jayden

everyone’s a star!

[deerantlrs]

INTRO -

* my names val or jayden, I’m a minor, and I’m bisexual and aroace. uhh I’m mostly just gonna use this blog to yap about stuff I’m interested in, which I’ll put a list down below!

BANDS / MUSIC - palaye royale, fall out boy, my chemical romance, panic at the disco, piece the veil, waterparks, ethel cain, sleeping with sirens, cobra starship, the academy is.., phoebe bridgers, adrianne lenker, penelope scott, mccaferty, CARR, twenty one pilots, chappell roan, mindless self indulgence (i do not support them.), and a few more! my main music fixation right now is 5 seconds of summer.

MOVIES / TELEVISION - yellowjackets, whiplash, I saw the tv glow, were all going to the worlds fair, repo! the genetic opera, fight club, brokeback mountain, american satan, jennifers body, bones and all, final destination, heretic, battle royale, liverleaf, the boys, smiling friends, tacoma fd, daybreak, my babysitters a vampire, death note, alice in borderland, sweet home, the owl house, and more.. go follow my letterboxd! (Elegantdecay)

BOOKS - anatomy, immortality, percy jackson, a good girls guide to murder, girl in pieces, the glass girl, house of hollow, how to make friends with the dark, junji Ito books, and more.. I read a lot so..

SOCIALS - tiktok : .bvbylon discord : bitetheapplebaby spacehey : elegantdecay instagram :bvbyl0n and feverrscenes

I might post edits on here from time to time, but I’ll mostly use this to yap about things I’m interested in ..

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I keep having weird dreams where I know I’m asleep and the only way to really wake up is to force my eyelids open in the dream??

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I’m not a very religious person, but I think I might be pagan? I feel like Hypnos is reaching out to me. My sleep patterns are really weird, and I tried to go to sleep and I kept having very vivid nightmares + I woke up every hour. I just woke up from a dream where I was in my bed and I KNEW I was dreaming and I only woke up when I forced my eyes open. I know barely anything about paganism, and I can’t really make an altar or anything because my grandparents are VERY religious and find basically anything demonic. Is Hypnos reaching out to me? And if so what can I do??

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i'm a fan of something so niche i haven't seen a single thing about it. i watched the show when i was a kid and i've reread the book like 4 times. nos4a2 my baby. i could yap about this book for HOURS!! and i'm not that much of a fan of the show. it makes me mad how it's wayy different than the book.

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time for my monthly reread of something about blood feeding the garden 💜

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listening to phoebe bridgers and yearning is NOT for the weak.

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bf just broke up with me time to go read every soulstar fic guys

[lightningzombie]

I miss soulstar tbh

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its time for my monthly reread of all the soulstar fics on ao3 i fear. i miss them 😭😭

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someone just called me with no caller id and just played lavish?? Like random as hell the entirety of lavish

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my spotify premium ran out the DAY breach came out. im gonna jump

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I got a nose ring from Spencer’s and turned it into a fake lip ring (my grandparents won’t let me get facial piercings but they don’t mind fake ones) and I feel like Luke hemmings someone send help 💔

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MICHAELS FUCKING RED AGAIN

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calum hoods being weird again. What do you mean coming soon what do you have planned

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i'm hyperfixated on soulstar someone help me. i've read every single fic under the soulstucer/starfucker tag. i've made a playlist based off them. i'm editing them to nettles by ethel cain (if i can find pictures that match their aesthetic). i love those freaks so much.

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I love Awsten but he's lowkey pissing me off by saying "everyone that can't come to the secret shows are gonna be so mad abt this set list and that they won't be seeing it live" LIKE BRO I DONT HAVE A CHOICE this man loves seeing international fans suffering istg 😔 I already feel bad that I can't see my favourite band live and am jealous of everyone that is (and happy for them ofc) and this guy is just making it worse and I'm not a big fan of it

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NO THIS IS SO REAL. I can’t get tickets yet because my grandparents haven’t said if me and my sister can go or not but it’s also on a weekday (a WEDNESDAY.) so I might not even be able to go and if I CANT and one of the shows are where I’m seeing them I’m going to crash out and I don’t know if the secret shows are JUST for people that bought tickets or if they’re going to eventually say like “hey the shows here” or something

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dudeee none of the shows are probably going to be near me anyway but I’m SO scared I’m going to miss out if they are cause I haven’t got tickets yet 💔

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I love sidequest so much OH MY GOD I love thirsty it’s my song no one loves thirsty like me 💔