december

I can't believe I'm back on this hellsite.

[december-earlyjanuary]

what about the body? what's all over you?

i'm not fucking answering this.

[december-earlyjanuary]

sorry. i'm answering here. there's too many notifications at once. i'm sorry

i don' t know how i got here. i'm in.. woods. somewhere, i don't know where at all. there's.. stuff all around me, pieces and i'm fucking covered in it and everything hurts

there's a girl here. was a girl. i can't look at her. i can't. she's

i think this is her phone. it was a couple feet away from her and i thought i could call th epolice but nothingg is going through. only a f ew apps will even open. she didn't have a password set, it's a fuckign. android with a swipe to open. i don't know what happened to her but i saw all the asks and i'm so sorry. i'm so so sorry. she was so loved.

i dont know where i am and i can't remember how i got here. the last thing i remember i was in bed watching a fucking movie for christ's sake.

my name is ross. i'm scare d i might have done this. it's all over me, she's all over me i am so scared

[december-earlyjanuary]

who are you? december? is that you?

there's so m any asks. holy shit. hold on, i'm trying to get to all of you. no, i'm not december. i'm trying to catch my bearings right now but i;ll try to get to all of you

[december-earlyjanuary]

im sorry. there was nothing else i could do. i hope you found your peace, Steph.

steph?? december??? is that the girl?? was this hers?

[softest-rabbit]

who the hell are you?

[december-earlyjanuary]

i don't know what's happening. i do n't know who this is. what the fuck is going on??

[december-earlyjanuary]

im sorry. there was nothing else i could do. i hope you found your peace, Steph.

steph?? december??? is that the girl?? was this hers?

[december-earlyjanuary]

Rest easy December, I'm sorry we couldn't save you.

-Gerry

what is hhaappening. who was this.

[december-earlyjanuary]

ffuck .

[december-earlyjanuary]

what about specifically? or is it just a general vibe?

General vibe, and the upcoming Trial.

[december-earlyjanuary]

Heyyyy girrrrl!!! You feelin alright after today? If so play ponytown with you if i could —👁️🐺

Tomorrow, maybe. Once I'm not on the road. I'm feeling... something, for sure. Lots spinning around in my head.

[december-earlyjanuary]

ha, indeed. if you’re in the mood for non-hostile asks: do you have any favorite authors or poets you find inspiration from?

Anne Rice and Dazai Osamu.

[december-earlyjanuary]

not too chatty today for anyone, it seems. hope the shitty asks are easing up for you, even for now

I guess they are. Maybe the threat of being read to filth scared them off.

[softest-rabbit]

Is that truly what you want? Dogs eat insects just as fast as they do rabbits. - 🫀

quiet, please. you dont know understand like i do, and it shows.

[alleesaur]

all doors here lead to decay

[december-earlyjanuary]

Feeling fucking fantastic.

[december-earlyjanuary]

You say "Too late to start," with your heart in a headlock. I know you're better than this.

[socpens]

yo wtf life is actually beautiful and i feeel connection its terrifying

[december-earlyjanuary]

Put a show on for us when your time comes to die, won't you, Damsel? -🫀

You aren't the star you think you are, do you realize that? I've been watching you all the same, seeing you harass the others. It's pathetic. You're weak; you lack the drive to conjure up anything more insulting than continuous reminders of our mortality, of which we are already plainly aware. We all die, anon. No matter how much edge you display, how much venom you put into your words, you will never have as strong an impact as you wish you did. You are not Him, anon. Get over yourself.