Default's Room

Time washes away everything.

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This song is very pretty. check it out!

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SONG OF THE DAY - 06 - ALEX TIUNIAEV - I KNEW HER

If you can, take 40 minutes out of your day and absorb yourself into this blissful song. It never gets boring to me, as the tune progresses louder and louder with more elements coming in. You may find it boring, but for me, long ambient songs are right up my ally. I only discovered this yesterday, and have barely any idea about the rest of the artist's discography

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SONG OF THE DAY - 05 - CAREFUL - I HAD A KID

I featured Careful as my first song for his album The World Doesn't End. Since then, I have explored his discography a little bit and found a bunch more good songs. This is my favourite of this album I think, even though it has a lot of nice songs. 

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I've decided not to learn the piano right now, until I don't have more things going on. Another thing I learnt today is often the most difficult problems to your perspective have the simplest answers, and I need to take the simpler way more. The song of the day will be coming shortly.

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I think I'm going to learn the piano. The problem is - can I really handle it along with learning Japanese and French right now and doing my exams in Summer? I think I will be able to handle the exams even though I often should be studying probably.

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This is Default's room. My name is Default.

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My competitive side

I had never considered myself competitive until I started getting into Hearthstone. I’m actually playing right now. I’m doing my free arena run on account I created because I was banned for botting. I’m playing paladin and I have 5 wins and 0 losses. The feeling I get when playing right now is weird. My heart is beating, and I’m feeling very anxious about winning. I hate this feeling, yet it is the feeling that has kept me coming back over and over.  I really hate this game. It just keeps stressing me. The same feeling that makes the game so addictive! Well, I just had my first loss. Time to play again! I don’t know why it is this game in particular addicts me so much. The other game which addicted me as much is Minecraft. It took me years to get bored of that. Hopefully, I can break free of this game that frustrates me so. Also, I just lost 3 games in a row so I only got 5 wins. I think those 5 wins were lucky because my deck wasn’t very good. I hate this game!!!! :)

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Sunburner is a very different, special album in my opinion. Everything is muffled, and everything has a purpose. The songs are composed of mostly guitars and drums and Brian Sullivan's voice. The lyrics are well made but you will strain to hear what he's saying through the fog and mist of the tracks. Blue Weaver is the first song on the album. Like all the songs, it is very well crafted in being somewhat beautiful yet carrying a Mouthus feeling. Well, that was my attempt to describe this music. It's really hard to explain why I like music, but trust me - you will like this.

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This song is amazing! Naturally all my Song of the Days will be good though. :/ The artist: Mouthus’s discography is kinda hard to find and only this one album is on spotify. The rest of the songs on this album are mostly just loud noise but if you like that kind of stuff, it’s for you. I find it intresting but am not sure I like the noise stuff that much. But, the person singing is called Brian Sullivan and he recently brought out a new solo album. That album is one of my favourites this year. One of the songs on that album will be by Song of the Day tommorow.

Anyway, I figured out the lyrics ages ago:

spend my days racing against the sun somethings travel, some just pushing on on these ruins moving out to the front house of all the taken, house all that just got flooded out

put me on a road to somewhere, it’s just a distance now got my coat and pocket, got my pictures packed place we’re waring on here, fields all rusty now lay their guns down,let it wash away, away

when you flight from a day for (another one) a dollar more to hold (when the walls go to my world) (when you flight from home)

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Wilder Freer

So I posted my song of the day which was this song by Terrors, and right now I’m listening to it and it’s fitting my exact mood. I think the song fits all moods; it’s clever that way. My song of the day yesterday is excellent too , and I actually only discovered that album like two days ago and i can’t wait to listen to more of this artist.

I feel depressed suddenly so am not going to write any more

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This song is great, as well as all of the music from this artist. Unfortunately, his music is hard to find although his new album - Ensorcell Qori(weird name?) and Lagan Qord are on Spotify. This album is great, if only too short. That seems to me my main complaint with albums I like! The song - Wilder Freer is repetetive and joyous yet I never found myself getting tired by the repetition. I could play it over and over and feel happy, legendary and epic. The lyrics are hard to make out but I love what I could hear through the harmonius harp(I think) playing. "Some say it's always been cruel. The clever rule the strong and assign movie purpose. I've never wholly believed that." The other amazing song on this album is Two Words(6 Jan 2013). One of the most emotional, beautiful songs I ever heard. I love the lyrics. I figured them out a few weeks ago although they must be slightly wrong: "were there ever two words? i killed my will, my will i will break with a grace i was born like this so i could change one day i put a jem in the field so you could find me find me tied to a post like a clipped red rose untie me and walk me down to the water help me wash the debris from my thorns help me shave away all the flesh that was torn i was born like this so that i could change one day if you help here i incur a debt i can never repay you i killed my own will, my will i will break with a grace will you still make it across the plane? i was born like this so that i could change one day i put that jem in the field so you would find me." From my perspective, it is a song about loneliness. The song is repetetive once again, a theme that seems to make this album. I still like it. Apart from this song, you will find several other great songs on this album but these are the masterpieces to me. Apart from this, Terrors has another strangely named album Lagan Qord of which has some other superb songs. I wish Terrors had a larger discography to the public because I haven't been able to find much else by this wonderful artist

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Song of the Day - Didn’t He Die?

