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block dont report pls. this is my safe space to vent

[delicatdeer]

hiii

i have anorexia

i love reading and listening to music

and sleeping

im fifteen

id love to be moots with anyone <3

im rlly lonely lol

[local-lesbian-tree-demon]

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[realinternetangelomg]

i feel so fucking dumb all the time

[delicatdeer]

IM LOCKING IN FR THIS TIME. I NEED MY COLLARBONES TO BE WAY MORE DEFINED BABY

[delicatdeer]

i was not locked in today and i dont want to exist in this world

[ceruleanheaven]

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself

[realinternetangelomg]

i wanna be so skinny people get nauseous when they see me

[itsestellehii]

my thighs feel so fat right now genuinely kill me please

[coquettemeth]

[delicatdeer]

IM ACTUALLY LOCKED IN RN !! im walking at a fast pace everyday for 1-2 hours. im gunna make a smoothie and have some grapes and later im gunna turn a protein shake into ice cream with my ninja creami.

ALSO IVE BEEN FASTING FOR 1 DAY AND 20 HOURS AND IM DOWN 4 POUNDS. even tho i know it’s mostly just water weight. if the scale goes down, im happy

[realinternetangelomg]

i love getting bruises out of nowhere, it's kinda validating 4 me (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

[sonirinni]

i’m tired of waiting i wanna be skinny now

[delicatdeer]

i just weighed myself for the first time in so long….ive gained so much weight. im the heaviest ive ever been. im shocked. and so ashamed and embarrassed. ive already been on my walking pad for an hour. im gunna walk till i have to shower. which is about 2-3 hours. im gunna fucking starve until i lose an insane amount of weight

[delicatdeer]

its 1:14 am and i want coffee

[sleeping-jo]

I can’t sleep, I have to torture myself psychologically

[unfiltereddddmess]

[insufficient-multitudes]

no because the second I feel like I'm "bothering" anyone I'm out