (I will explain in further detail if you want the whole story about it.)

Please be patient, I will give you updates as I get steps complete.

I will take Oc’s as long as you have references or a good description of them.

Don’t just throw character names at me, please include what series they’re from as well.

No gore as well.

Thanks for taking the time to read through all of this and I look forward to hearing from you guys! ^ v ^

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

A Tearful Reunion

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

“ Oh Meika been doing fine. Scratch that she’ s been doing great though that’s mostly due to Cassius. “ She stated, giving Lacey’s hand a squeeze as they both walked together getting closer and closer to her home with each step. “ To be honest if I didn’t have them along with Ceddy lets just say I would have been a total wreak. “ As she finished saying those words she stopped walking. “ Well we’re here. “ 

[deceiving-facade]

Mostly due to Cassius huh? That was surprising to hear, then again she supposed he had matured quite a bit before she’d.....well died. She imagined that it would have motivated him even more to get his act together. at least....she hoped so anyway. 

“Well.....I’m glad that he was here then.” She murmured quietly under her breath, now pausing along side her, staring quietly and glancing to the side. “M-Maybe I shouldn’t.....I mean you guys sound like you’ve been doing better like this.....I don’t.....I don’t want to end up ruining it all.” 

Though it’d been made clear that Seika had been happy to have her back....she was worried about how the others might react. and she was meeting.....well her child? she’d been gone.....she hadn’t been there like she should have been. 

She didn’t deserve it......did she? 

[kingfukaz]

Hey there guys! So finally decided to make a full blown commission sheet!

*If you cannot Commission Reblogs are always and will always be appreciated!*

I usually discuss payment workings and commission information in IM’s but you can always email me at  [email protected]

DON’T GIVE ME MONEY UNTIL WE HAVE AN AGREEMENT PLEASE!

Some Rules/Guidelines

No Incest, Furries, things of that nature.

NO CHARACTERS SHOULD BE UNDER AGE SHIPPING WISE.

I will not do ship art of real life people, except for things like marvel characters, etc. you know what I mean. Unless they are actually together.

No Mechs of any sort.

Nothing NSFW or Lewd anything of that nature.

PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE REFERENCES.

Be clear with me what you want to commission.

Be Polite and Respectful.

Do not list your shipping address when giving me payment. (I will explain in further detail if you want the whole story about it.)

Please be patient, I will give you updates as I get steps complete.

I will take Oc’s as long as you have references or a good description of them.

Don’t just throw character names at me, please include what series they’re from as well.

No gore as well.

Thanks for taking the time to read through all of this and I look forward to hearing from you guys! ^ v ^

[deceiving-facade]

Something Entirely New

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath‌: 

Considering Vittel was antisocial and could even be considered awkward at times, she was definitely not expecting him to casually walk into the kitchen wearing just a pair of boxers and a shirt that isn’t baggy for once. Naturally, she paused and gave a glance at him, starting from his head and abruptly stopped herself at his waist. ‘It’s not polite to look at your guest’s dick, Starla.” She scolded herself with a frown.

She had to admit, though, he had a nice figure hidden under those baggy clothes he always wears. Too nice of a figure… How was she supposed to stay on track with him walking around like that?! “Welcome back, Vittel!” She greeted, giving him a smile. “I’m glad to see you’re making yourself at home already.” She immediately regretted that comment. ‘Why did you bring up his clothes?! That’s inappropriate!’ Once again, she scolded herself. She was glad that he asked his question at the time he did, to say the least.

“Anyway, we’re not completely making it from scratch. It’s like the easy version of making pizza.” She admitted, moving a circular pan in the center of the counter. “We just gotta spread the dough evenly on the pan first.” She grabbed two cans of dough and held one out to him while trying her best to keep her eyes on his face. “Mind helping me open one?”

Making himself at home? What did she mean by that? He glanced down briefly to his nightly garments, then back to her before giving a small shrug of his shoulders. 

In truth, he just didn’t care. this was similar to the clothes that he wore when he slept in the parks, when it came to himself he lacked modesty, though of course when someone complained about him being in his briefs and sleeping in the park, he’d gone to putting on pants instead. 

But she didn’t seem to mind his appearance like this....in fact. if he had to wager from the look she’d given him. She liked him like this? or perhaps he’d misread her. 

“It’s been awhile since I’ve been in a home with warmth....my body wasn’t used to it.” he explained with a small rub to the back of his neck, was it inappropriate for this situation as well? 