I discovered this song yesterday. Its really really really really good. This artist is sooo underrated by what I’ve heard. I generally find myself listening to artists with less listens because often I find better stuff. All the songs on this album are amazing. I’ve listened to a bit of his other albums and they’re really good. I can’t describe why because I’m terrible about explaining music but whatever, I’ll try. It’s just so creative. Its like a giant duet with Glados. The album isn’t nearly as bleak as the cover art might suggest; it’s even kinda happy pop. Take for example: The World Doesn’t End(Part 1) (Part 2) which are most superb songs. Despite the title, they’re two songs that make me happy and tap my foot. The whole thing is electronic but folky, but I’m not gonna try and explain it in terms of music words. It’s emotional, confusing, catchy, moving, happy, hopeful. This turned into an album review because you should listen to the whole thing. Didn’t He Die? is my highlight though.

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How Cow

There's no point writing about anything for me, because I'm only going to to look back at cringe. That said, today was crazy! Like a bajillion hearthstone cards came out, It was cool. When I first saw they had all come out, I got really excited. I felt kind of silly, getting hyped over this sought of thing but I like Hearthstone enough to care that much. As for the cards in Goblins and Gnomes, they're crazy! The game seems like it is becoming so wacky. There's so much new stuff, and I guess when it has all come out it will all start to make sense. But right now it just seems like - how can we possibly keep track of all these possibilities! There's just so much. I can't actually play the game until around January because I got banned for botting. I think people who get upset over botters are delusional. I've seen people on the hearthstone reddit getting really happy when botters got punished. It's just a game. I didn't break any laws.

I need a new paragraphs to refresh my mind. I started watching this new series called The Newsroom yesterday. It is really good, and I can't believe I hadn't heard of it until then. The show is drama/comedy, and the script is somewhat pretentious but I agree with most of the messages. I dunno, I'm terrible at reviewing things. I'm just enjoying the first season of which I watched like 4 episodes today. I also played a lot of wow while watching. I hit level 30!  I'm actually watching TrumpSC's twitch stream right now. Surprisingly I haven't before seen him in the light I am today -  a elitist asshole! He seems condescending and stuff. That said, I am still am enjoying it. This paragraphs has been a big mess because I can't focus on one topic at once.

I realized that I can type quickly and efficiently when I'm writing about something I'm interested about. When writing essays or trying to write stories, I'm so slow. This is cool. I like writing about things I like.

I feel like writing an extra long paragraph because of the past two lacklustre ones. I've had some excellent ideas for my blog. I think I'm going to have a Song of the Day. I have a vast quantity of songs to recommend to people, and even if no one's reading, I'd like to do it for myself cos it's fun to write stuff about music. Maybe this blog can be a good way for me to channel myself into being a better guy.

"There are parts of me all over this tree, because I'm not a guy, I'm an entity.

Moths on our window make it hard to see, we can our case, live by me."

That is some lyrics I wrote ages ago. I wrote like 10 songs with hope to make an album. Unfortunately, I don't have the musical skill. Actually, I think I would be really good at making music but I just don't know how to use the software. I tried, but for some reason it didn't help. I think I can't be bothered to try again. Maybe in the future... But the production side is so tedious; I'd rather just write the songs.

Having just taken a break from writing, I've seen that Hearthstone GvG is coming out on December 8th. Yay! I can't even play it :( I'm not even that sad about that though. I honestly don't mind because I know I can just watch bajillions of other people play it. 

Welp, bye.

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Depressed

i’m so depressed. Reading about climate change… it’s horrific. I think my lifetime will probably be okay for the most part but how can you stay positive? The world is doomed, the sky is falling! And everyone’s just watching the celebrities, so engulfed in themselves they can’t even be aware. They’re like in a routine that they can not be snapped out of, until reality comes crashing down on their door. And I’m one of them, for what can any of us do? What is there to say except, fuck and I hope the future’s not as bad as people say, although it probably will be. This isn’t interstellar, people! I just feel like ranting about it. It’s pointless to rant because everythings so fake. I can never know what life is. And I feel like being angry about it, but then people say why not enjoy it? Well the end is coming people. if you spend just two minutes googling climate change, you’ll see. And there’s nothing to say about it or do except carry on going with my life like everything isn’t fucked up. For why can’t i do nothing with my life - it’s all pointless? I just wanna do my thing for all time, but no, everybody else works so therefore so do i. I feel like i just simply don’t want to make a living. of course, i have no choice but how come I’ve already decided. Why should I be more fortunate than other people? I shouldn’t, but i want to be. and then there’s the loneliness. I’m so lonely. I’m crippled with loneliness and depression, yet i feel happy most of the time except mood swings like now. that doesn’t make sense. somehow i live in a constantly shifting river of happiness and sadness. which side will win? it’s looking like sadness at this moment. The only reason I’m tagging this is for people to respond. It’s so stooooopid.

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Beth’s demise felt cheap to me. She didn’t die because of some horrible thing that just happened to her. She made a stupid choice to try to stab a cop who was much better trained and armed than her…None of it makes sense, and so I’m left reeling when Beth is shot—but partly because her death doesn’t come as a result of meaningful (or even just horrible) events. Every single character survived the well-fortified, cannibal-occupied Terminus, but Beth is killed off by the cops. I’m not sure I like the math. I’m not sure I like the show’s decision to kill off a character after finally, finally giving her the space to become an interesting person rather than just a prop.

Forbes [X] (via truthinourhearts)

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who was beth greene?

— based off of peach-voodoodoll’s post.