⚡️brave as a gryffindor, daring as a fighter 💋.

big heart energy // 19

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Update

So hey guys a ton of things happened since I have been updating my blog, I finished 1 semester of university, I moved to a new town, I realized that some things never last forever, I went back home, I met my friends, I drank too much and now I am still here.. Life Update Text is coming soon 

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Who’s about to move to a new Town for College and is so nervous af and don’t know what the fuck to expect 🙋🏻‍♀️

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Sometimes I am asking myself why do people feel so cool when they don’t text back 

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Wow from the bottom of my heart I would like to thank everyone who liked mit last blog entry- about 145 people reblogged it or simply liked it. That means so much to me, thank you so so much. Also, I am able to welcome five new followers to my blog- a warm welcome to you! Thank you once again ❤️✨

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The hardest decision you’ll ever make is whether to walk away or try harder.

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Moving on and letting go are two different things. You wish you could stay in  this one moment and the next, you are vanished as if you have never existed. Everything that lets you be alive are the memories and the feelings people hold for you- except that, you are dust. A dust in this world, but not in this another universe where you are right now- but how could they know? One never decides to go away. It’s a situation of circumstances that brought you to that one moment- when you went, but you never faded away.

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Do you ever have nostalgia for a place which you have never visited in your life before but you wish you could vanish in a heartbeat and go to that place for just one moment or second and feel the excitement in your veins

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I’M THRIVING

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GUESS WHO IS IN THE SEMI FINALS

Love to my neighbors Belgium and France. You did so well today and I am proud of your team and your work! Both of you did amazing today.  

Greetings from Germany my friends, be safe while celebrating these unbelievable results. 🇩🇪🇧🇪🇫🇷❤️

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✨30 Day Writing Challenge

(1) List 10 things that make you really happy.

-Helping others whenever they need Advice, Help, or a shoulder to cry on.

-Drinking Beer out of Red Cups and just enjoying life 

-Taking Photos of my friends while we are hanging out 

-Drinking Tea while reading a good book 

-Coming home in Autumn while the leafs begin to fall 

-FaceTiming with my friends, and we are telling us the hottest gossip and the lamest jokes and we are just laughing so hard I can’t stand anymore 

-When that Beat drops in the club 

-Going to my sister’s room to hang out just because I am so bored and I know we won’t do anything except just starring at each other 

-Going home from school with my friends 

-That sparkle in ones Eyes when they want to tell me something they are really excited about 

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Why are the England Fans so horrible

I see them on Twitter calling us ‘’Nazi Bastards’’ and they really seem to enjoy it that we are out of the World Cup. Like, please get some class, this isn’t even funny. 

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Bella on set of a photoshoot for Love Magazine

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http://iglovequotes.net/

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The first time I am  writing about my first time

Okay so this is going to be a difficult one and I don’t know where to start 

Which person did you first tell about your first time? Your mother, friends, or siblings? It’s so damn difficult for me to tell it somebody because I don’t know what to say when I want to reveal it

Now I understand what people say when they mean ,,Wait with your first time. Do it with somebody who you love’’. Well, that’s not the point- I have learned that I should have done it with somebody who loves me back. Or somebody whom am I important to and who cares about me and what I feel.  Is it strange that he told me he basically didn’t want to sleep with me because then I could actually fall for him and he didn't want me make sad? But is this the key point? Why am I so weak and actually fall for him? Is this my fault?  As he told me, Sex and love are different things for him. So what can I suggest- He slept with me for the fun and, on the other side, a side which has nothing to do with sex, he cares just a little bit about me? 

But at some point, I am not sure what is on his mind. After we had sex, he let some stupid comments and expressed that he, when he is back in his home town, would really like to bang that one girl. And he even showed me a pic of her. Yeah, what can I say. Why are boys like this? Why do they treat everything as a game? As you have read, love and sex are appearntly different things for him- but somehow not for me and I should have known it before. So, he can think he can bang all the other girls because sex is not a big deal for him and he can said that in front of me because he didn't want to make me feel crazy. And here is the problem. From my point of view, you don’t sleep with someone who you don’t at least have some feelings for. I thought I could do that- having sex without reasons or bonds. And this makes me feel that this first time didn't mean anything for me- because for him, it was also meaningless.  

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little known fact, once you are older & no longer in school, time stops being real. did that thing happen one year ago? two? five? a few months ago? who knows. 

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Do you ever feel like you’re missing out on so much just because of being who you are and not someone else? Whenever I see a beautiful girl I wonder how it must feel to be that beautiful and if I’ll ever feel like that. Or when I see someone who’s confident and extroverted and I imagine how nice and easy it must be to be that way. Or when I see someone that’s my age who has already accomplished so much or been in so many places and experienced so many things, I can’t help but feel like time is falling from my hands like sand and I’m not getting better or going anywhere. I grew up watching movies and reading stories that made me believe that life was supposed to be constantly exciting and I haven’t felt that way many times and I just feel so stuck being myself. I wish I could be someone else for a while.

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Funky Pop Songs

These songs made me mad. They make me mad in a way I can’t describe- it’s just that they represent a feeling I catch at the moment and my state of mind. I feel hopeful and full of life with this music. 

Don’t gimme that - by Ten Times, MIO

I Wouldn’t Lie - by Steerner

Hide Another You- by LIZOT, Flip Martin

Change my Heart- Unmet Ozean, Laurell 

LA Vibes - Abstract, Jonny Koch, Blulake