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I post way too much about how I'm feeling on this app, and I'm sure no one really cares; but I just can't handle anything anymore. My sadness turns to anger and my anger leads to people leaving me. everyone has left me. I have no one and all I need is someone. I need a person who I can message at 3 am and they will be guaranteed to help me. I have so many things wrong with me that all I need is someone I can rely on to not leave me like everyone else did. I don't have anyone, I need someone :(

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I’m dead Q:what’s song?

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I'm honestly so surprised that I'm not dead yet considering all the crap I go through every day. I'm not a rude person. I'm not a bad person. I never have been and I never will be. I've had my times where I wasn't the most moral person I could be, but I've learned from those mistakes, and I really am trying. the way people treat me is fucking pathetic. I don't do anything to deserve the way I get treated. I need a better life. This constant battle with myself has become too much. I'm slowly giving up every day and no one fucking cares. no one ever cares. After all, I'm "such a bad person" and "I always make mistakes" absolutely pathetic that I would rather die than live one more second in the life with all these cruel people. x

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it's late and I'm sad. I'm not really sure what I'm sad about, but I'm really hurting right now. I can feel my heart inside my chest shattering. I can feel my head aching from all the tears. I can physically and emotionally feel myself falling apart, but yet, I don't know why I'm sad. I have a few pretty good reasons to be happy, but they aren't enough. I know that sounds selfish, but I'm just so drained. I'm so blank. I'm so tired. tired of life, tired of feeling like I'm not ever good enough, tired of feeling like there isn't a point for anything anymore. this feeling always comes around every few weeks; where I just feel empty. I have so many weak spots. I wish I had someone to fill them. there isn't anything I want more right now then to feel happy. I just can't feel happy anymore. I try, God, I try so fucking hard every day to keep myself, and everyone around me happy. but sometimes I forget to keep myself happy and just end up feeling alone and sad. This feeling hurts. it's like being forced to swallow a piece of glass an being expected to smile as it cuts through you from the inside. this is what depression feels like. it eats away at your insides until you just can't take it anymore. this feeling is the reason your cuts bleed and your eyes tear. my head is pounding. I'm all alone. I have to go. living just isn't for everyone; feelings just aren't for everyone.

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cuddle me please☁️🌙 {a playlist for those nights}

bring me the night//sam tsui ft. kina gr kiss me slowly//parachute beside you//5 seconds of summer 18//one direction starry eyed//you me at six iris//sleeping with sirens can’t help falling in love//twenty one pilots if these sheets were the states//all time low a daydream away//all time low blue lips//regina spektor you found me//the fray tenerife sea//ed sheeran somewhere only we know//keane goodnight moon//go radio i will follow you into the dark//death cab for cutie all my heart//sleeping with sirens sweater weather (acoustic)//the neighbourhood drop in the ocean//shawn mendes six feet under the stars (acoustic)//all time low scene two - roger rabbit//sleeping with sirens oh, calamity!//all time low all about us//we is he ft. owl city fireflies//owl city you’re beautiful//james blunt fix you (acoustic)//coldplay latch//kodaline all of the stars//ed sheeran