He blinked in confusion when she handed him the canister that held the dough prison. Release it? How? He tilted his head as he examined it, he tried twisting at first and it didn’t give way, instead he tried to pop the lid with his thumb, no avail. 

Finally he slammed it on the edge of the counter and it popped off, the lining of the can flying off and leaving behind the dough in his hand. 

Now turning he offered the dough back with a small smile. 

“Got it.”

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath‌: 

Starla’s fingers were gripped tightly in the fabric of Lacey’s pants as if she would disappear if she relaxed for a single second. The demon’s head hung low towards the floor, her lips twisted to let out snivels and whimpers. The noise became quieter as she felt gentle strokes on the crown of her head. Finally, the sweetest words left her beloved’s lips.

The words she wanted to hear.

The words she needed to hear.

“I love you.” She whispered, looking up at Lacey as tears still flowed down her cheeks. “I love you so much.” She gently grabbed her hand and brought it to her face, rubbing her cheek against it. “So, so much.” She lovingly pressed her lips against her fingertips and the top of her hand. Right now, at this moment, she wanted to treasure Lacey or rather… She felt she had to. Her beloved had disappeared and now here she was, in front of her again. It was a blessing to have her back, one that she needed to cherish.

“I’m always going to be yours Star. that’s never going to change.” She whispered lovingly into her hair as she pressed a kiss to her head. managing to compose herself for the most part, if she needed to she could fall apart later, right now....she needed to put her darling constellation back together. to make her shine in the sky again like she did before. 

Though it pained her to see her beloved like this....a part of her....that dark deep part of her found a touch of pleasure in it. to see that she did care for her, that her disappearance was enough to tear her apart like this. 

To know that she was truly cherished and loved in such a strong way, that her own feelings toward her beautiful goddess were returned. 

“I love you too my beautiful shining sapphire. More than I can ever express with mere words.” she brushed her thumb gently over her tear streaked cheek, brushing away the tears. 

She was careful with her movements as she lowered herself down beside her lover, taking her hands into her own and intertwining their fingers. leaning forward and pressing a gentle kiss to her lips. 

[kingfukaz]

So after some thought I decided to finally do some Commissions and since I’m still nervous about doing them, I decided to start out simple with some icons! 

The prices listed on the left with the type number are for only one icon. the bundles are for multiple. (If you want more than the bundles I’ll calculate the total myself.) 

Icons I won’t make:  Shipping Icons (Together things, I prefer to do single character icons)  No NSFW No Mech

Exception for shipping icons if they are separate icons, that are made to be matching. 

Line art/Line art with bg color are not going to be intricate, they’ll probably be more simple like request art. 

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IMS are preferable for commissions, DON’T GIVE ME MONEY UNTIL WE HAVE AN AGREEMENT PLEASE!

[kingfukaz]

Reblogs are appreciated even if you can’t commission. 

[deceiving-facade]

Something Entirely New

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath‌: 

She cocked her eyebrow at his statement before a soft chuckle left her lips. He didn’t have the best people skills it seemed, but she found it endearing in a way. “I suppose I was suggesting the pizza more unintentionally. I’ve had fun making pizza with friends and family before, so I thought you might find it fun too.” With that same smile on her face, she put away all the groceries except what they needed for dinner tonight.

“I’m most definitely biased when I say this, but I think you’ve made an excellent dinner choice, my dear.” She turned to the oven and set it to preheat to the temperature that was on the dough instructions. “Now with that said, if you don’t mind, I’m going to wash up myself and get out of my work clothes.” She left the kitchen with a turn of her heel and went to her bedroom.

After a while, she came back with clean hands and an outfit now consisting of a tank top and pajama shorts. It didn’t seem like Vittel had come back yet, so she decided to go ahead and gather up whatever cookware she thought that they might need. Honestly, she felt a bit excited to be cooking dinner since it had been quite a while since she last did. After all, she found that making a homemade meal for herself wasn’t as motivating as making it for others.

He chuckled and shook his head at her commentary of being biased, letting the bag hang over his shoulder, he carefully tossed it onto the bed. Moving into the bathroom he rolled up his sleeves and washed his hands. removing his jacket and sweater to leave his t-shirt and boxers. 

Returning to the kitchen again he joined her once again. Glancing over the things that she’d pulled out for them to make dinner properly, allowing his eyes to scan over them and take in what they looked like and what they might be for. He wasn’t used to actually cooking the normal way. 

