★BE A BOSS

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★BE A BOSS: OBJECTIVE COMPLETED

General Content Warning for: Violence, blood, guns, knives, smoking, drugs, alcohol, wounds, fire, possible body horror, etc.

Just another kin bastard out here. Don't mind me.

fyi for u 3edgy5me kids - Im an adult. fuckin. stay in ur lane and be safe bc ur only a kid once. dont make my mistakes. seriously.

➥ Myth / Wraith ➥ Some kin names work (namely Zeitgeist or Infinity) ➥ it/its or he/his ➥ 1997. so. adult. ➥ Got a memory span like a goldfish on a bad drug trip ➥ just a fuckin weird bastard tbh

blog tags + list under the cut of who/what I was lol

〙Blog Tags

#Shit I Sent In Yo - #DeepDarkConsumption.txt

#Aes - #Art of me - #Decor - #Fashion - #Food - #Haunts - #Info - #Kinfession - #Positivity - #Self Care - #Shit to buy - #Shitposting - #Stim - #Stimboard - #vid

〙My Theriotypes + Otherkin (alphabetical)

➥ Black-Billed Magpie - #magpie

Having multiple 'types that had wings is a pain bc getting the feeling of astral wings doesn't HELP especially when 3 of the 4 were all feathered wings. heck-

➥ Deep Sea Monster - #dsm

A bio-luminescent catfish-gator-serpent creature. (Best way I can describe my appearance lol.) Very large/long. Rarely came up to or near the surface. If I did, it was at night and usually to sink any passing ships or submarines. I lurked in caves deep underwater and hoarded stuff from sunken ships and subs.

➥ Demon - #idt

Super unconventional demon here. Like not in the hellfire and brimstone sense - like the inter-dimensional traveler who liked fucking shit up and messing with others, to the point where it often resulted in disaster and death.

➥ Miniature Goat - #goat

➥ Yellow Mongoose - #mongoose

I do feel a strong connection to any mongoose, however.

➥ Void - #void

ohman how to explain- I was some kind of void-dweller. I can feel wings of some kind, nothing really like birds or bats or bugs, just wings? When I get anxious in a shift, I get a glitchy, staticy, spaced out feeling, in my body, in my brain, moreso than normal. It also feels very militaristic which doesn’t make sense like ??? maybe its b/c another kintype? Maybe not?

〙My Fictiotypes (alphabetical)

➥ Claudia Donovan - #Donovan

Warehouse 13, mostly canon compliant? I think?

Still working out if I was in an AU or not but so far, the events of the show seem fairly accurate?? IDK man memories are a bitch tbh. Should probably rewatch it again-

➥ Cut-Out - #roughnecks

Starship Troopers: Invasion, noncanon fictiotype.

Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared.

Mobile Infantry Soldier. Rico’s Roughneck’s platoon. Nick-name was Cut-Out. I remember I had screwed up somehow & getting my unit killed. I was the only one who survived. The war lasted about another decade afterwards. I was forced into training new recruits, despite my protests.

➥ Flametrooper - #Flametrooper

Star Wars sequels, noncanon/background.

Just another background flametrooper, really. All I remember is the heat of the fire, and the harsh smell of chemicals. Mostly sensory memories, nothing visual of note.

➥ Flint - #Necro

Dragonfable, noncanon fictiotype

Unsure on doubles, please ask.

I mostly used Necromancy with some Pyromancy at times. I remember a mostly dark blue and black colour scheme and I know that damn dragon was black with deep blues. Fucked if I know anything else about it.

➥ Point Blank Member - #gm

Saints Row, noncanon fictiotype.

Do NOT follow if this exact fictiotype is shared.

I didn’t really work with pimping and drug dealing, though I would escort others at times. I worked more in enforcement and similar. I wasn’t a gang boss, but I was sorta high up in the ranks. Rival gangs did not like me lol I was a vicious bastard :p

➥ Project M6, Codename: Infinity - #asset

Marvel Cinematic Universe, noncanon fictiotype.

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Originally I thought M6 was just a sona but NOPE I was wrong about a kintype oops. I absolutely did not volunteer for experiments. I was kidnapped by Hydra and they ended up experimenting on me a lot, and brainwashed to the point the only identity I had was what they gave to me. I ended up being captured by SHIELD prior to CA:TWS. This whole life was a shitshow lol

Usually at least in some form of a partial kinshift for this one. Def would say this is my strongest one. Welp.

➥ Zeitgeist - #Acid boy

Deadpool 2, mostly canon compliant?

Do NOT follow if shared

I don't recall how I died but I also don't recall much of the canon shown? So I think the outcome of X-Force was different than shown in the film. I was a bit of a jerk, and I know I didn't consider myself to be a nice person despite having a mostly chill yet chaotic vibe. I also remember smoking a lot, because it was the only thing that got the taste of that acid vomit out of my mouth.

[fictionkinfessions]

[CW for mentions of unconsented to + unethical medical procedures]

For LGBT canons; Honestly? I had... literally no idea about gender and sexuality. Don't think I was even aware that was like... a thing. At all. Hell, I didn't even go through puberty properly thanks to the bullshit experimentation Hydra pulled. Thanks for that /s

I was always referred to with "it/its" by Hydra, and for a brief time when SHIELD had captured me, they tended to use "they/them" for me because they were... baffled. To say the least. It was a weird situation no matter how you sliced it.

