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ayo. i'm Ellie. i'm 25. idk who I am other than an anxious anorexic addict controlled by a borderline personality and depression. i have no idea how to cope with daily life. goal: ashes. × × × × × {most (15k) of my posts are from several years ago but it's 2021 and I'm still alive}

[defect1ve]

I forgot why I even came on here but I ended up updated my info... as if I'm gonna be active. I would't know what to even post here anymore. I'm on Instagram but I don't want to post my private mental health account. But yeah, I guess this is just another "hey I'm not dead" post. So. Wassup 🤙

[defect1ve]

Hey idk if anyone remembers me but I thought I should make a post saying I'm alive

[omg-relatable]

[drkshade-deactivated20171012]

[mdma-70mg]

What a mistake, saying the way I felt.

The Neighbourhood  (via sarkasticna)

[goodeveningmistermouse]

I don’t pay attention to the world ending. It has ended for me many times and began again in the morning.

Nayyirah Waheed  (via daughterofgollum)

[words-of-emotion]

[defect1ve]

You're sexy as hell!

Haha thank you

[defect1ve]

oh wow all your blogs are perfect <3

Thank you :D

[riseafterfalling]

tears.

[bethgetswasted-deactivated20200]

I have a huge urge to unzip my veins, and turn tears into warm crimson rivers. If religion can turn water into wine, then why can’t I

bethany (via bethgetswasted)

[too-tired-for-bacon]

[dangerouslass-deactivated201703]

When god became lonely he created man, Or was it When man became lonely he created god.

Melanie Exler strengthenizer (via strengthenizer)

[leahclio-deactivated20131231]

Life is too short for shitty sex and bad relationships. So go find someone who fucks you right and treats you how you deserve to be treated.

(via sexual-feelings)

[uniquequalites]

[queenhunty]

[4gifs]

[cl4yton-deactivated20180207]

THIS IS ADORABLE