Now if she’d asked him to make something out of nothing, he could do that with the magic that he had stored up. But then again he wasn’t supposed to be using his abilities really, he wasn’t sure all what his brother had told her about him. and he wasn’t about to slip up on whatever lies had been told until he was more comfortable. 

“So....where do we start with making it, I don’t think I’ve ever seen it made from scratch and baked to the finish.” He replied calmly. allowing his elbows to rest onto the counter calmly. 

[deceiving-facade]

{ Very happy belated birthday, Lacey! }

Happy birthday, Cherry! I hope this year was the best yet.

Love,

Starla.

She smiles softly at the pictures, she remembered that night. It was fun and the air felt nice and not ridiculously hot like it had been lately. and getting to watch the fireworks with her Constellation made it even better. She was definitely keeping things and thanking her for the present when she got home. 

[deceiving-facade]

Something Entirely New

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath‌: 

Starla, truth be told, was a bit nervous about coming home. It was still unbelievable that she had offered her home to a man she didn’t know too well, of course, it was her idea but still. It was certainly oddly nonetheless. She just couldn’t stand to see him stranded by himself on the streets with no one or nowhere to go to, considering she had been in that position herself years ago and she knew what it was like. Plus, it made her furious that his brother would abandon him with nothing like that. She swore that if she ever met him, she’d give him a piece of her mind.

Now how on earth was she going to make a good impression on Vittel, though? She wanted him to feel at home and comfortable with her, but she honestly had no idea how to go about that. He seemed rather kept to himself, after all. She figured buying him a few necessities and making him a homecooked meal wouldn’t be a bad start, however. With a deep breath, she unlocked her front door and made her way to the kitchen, plastic bags hanging from her arms.

“I’m back home! And with groceries too, lucky you.” She gave him a warm smile, setting the bags on the counter. “So, I went ahead and brought you some things I thought you might need, like a toothbrush, deodorant, shaving cream, razor and other things. If you don’t like what I picked out, I can easily return it, though.” She slid one of the bags on the hard surface towards him.

“And I brought home dinner too!” She exclaimed, seemingly proud of herself. “I don’t know what dishes you like so I got like three different ones. I have the stuff to make spaghetti, a true classic.” She placed a box of noodles in front of him. “Then I also have salmon and makings for pizza since that could maybe be fun, making our own pizzas and stuff.” Now canned dough and a big raw piece of packaged fish were in front of him. She looked at him in anticipation, waiting for his choice. After all, there was no way she could have made three wrong guesses, right? He must like at least one of them.

“Welcome home.” He replied, that calm chilly exterior still present though much less chilled than it had been when the event had taken place. 

At least his patience had paid off and he hadn’t gotten into the cabinets to cook things. Otherwise her trip to the grocery would have been a wasted effort. Glancing through the supplies in the bag that she’d slid over to him, he raised a brow at the shaving cream. Not that he really needed it. But he supposed if he ever gained the testosterone levels to grow facial hair it would be needed. 

“Thank you.” He gave a grateful nod of his head, tying off the bag for now and putting it out of his way to be put away later. Now listening to the options of dinner. He couldn’t help the small bit of amusement that her efforts produced. 

All seemed like pretty good options, though she did seem a touch more interested in the making of...’pizza’. and you really couldn’t go wrong there could you? At least not with his experience of ordering it while his brother partied and carried on. 

“Pizza sounds like it wouldn’t be too hard, so long as we follow the instructions and work on it together.” He offered up a half smile. “I’ll just go put this bag up, wash my hands and we can get started.” 

“That is....unless you had a preference of your own? It did sound like the Pizza was a bit more intriguing to you though, unless I read you wrong.” He had a habit of doing that, Vittel wasn’t what you would call a ‘people’ person. 

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath‌: 

Very slowly but surely her breathing had become calmer and calmer as she listened to her beloved’s words. Having all her emotions and feelings spill out like that all at once left her feeling mentally exhausted, her mind was now left a blank which was certainly a huge contrast to the millions of thoughts that were racing her head before. She could hear the genuine pain and guilt in Lacey’s voice and it caused an ache in Starla’s heart. Yes, she was hurt but nonetheless, she loved Lacey despite everything. There was still that drive in Starla where she wanted to see her happy, especially because she felt it was her fault for having an outburst like she did.

“I’m sorry,” She sniveled, her voice frail and weak. A vulnerable side of herself that she would only ever willingly show around Lacey. “I shouldn’t have yelled. I-I’ve just been upset for so long that… E-Everything just kinda came out.” She knew very well right now that she was not mentally sound at all, a fact she very much hated due to the shame that it brought. She wanted to be strong but again and again, she would fail and instead end up feeling like she was crazy.

