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I have begged and pleaded, For someone like you as mine. Why, only when I gave up hope Did our paths intertwine?

See how it was needed? Finally I can prove, Hiding away what I craved, My fate is always cruel.

It's been a long time since, I watched you move on alone. It prompted me to think, I had you whe I should.

When I knew to cherish it all, Unfair if any earlier. But please, let it align again. Another time to remember.

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You pluck petals off of daisies, Hoping your love is requited. It's strange how each query hurts me, A sharp pain for each petal plucked.

Eventually it'll dawn on me, I wished to occupy your head. My envy is clear and ugly, Please could you look at me instead?

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Even now, through shadows In the darkness of our room. Your hair across pillows. Black spills of swirling ink. The stains left behind, Will change the way I think.

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I will never decide, Whether it's a blessing or a curse. To mourn something whilst it's fading, Before it's truly gone.

Does awareness of time flying Force me to cherish what is left? It's a bittersweet feeling, A drawn-out, painful death.

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If your easy smile Stops me dead, steals my breath. I fear your laugh will be Hazardous to my health.

Come back to me, you implore. How could I ever refuse? I would always follow you. Past the point of feeling, No discernible reason. Sirens must envy your voice.

They told me love would be quiet. And whilst you, my darling, are. Nothing else in our life is so. No need to be far apart, Our actions broadcast affection Friends quip, 'Our sleeves bear our hearts'.

You've always kept me moored, And should you drift from me. All the places I've gone, All the places I'll see. Pale in comparison To days you spend with me

Maybe I stopped smiling, When I looked around. Finally realising, No one cared if I did.

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All I want is to see you happy. But it would by so much better, If you were happier with me.

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I lost my sense of purpose. Just stumbling through life, The end, bleak and pointless. But at last, I see my wife.

If time was running out, Our days just flying by. Would you do me a favour, And spend them by my side?

I saw the sun shine down, Only to illuminate you. I began to realise, I'd love you as the moon.

And if there comes a point, Where I'm no longer Able to recognise you. I hope that death would be Much more merciful.

I have never known peace, Till you rested Your head on my shoulder To fall asleep.

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In my eyes, every song Is rewritten To be about you.

You'll find me on a stormy night, With you and a drink by my side. Watching the lightning's jagged plight. It's a picturesque view of life.

I steal glances by lamplight, Drawn to your softened features. I fear my gaze may have lingered, As you turn to meet my eyes.

Reaching, you catch me by surprise. To press kisses down my jaw. Wine dark stains, remnants of your vice. Your whispers leave me wanting more.

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