Gross N Grunge

•Ugly on the skin // Lovely from within• //I love my boyfriend Neo x

[oddfilmstills]

[miraclenwaizu]

[sighihy]

take care of yourself

[himari-takakura-deactivated2016]

Just abuse things

- “IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!!” - “you arent mad at me right? Oh my god you are! IM SORRY” - “is this my for me? Can I use this? Can I drink this? Can I-” - “pls help me make this decision for me” - “do what you please!!!” “What if that makes everyone mad at me” -studying people intensely because you are afraid you might do something that will make them mad - Saying something in a tone louder than usual and feeling like this is your last day alive - low self stem - feeling mentally and emotionally exhausted after expressing any sort of feeling and crying right after that - when someone talks or does something in an attitude thats not usual from them and Knowing That It’s Your Fault - “i dont deserve this why are you doing this for me” - not knowing the difference between a joke, sarcasm, and passive aggressive speech - unhealthily clinging to anyone who’s remotely nice to you - not knowing what to say NEVER - not knowing how to react to compliments, nice words, genuine care or anything like that and feeling incredibly sick at the thought of someone genuinely loving you - Crying. - having to explain every single movement and word you do and say to literally anyone - being really good at lying and pretending as a survival strategy - Not living, surviving. - calculating and overthinking everything you do and say, the time you say it, how you say it, the expression you have when you say it, your voice tone…everything - getting panic attacks over the tiniest things - unhealthily clinging to fictional characters and shows - lack of energy to do anything because you use a lot of effort in every single movement you do - “im useless” - when someone compliments you on something and you needing to be Perfect at it because then you dont have any reason to live - intrusive thoughts - Perfectionism - Over sensitiveness - “It’s my fault.” - not knowing how to react about criticism - Isolation - getting startled when someone touches you - being hyperaware of your surroundings and at the same time having no time and space perception - believing everything everyone says - Feeling like any day is your last day

[vikhau-deactivated20160119]

[danger]

Via - http://weheartit.com/entry/281396807

[timbllr]

via weheartit

[pearlopium]

[love-personal]

[shegetsthin]

I’m going to get so skinny to show my ex how beautiful I can be and what he’s missing out on…

[stillawfullydepressed]

I just want to be skinny, I don’t want to be the fat girl anymore. I just want to be enough.

(via stillawfullydepressed)

[skinnymini123]

I am a Mess I am a Nothing I am a Failure  I am Fat I am Starving I am Hungry I am Worthless I am Dependant I am Stupid I am Dumb I am Traumatized I am Afraid I am Anxious I am Suicidal I am Depressed I am Sad I am Hurting I am Angry I am:

Unlovable

[missblack22]

Would you care if never opened my eyes again?

(Via missblack22)

[nothingnow-gone-deactivated2022]

It always comes back to me crying on my bathroom floor.

(via collidewith-digital-renegade)

[im-more-than-just-sad]

I'm honestly so sick of being so worthless, unlovable and unwanted..

[minds-escape]

I was doing so well and now I feel like I did before, unloved and worthless.

Minds-Escape (via minds-escape)

[beaut-devil]

[machetelanding]