Tentatively, she sat up from her seat on the couch and with careful steps, she went to stand in front of Lacey. She looked down at her for a moment, studying her frame and how that made her feel. Keeping her slow pace, she got down on her knees and wrapped her arms around the legs of her lover, nuzzling into her skin. “Please don’t ever leave me again, Cherry…” Starla whispered as she nearly choked on her own tears.

She shook her head softly. “No, No. It’s okay. Don’t hesitate to let all of it out, I deserve it.” she swallowed trying to keep herself from choking up, all that guilt that she’d been harboring, the anger at herself and what she used to be...had been floating under deep waves for so long.  

She didn't want to be any of that anymore, the only thing she wanted to hold onto was Starla. and to repair the damage she’d done. try to make something out of herself. 

She tensed for a moment when she felt her studying eyes, was she no longer enough for her constellation? the thought had floated through for only a moment before she felt her gentle touch and those pleading words had finally broken the angel, the tears flowing freely down her cheeks. 

Reaching cautiously and allowing her fingers to run through those curled dark locks again, Just as soft as she remembered. stroking the top of her head in a lovingly soothing manner, she used her free hand to wipe the tears from her eyes. 

“Never again my star. Everything that I am, my soul, heart and body will always belong to you.” 

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

A Tearful Reunion

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

Seika was smiling softly as she took gentle hold of Lacey’s hand. Then with a deep breath began to lead the other to her home. Home…she was bringing thelove of her life back home something she could never bring herself to believe could ever happen again. Though she never been happier to have been wrong.

[deceiving-facade]

She let her fingers intertwine with her beloved’s with a pleasant smile on her face, the relief and fear that had been boiling up in her had been washed away completely for the time being. simply enjoying the closeness of her. allowing herself to be lead along, scarlet locks bouncing gently as she moved. 

“So....how has your sister been?” she asked, though she knew that Seika hadn’t been fairing well she could at least ask about Meika. perhaps to get a feel of what she could expect when they did arrive to their destination. 

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath‌: 

She kept her head in her hands, the sound of short breathes and sniffling escaping from her as she listened to the angel as intently as she was able to with thoughts spinning rapidly within her head. The more and more words that spoke from Lacey’s lips, Starla felt herself slowly returning to a calmer state of mind. Whether it was because she found the woman’s voice to be a bittersweet source of comfort or that it was simply through the passing of time, Starla wasn’t quite sure. Upon hearing the use of Levi’s… Lacey’s pet name for her, Starla’s body tensed up in response to it. Hearing that made everything seem even more real, and that this was truly Levi when she had no idea how to feel or react to the change.

She listened to the story in its entirety and finally uncovered her face as her tears had dried for now. However, she continued to be silent as Vittel stated his opinion on the matter. Yes, she thought that he was being a bit harsh but… She didn’t disagree with anything he said and didn’t stop him because of it. Although it was very brief, when the mansion was changed to its original state, her puffy red eyes lit up from the bittersweet memories flooding back to her. Now with his arm around her shoulders, she squeezed his forearm lightly and weakly whispered, “Thank you…”

She followed them into the living room and sat down near Vittel as he was who she felt most comfortable being around right now. She was quiet for a few moments, feeling a heavy weight upon her shoulders to think of what to say as she assumed they were all waiting to hear her thoughts since she had barely spoken at all. “I…” She closed her mouth almost as soon as she opened it, now biting her lower lip out of tension. She glanced at Lacey but quickly switched her eyes to the floor. “I guess I just really wanna know why… W-Why you didn’t tell me anything.” At this point, her body was so tense that she was shaking slightly.

“I thought we were supposed to work things out together and you left without telling me anything, one day you were just gone after you erased Genji and Wyatt’s memories of you. I assumed you just abandoned us, what else was I supposed to think? I mean I know I left once for a few weeks before we started dating, but you’ve been gone for months. This isn’t the first time you’ve kept something hidden from me too.” The more she spoke, the more that her already damaged composure was slipping away from her and her hidden rage was bubbling to the surface. “I thought you were gone for good, I didn’t think you were ever coming back. Do you know how that felt?” She gripped the fabric of her dress, the shaking now intensifying as her face twisted into a grimace. She was coming apart rapidly at the seams. Flashbacks from the past few months were all playing in her mind at once and it made her sick. She remembered the nights she drank and drank until she passed out cold with thoughts of disappearing, the days she shoved all her friends away when she couldn’t keep herself together and pretend she was fine, the times she used her own claws to draw blood from her pale skin just so she could of anything else than what was in her head, and the hellish afternoon when her and Daisuke yelled at one another until they were both red in the face. Her boss Richard even forced her to be on vacation because she was too unstable to do her job properly.

