Dee

#watdatmean

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hi

im a chud

[deeoxyribose]

hi

so my mom's a hoarder

not floor to ceiling bad but like, every surface is covered bad

and the landlord is coming to inspect our house

(which first of all is we basically live at my grandparents so we just hoarded that house and pay to keep it like a storage unit)

but the downstairs has been clean

the upstairs was bad

we filled up like 20 trashbags with shit and its still not clean

I love my mom but i hate her sometimes for raising me like this

cause as i was cleaning, i was picking stuff up and having her mindset about keeping it

its whatever i guess though

[deeoxyribose]

i need a man like mark hoffman

needed it yesterday im not even gonna lie

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put my retainers in for the f1rst time in months

this is hell oh my god

i wanna scream and cry

cut like an inch of skin off my foot shaving in the shower too

hell is sunday june 14th 2026

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I've spent like 2 days on tumblr and i think a lot of you just wanna fuck leonard cohen ngl

even the people that dont know leonard cohen

[cherryst4rg1rl]

Oh to be a girl in the 80s waiting for her boyfriend to climb through her window is my dream

[fawnangel09]

can't believe men pay for nudes when they could look in the mirror and see a pussy for free

[pxrettysun]

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PUHLEASE

[peligrosapopagain]

Javier Bardem forever

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lowkey get jelly when i see yaoi cause im not a gay man but its whatever i guess

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got clipped in the school yearbook blowing bubbles

major freaking aura loss!!

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need more anton chigurh medplay fics on ao3

[writingdose]

“I want to write a fic about this but I don’t think anybody will be interested in it” ummm hello excuse me ma’am what do you mean you don’t think anybody will be interested in it??? YOU. YOU ARE INTERESTED IN IT???? write it because YOU are interested in it and YOU want to write about it. fanfic writing should always be first and foremost about YOUR enjoyment, not other people’s.

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Got the Kid by Sapphire

(Sequel to Push/Precious)

at the library today and read a bit outside. I only got to page 18 1/2 before it got too dark,

but its already very sad.

(spoilers i guess so don't read the rest of this post)

Abdul saying he wanted to live with his father breaks my heart. Can't wait to read more and see if he knows that his father is also his grandfather

Will update

Bisou bisou

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feel free 2 give advice on how to make it better

[deeoxyribose]

I spent a lot of the day with my dad and grandma

I felt very frustrated, but I didn't lash out so at least those 50 million years of therapy helped.

I did not have my earbuds with me either, so i didnt even have music

I will be overjoyed when i can live at my mom's (or my own house) full time

No more forced time with dad or paternal grandma

Just time to Dee

I will have a bed like at my mom's house

I dont have a bed at my dad's

Just a couch in the basement