I feel like if I had been able to develop normally (ish), I would have probably ended up gender neutral or something. Maybe. Probably wouldn't have given a shit, I had more important things to do.

As for sexuality, the thought of romance never even crossed my mind during all that, so... honestly that'd be anyone's guess lol

In some ways, I would have liked to experience knowing that sorta stuff about myself back in that life.

On the other hand, I'm glad I get to be unabashedly weird with my gender and orientations in this life.

- DDC [noncanon Hydra asset, MCU]

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[fictionkinfessions]

honestly a little surprised how few of us marvelkins there are around on the internet considering how popular our source is -bucky

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[wizardsmisery]

[darkpagesworld]

[krodyneindustries]

[draconic-kira]

They should make hrt that gives you digitigrade legs

[decatris]

[fuzzyghost]

[deepdarkconsumption]

Man okay. Usually I just go to my ancient af vent blog if Im feeling shit but hmmm seems more,,,, idk, topical? To :V on this blog for these feels.

Anyways yapping under the cut about existential feelings/thoughts :p

Gotta weirdly existential tonight all of a sudden, probably set off bc my shower head is also a mirror? [Listen. I didn't know it was when I bought it.]

Bc like. I look in the mirror and idk who/what I see. Like its not an uncommon feeling persay, but... hmm. Usually I have at least an inkling of Self when/if I get that "???" sensation.

Tonight I didn't have like. Any idea. Idk who/what I was lookig at.

I... genuinely do not think I was meant for this world. Like I know I joke about it a lot but its never really been a joke-joke? I don't mean this in a "I want to die" way, I mean it in like. "I think I was misplaced when I ended up in this world."

Who was I supposed to be? What was I supposed to be? Where was I supposed to be? When was I supposed to be?

I wish I fuckin knew.

I think. Maybe part of the reason - could be a big part tbh - of why I long to be an asset again is bc I never had to deal with thoughts like this. [Not to mention added benefits of dont pay taxes/bills, don't need to worry about housing/rent, jobs, cooking, chores, etc...] [yeah okay there were a LOT of cons. Dont get me wrong. But tbh at this point I'd consider it a not so bad trade. The economy sucks. But thats not what this post is about.]

I look at my body and I don't see me. I see someone, but it aint me. Idfk.

Is this all brought on by Kin B.s.? Doubtful. But I think Kin B.s. plays a part to some degree or another.

I wish I knew what changes I needed to feel a little more,,, idk, me? In this world? Unfortunately the ones I can think of are far from practical to obtain, if not outright impossible for some reason or another. [Funds and/or physics and/or biology.]

Anyhoo. All this to say existence is fuckin weird, ain't it?

[fictionkinfessions]

Platonically selfshipping (is that the right word ? I've no clue.) with Jeff the Killer just because I think it's really fucking funny (I'm da Joker, baby) . xoD (clown laughing face by the way).

-#🤡🩸

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[evil-neon-lab]

XXX

[fictionkinfessions]

Man, okay. I came in here to yap about smth but forgot what it was as soon as my brain went "hey this is sorta hilarious, right? Send a kinfession while on break at work? In what is essentially your country's version of the pentagon?"

Anyways. Ppl sending kinfessions from odd locations, rise up! [/silly, lighthearted]

- DDC

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Canon song time let's gooooooo

Noncanon Hydra Asset, MCU - Gothkiller by Eisbrecher, and State of My Head by Shinedown

Zeitgeist, Deadpool 2 - Stim Sludge, by Sugs, and Broken Boy by Cage the Elephant

Noncanon Mobile Infantry Soldier, Starship Troopers - Born to be Wasted, by 009 Sound System, Soldiers by Otherwise, This is Why We Bleed by Leader

Ive got more tbh but these are The Big Ones for some more major kintypes :p

- DDC

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[deepdarkconsumption]

Gotta love impulses to s.moke w.eed or c.igarettes bc of a past life

Not doing it at lest not option 2 bc there’s so many chemicals in it lol but fu c k this sucks

[deepdarkconsumption]

Hey :))) past me :))

That resolve to not smoke cigarettes broke in end of 2022 lmao

You fool. You started working retail. What did we expect? :p

[fictionkinfessions]

canfort food: calorie mate 🤤🤤🤤 i went to japan a while back but i didn’t know i was big boss then and spotted them irl. my friend pointed them out and i was like “haha yeah cool”. there’s probably some way i can get them shipped to the US via a 3rd party platform. i’d at least like to keep the packaging to put like little thingies inside

canon trinkets: fucking hush puppy or ez gun. any of those tranq ones. when i’m actually playing mgs3, i definitely prefer using the ez gun, but i remember using the hush puppy a lot more.

canon habits: hmmm. hm hm hm. i don’t exactly have anything explicitly specified in canon, but i do have things i remember that ive carried over. one of these things is using my teeth to rake out the grime under my nails. it’s like biting them, but without ripples them off. much better alternative.

-big boss 🐍🦷

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[crazysodomite]

Obsessed with this. Jumpings