DefinitelyLovesyoU

Random things about this random world. My escapade to misery. The adventure to the mystery. The souvenir from past. Introducing the present. Waiting the surprise of the future.

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My heart tells me to go on, to believe that you and I are meant to be. But my mind, your action and our situation makes me want to stop. Will I allow the pain to go on or let go and be hurt for unknown long time? I’m afraid to lose you, to wake up each day not hearing news from you. I’m also afraid I lose myself. I’m starting to become someone I do not know anymore. I wanted so many things yet I cannot because I keep on holding. Let me stop. Let this be our end. I want you out. I hate this misery. I hate this drama. I hope for us but you keep on standing in the same place where you want to be.

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Hearing those noise make her a victim then she turns into a villain from walking away.

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THE MEETING

And then the time stop, like I wish it would be. The rain falls in the river where I cannot see the difference. Choices should be made yet I see nothing but this. 20200907

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Like the yesterday, I'm letting you go. And like tomorrow, let's meet with a smile

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Anyone?

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Save me :(

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I don't know how long this pain will last :(

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Like rain drops from the sky this pain will soon vanish. Mistakes cannot be undone but it will fade just as foot steps on the ground we all must move forward. 20191005

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Until all the words have been forgotten. Until forgotten words become memories. Until the new one again.

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If I stay will things change and if I change will they stay? 20190926 #random #writing #danidan

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Kung masasaktan. Masasaktan. Kung sasaya. Sumaya. Ngayon parang kahit ano na lang okay na. Paikot ikot na lang naman ang buhay e.

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One last chance and I'll be okay. One last chance and I'm going to smile again. One last chance please. Take away this pain i cannot take it anymore. Please one more chance. I hate this pain.

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One last cry for this pain. Please let this be the last

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It hurts i don't know where to start or if I should even started it. It hurts to know that the love I have will never be mine again.

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Rather than being hurt by you I'm going to smile and improve myself until I forget about you. Until all the pain is heal and I can finally found the one I truly deserve

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I'm gonna be so happy that problems will get tired of me. Pain of being hurt is just a wind that comes to my skin

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I should have move on.