i wanna be skinny

she/her || 16 5’51“ relapsed after recovery new sw: 53 kg, cw: 50 kg gw1: back to 45 kg ,gw: under 42 kg

[daintywhiteroses]

since you guys seemed to like it last time i posted memes on this account :)

[delph1e]

"fuck my eating disorder" i say, as i binge on everything in the kitchen as if that isn’t. a part of. my disorder

[deepdownandbroken]

a never ending binge restriction circle i’m to dumb to purge

[gxrlcrxmb]

[sadfatbicth]

First time posting a picture of my body

Haven’t eat all day because I binged last night

I don’t exactly know my cw, something between 130 and 125lbs

[deepdownandbroken]

the thing that’s keeps me alive is that i have to be skinny before

[traumatizied-deactivated2021041]

i don’t know what to do to stop the binges anymore because no matter what i do, i’m a fucking pig. no matter if i do low, med or high restriction. no matter if i exercise or not, or if i drink water or not.

let’s be honest, i’ll always be this pathetic fat piece of shit every time i look in the mirror.

[deepdownandbroken]

right

[xpatttsx]

[deepdownandbroken]

i binged so much this week and feel so guilty and disgusting

[fear-lives-to-spite]

I think it's about time I disappear. I'm tired of living in the shadow of everyone else and not having someone to care for me. I just don't deserve to be here anymore.

[imskippingdinner]

i wanna commit suicide but i wanna be skinny first.

[traumatizied-deactivated2021041]

let’s see if high restriction can kick me out of this fucking binge cycle. if i fail then it’s just me and my pathetic excuses. i need to be more determined and lose this fucking weight once and for all. in 3 months it will be the anniversary of when i unfortunately decided to recover and ruined my metabolism, so i have to fix this now. i don’t want to get to that month weighing the same.

[deepdownandbroken]

i hope

[deepdownandbroken]

a dream

[makemeskinny13-deactivated20210]

One side of my brain wanna binge, the other side tells me not to. Love this life

[amiskinnyyet1]

Why do I look like this picture

[wallflovver]

give me thighs that don’t touch.

give me collarbones that stand out.

hip bones that you can see.

thin, dainty wrists.

a defined jawline.

please make me skinny.

just let me be skinny.

[deepdownandbroken]

All i want

[deepdownandbroken]

[deepdownandbroken]

[deepdownandbroken]

a stomach and body i would d!e for

[deepdownandbroken]

the wonderful perfection