She should have been better than that, she thought was that she was… But with Levi gone, it was almost as if all the healing she had worked so hard for disappeared without a trace. Nothing had changed, and she was back to where she started, if not worse. She knew Lacey was in no way responsible for her partner’s mental health but Starla still couldn’t stop herself from blaming her to an extent.  “I did so much horrible shit that I’m disappointed of… All because I couldn’t handle losing anyone else important because I’ve been through that too many fucking times already.” With her gaze fixed firmly on the ground, watching her now flowing tears fall against the hard surface. “I’m sick of you keeping things from me! I know I don’t tell you everything either but when it’s important shit like this, you can’t keep me in the dark!”

“Because you would have stopped me.” She replied quietly under her breath but loud enough to hear. “It probably would have been better if I had told you and you would have kept me from being so stupid. it’s not like a succeeded in what I sought out to do in the first place. I thought I was doing the right thing, keeping you out of what I was doing. you would have possibly gotten involved....and I could have lost you. I thought I was protecting you by keeping you in the dark.” 

She gripped onto her knees a bit, shoulders shaking. “And By thinking that I was protecting you....I ended up hurting you. and I wouldn’t blame you for not forgiving me....or even wanting anything more to do with me.” she replied quietly.

“I can’t explain proper reasoning to my actions because there wasn’t any....I wasn’t thinking right or even at all about how it would affect everything if I failed.” 

She fidgeted for a moment. “However....If you can forgive me, I promise no more secrets, anything I do I’ll run by you first. I’ll fill you in. No decision will be made without you.” 

Seeing them both upset was something that bothered him, but it was also something was important. they needed to discuss things, get it all out into the air and although he wasn’t sure about the outcome at the moment......there was always a silver lining that happened with them. 

They always seemed to fit together in a weird but almost perfect way, a special brand of fucked up but at the very least they were fucked up together. 

Though he wasn’t sure where he fit in this situation, really he didn’t feel like he had too much to even hold against his sister. sure leaving him homeless had been an asshole move, but he’d gathered support and managed to survive just fine while he was on his own. 

Though that was only because of the kindness of Starla, but he’d managed and he was used to having an odd distant relationship with his sibling and although he did care....he was still adjusting to that feeling. 

[deceiving-facade]

Something Entirely New

@romanticpsychopath

When she’d invited him to stay at her place during this time he had been admittedly scared. Having the house disappear on him out of nowhere and his brother along with it.....Had been devastating. But of course he refused to admit that. After all the things that his brother had done to him, He learned overtime that he shouldn’t allow those feelings to surface.

But standing in this luxury looking living room with nothing but the clothes on his back, felt weird. It wasn’t like the manor at all, for some reason it felt much nicer, it was smaller. More...comforting in a way.

He fiddled with the sleeve of his sweater some, staying with his brothers friend..was odd, especially given who it was. Starla was...a nice girl, in her own ways but it was odd being in the presence of people who were kind.

She knew him but not all that well and that’s how he preferred to keep things but..she’d still willingly offered her home to him to stay during this rather frustrating time.

Offering a large plate of kindness that he had not expected.

For now he placed himself at one of the tall chairs at the kitchen counter, somewhat slouched over the counter top, he wasn’t really sure what to do with himself here.

He didn’t have a job, He didn’t have clothes except for this one outfit, and no home.

What a great way to live.

He’d already walked the entirety of the apartment, found out where her bedroom was and the guest bedroom...well for now his bedroom. Though he still had to wait for her to come home.

Maybe...he should make dinner while he waited? Or maybe dessert in case she came home with something? No, he should just wait.

But the silent ticking was almost maddening.

If he just waited a little longer....he was sure she’d be back to provide company, something other than the irritating thoughts buzzing around his head.

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

A Tearful Reunion

[vengefuldaughterandsister]

Seika let out a heart felt chuckle. “ You are still as corny as ever. ” She pulled back a bit to take in the features of her beloved face. She was silent for a few seconds before she finally spoke once more. “ Come with me to heaven. There is a certain baby boy I think will be over the moon to see you. ”

[deceiving-facade]

“Of course, just because I’m different in one way doesn’t mean I’m a completely different person.” She remarked with a soft chuckle. Twirling a lock of her red hair around her finger, tilting her head to the side for a moment while she was being looked over, before freezing for a moment.

