You only live once

Declan Foley || Eighteen I've earnt myself quite a reputation, but since I'm currently engaged, so I'd like to say a big fuck you to every single one of you people that assume shit about me. I am assuming you know who I am if you're on this page right now. Really I'm just a simple guy that likes to hang out with the one's he cares about.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: I know. It also doesn’t help that I’m like, insanely happy and he’s still miserable. Though I’m sure he’ll move on soon. Not that it’s any of my business I just want him to feel the kind of happiness I feel when I’m with you.

Cassie: It’s because my parents are stricter than yours. But you’ve got my to look out for you now! Or you have had me for awhile now.

Declan: You're very selfless, you know that?

Declan: It's because your parents actually give a shit.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: Because when I look back on my relationship with Ryan it's just, me pretending like I didn't love you. Ryan didn't deserve that. I still feel guilty.

Cassie: And to eat when we want to eat, eat what we want!

Declan: You didn't do it on purpose, babe. Sometimes you think you're past things that you're not. It's not like you intentionally hurt him or something, you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. You stopped it, that's the important part, and you were honest with him. That's the best you can do.

Declan: I don't know about you, but I do not have those restrictions. I basically live alone already. Been looking out for myself for years.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: No, not really. I feel awkward, but I think that's more me than anything.

Cassie: It'll just be nice to have our own space. Not worry about parents hearing us and stuff.

Declan: Why do you feel awkward?

Declan: True. It’ll be really cool to be able to do whatever we want, whenever we want.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: They're probably glad it won't be as awkward around the house anymore. :p

Cassie: Who knows. I've given up trying anything with Ryan, honestly. He was never gonna be happy cause it's with you.

Declan: Maybe. It's not THAT bad is it?

Declan: That's fair enough. Only so much one can handle before having to just give up.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: I told them yesterday, they were happy for me. Ryan just rolled his eyes, but I expected that.

Declan: At least your parents are more supportive than mine. Ugh. Why can't he just be happy for you, just one time? Shouldn't he be thankful that we won't be under his nose anymore?

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: Okay baby. Whatever you want.

Declan: That's what I want.

Declan: Have you spoken to your parents about moving out yet?

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: We don't have to get drunk. And I'm all yours.

Declan: I don't really feel like drinking then. Just a night with you is all I need.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: Do you want any snacks? Beer?

Declan: I dont wanna get drunk or anything. I just want you.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: Definitely yes. We can have a movie night too and you’ll stay.

Declan: Thanks, babe. I need it.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: I wanna see you tonight. I wanna see you every single night. And day.

Declan: So yes to coming to look at places? I just want to get away from this shit hole.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: We could go this weekend?

Declan: I meant you show me photos so I could see you tonight. But yeah. We can definitely look at places on the weekend.

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TEXT: ISABELLE ✉️ DECLAN

Isabelle: So mean to me. :’(

Isabelle: I’ll just be in my room, crying.

Declan: Aw come on, you know I was joking.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: I know so.

Cassie: I’ve got a few in mind. I can send them to you.

Declan: Okay.

Declan: I could come around and look at them with you?

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: It's not your fault. At all.

Cassie: Nope. Only you.

Declan: If you say so.

Declan: I don’t believe that, but okay.

Declan: Have you looked at places yet?

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: Because she can't blame him. Or herself it seems.

Cassie: You're the least selfish person I know.

Declan: So it’s my fault.

Declan: I’m sure there are people way less selfish than me that you know.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie. It won’t change anything.

Cassie: None of this is your fault, babe.

Cassie: It's just frustrating. How many times have you had your ass beaten so she didn't? Yet she thinks you're SELFISH?

Declan: Then why am I always the one that cops the blame?

Declan: I don’t know, lost count. Yeah, apparently.

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TEXT: CASSIE ✉️ DECLAN

Cassie: ....good point. Very good point.

Cassie: It's not your fault.

Cassie: How dare she. Okay now I'm mad at her.

Declan: Feels like it’s my fault.

Declan: There’s no point getting mad, Cassie. It won’t change anything.