Sometimes I wonder if undertale/deltarune kin homesickness is sort of like being a goner. If somewhere, there's a version of my world that doesn't have me in it, because I ended up here in this world instead. And maybe every now and then, my friends see my shape in greyscale at the corner of their eye, but they don't recognize me, and when they turn to look at me fully I disappear like I was only a trick of the light. Maybe the story does go on without me.
Does anyone else hate it when they are mischaracterized? Like, im a Tenna fictionkin. And I hate when people defend all of my actions! I did bad things! You can't excuse that! But you also gotta realise that I did have reasoning for it, but those reasons aren't excuses! Also, when people say I was rude to my partner when we were together, or that I would hate him now, its so annoying! I didn't hate him! (I also find him even hotter now but thats a discussion for another time)
Hello memelancers if youre still out there! I love you all very very much!! Im doing better now, and I've grown up a little but your little brother loves you all. -Theta 🎇🎆✨️
Hey there, Theta. Snagging this one from Mod Simmons and giving it a more personal answer since, well, I'm one of the Memelancers. Going to put it under a cut though, since it is a personal reply from canonmate to canonmate.
-Mod Siris
I'm really glad to hear you're doing better, and that you haven't forgotten all of us!
It's really nice to know you're still out there and doing well! I can't speak for anyone but myself, but I love you too and I'm really happy to know you're doing better and still think of us sometimes. You were the best out of all of us, and the brightest and most wonderful part of the Memelancers. I'm not exaggerating. You were my first friend in the RVBkin community and the RVB fandom as a whole, and I still have all of your art saved. I know everyone in Memelancer loved talking to you, and were sad to see you leave the chat when you had to, but we all wanted you to do what was best for your health and take care of yourself. I'm truly glad that it seemed to work. 💙
I'm sorry to say that the Memelancers pretty much all fell out of contact years ago, so I apologize if this is the only reply you get to this. :( It's nothing you caused by leaving. There was a fight, and those of us that remained after it just kind of drifted apart. Heh, kind of the same way it went back in the Project. Fate's pretty unkind like that.
I do hope at least one of the others replies to this, even if it's an anon ask or a comment left by a throwaway account or something, but I think there's a lot of twofold painful memories related to Memelancer and RVB as a whole for all of us, so it's possible this is the only reply you'll get. I'm really, truly sorry if that's the case. You deserve better, little brother.
If any of the other Memelancers do reply, and reply via an ask, I'll leave it to Simmons to post, so none of us have to worry about interacting with each other even indirectly.
rewatching double life and remembering how horrifying wardens really were, why are my most vivid memories so terrifying!!! (also hi mods ive missed you!!!)
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wardens are absolutely terrifying & it doesn’t help that breathing in sculk is bad for you lmao
anyone else find that the epilogues and beyond canon are just.. really weird..? i mean i think theyr emeant to be not canon fully but like... i didnt do that shit??? fym?? its weird