The baby....She hadn’t seen him in so long....would he even remember her? Probably not.

But it would be nice...to see him again, hold him again.

“Alright, let’s go.”

[deceiving-facade]

romanticpsychopath:

“I understand, I still struggle with it too and it’s been years for me. It takes time for these things, don’t beat yourself up for not healing in a day.” She spoke softly and reached out to touch his shoulder but ended up pulling it back instead. This was all very new for him, she didn’t want to scare him off and make him too uncomfortable by overwhelming him with affection. She decided not to continue the conversation as she felt enough had been said and that she didn’t want to pressure him to open up more than he had.

She kept her hand in his loosely as they walked into the mansion and she let her eyes wander around the room. She remembered that Levi went to a great deal to make sure his childhood home was in perfect shape so seeing it as a ghost of its former self… She couldn’t help but find it heartbreaking, especially because it used to be her home too. She had made many memories here and she hated that this house no longer resembled them, that it was nothing more than a reminder of what used to be. She felt tears brim in her eyes and looked away from Vittel, unintentionally making her grip on his hand tighter. She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand.

Having been distracted, she didn’t notice the oncoming attack like she normally would. She froze in her spot when Vittel had stated stranger that tried to attack them was Levi. She stared at the two of them as they interacted, watching with wide eyes and her mouth agape. As the woman got on her knees, Starla studied her form, particularly her face. She resembled Levi with similar facial structure, eye, hair and skin color, even her presence felt familiar, but was it really him?

Before she knew it, her eyes were brimming once again and this time, much heavier than it previously had. She covered her face with her hands to hide the tears rolling down her cheeks. Along with this being the first time she had seen Levi in months, she also had to handle the sudden news that he was a woman now and that their former home together was in ruins. To say the least, Starla felt overwhelmed. “T-This is too much.” She spoke with a choked voice, “Please just explain from the beginning…”

“I wanted to be better than I was before....I knew that The Rashad situation wasn’t getting any better. and what he did to Vittel. and with the thought of us starting a family someday.....I didn’t want him to go after our child either. If that was even more of a possibility. I wasn’t thinking clearly at the time....So I went to strike a deal with him. To do whatever he wanted if he left us alone but before the deal was going to be struck I was going to do what I could to get rid of him. Cassius helped me make something that was supposed to be strong enough to kill him......everything would have been solved.” She gripped onto her pants as she continued that seemed much more baggy on her then they should have. being held to her frame by a belt.

“But I fucked up Constellation....I was too quick on the draw and he got the upper hand. I fought back, even tried to escape but.....unfortunately the only thing that did escape was my soul and my body was left behind. Though there’s nothing left of it now.” She took a moment to collect herself again before continuing to speak. “Aviner.....sent a man named Grim to collect my soul and bring it to him. Where I stayed there for awhile, during the time where they tried to fix my body but they couldn’t.”

“So I was given a choice. To come back and start over, anyway that I wanted. and.....I wanted to change. Like I said before....I wanted to be better. I wasn’t really sure of how to do that though. But Grim had some ideas. To start over like this, an angel named Lacey, who could pick up from where Levi left off.”

“So essentially you’re even more fucking stupid than I give you credit for.” He replied coldly moving further into the manor. a laugh escaping him. “You honestly thought you could kill the devil? Unfortunately if you do that the balance will get fucked over and then Aviner would have killed your ass and sent you to purgatory to rot. He might be a piece of shit but Aviner still cares about him. Why do think the fucker is still alive?”

He shook his head glancing around the manor. “You even managed to let this place go to shit. Honestly.....I thought you would have brought it back in better condition than this. Being blessed and all that stupid crap.`”

He sighed and snapped his fingers a golden wave leaving his fingers and from his feet, washing over the manor and as it spread the manor seemed to restore itself to it’s former glory.

“I have no intention of living in a shit hole. Besides, the old view upset Star....She was much happier when it was like this.” He mumbled under his breath, now putting his hands into his pockets, seeming to over all ignore Lacey’s presence for the time being after he’d spoken harshly. Stepping beside Starla now.

“You made us lose our home, it’s only fitting that I restore it.” Now Throwing his arm gently over Starla’s shoulders in an attempt of a comforting manner. “Why don’t we sit instead of just standing around waiting for a monster to jump out of the closet hm?”