delilah wilson

so my life is books and that's all, reading and writing is my holy grail, that's where you will find me doesn't matter if you want me to come out, because i won't.

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End of Winter Break Ball || F2F - Delilah and Philip

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Philip stood there for a moment, he was shocked, he thought it would be so easy to win her over, to make her realise he was an idiot but unfortunately that didn’t happen. She had thick skin and she was happy to know that but now he had to break it. He stood there looking over at her for a moment and laughed, “Because Delilah I like you, you’re the first person to not just want me and for some reason that makes me want you more and I am sorry. I am just, I don’t want to hurt you. And I don’t want to just fuck you and leave you. Delilah I want to get to know you and see where it takes us.” He sighed as he reached out his hand and stroked her cheek, “You really do look beautiful tonight.”

Delilah stood there, she wanted to be in the party, not that she was a massive party person but she didn’t want to be stuck out here, listening to a guy wallow and try and win her over. She knew how that worked from books and movies and she wasn’t ready to get herself hurt. She laughed, “Philip if you liked me why did you push me away?” She sighed looking down, “I know you have the bad boy reputation and you think you’re going to hurt me. But if that is the case why are you doing this?” She sighed and she was going to give up but she couldn’t as she felt him stroke her cheek and she looked at him, “One chance, one chance to not hurt me and get to know me and go slow.” She stated looking at him before blushing, maybe she should give him a shot. She smiled, “Thank you. You look pretty dashing.” She said biting her lip for a moment before placing a soft kiss on his lips.

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End of Winter Break Ball || F2F - Delilah and Philip

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Philip hated these kind of dances that the school always put on and always regretted coming but this time he had to prove to a girl that he was worth the chance no matter what happened before. Standing there looking at the girl who was more beautiful then ever and he would do anything to make up for what he did to her. “I know I do and I expected you to give those words to me. Yes there is Delilah.” He laughed a little and then pretended to feel wounded, “Really? Ouch that hurts. I came because I seem to always come to these even if I hate them but I also came to see you.” He stated and smiled a little as he walked outside with her. “Delilah listen, I said I couldn’t do anything else because I am not a nice guy, I am a guy who is a player and I don’t want you to get hurt, you deserve a nice guy and a guy who likes just you and only you. But I can’t help but finding myself interested in you more and more and wanting to get to know you more. Wanting to change my ways to be the guy for you.” 

Delilah was enjoying the dance and the idea of leaving the dance to talk to Philip was not her idea and not part of the night she had hoped for but since he had been playing on her mind for the past few days since their kiss, she couldn’t help but be interested in what he had to say. She laughed a little as she shock her head and walked outside without looking at him, she wasn’t a person to be angry or pissed off with anyone but for some reason he was bringing it out of her. As she stood out there with him, she listened to him as she kicked the ground a few times, “Then if you think that, why the hell are you doing this? You’re basically playing with me here. Why don’t you just find a girl and fuck her and leave. Why? You barely know me.”

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End of Winter Break Ball || F2F - Delilah and Philip

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Philip stood there, this dance was kind of pointless but anything to end the holiday on a high right? He was drinking the punch which was obviously spiked. He hated things like this that got the whole year together. There was always drama going on and he really didn’t care to witness it. Now he had to deal with seeing the girl he had obviously hurt the last time they were together. It wasn’t that they dated but he obviously kissed her and she expected more then just a kiss from him. he sighed as he heard her response and laughed a little, “Guess I deserve your cold response. I’m talking to you because I feel we need to talk about what happened.” He sighed looking at her, “Not really, hate wearing, well this.” He said showing what he was wearing and laughed a little, “These things are kind of pointless. Can we please go somewhere quieter to talk?”

Delilah was in love with her dress and of course she wasn’t really friends with that many people but she loved being at the ball because it was all fantasy but that didn’t matter. She stood there looking around before she sighed as Philip was still standing there. She laughed, “You deserve a lot more then just what I said. What that you kissed me but can’t do anything else? Yeah there’s nothing to talk about.” She laughed a little taking a sip of her drink and licked her lips for a moment, he looked dashing but she didn’t want to be nice about it. “Yeah it doesn’t really suit you. Pointless huh? Then why did you come?” She laughed a little and nodded, “Fine.” 

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End of Winter Break Ball || F2F - Delilah and Philip

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Philip didn’t really want to go to the winter ball, he knew it was going to be stupid and ridiculous but part him had a hope. Ever since that day he met Delilah and he saw her walk away because he was a bit of a dick, he actually want to spend sometime with her and talk to her. Did he start having feelings for the girl? He couldn’t he would just break her hear, he was the bad guy after all but there was something about her that he couldn’t help but be intrigued by. As he walked in in his suit, he looked around before he saw Delilah standing on the sidelines, so he walked over to her, “Not a fan of this dance either?”

Delilah had heard about the dance and if there was anything she loved it was a dance that meant people had to dress up and look like a fairy tale. She was wearing a purple dress, her face was happy because she felt like a princess and she was going to let anyone stop her from believing that she wasn’t. The whole Philip situation was messing her up but she didn’t care, why had a guy got under her skin that easily, maybe he was  her first kiss but it honestly shouldn’t bother her. She was in there and had been dancing for quite a bit now that she took a break and stood at the sidelines. She noticed someone standing there next to her but didn’t pay much attention to it until she heard the voice. She sighed, “Philip, why are you talking to me? Of course I am a fan of this dance. Are you not a fan?”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip kept a hold of Delilah as they kept a hold of they kissed and he didn’t know what it was but he felt like fireworks were coming off them as they kissed that he never wanted it to end but he was scared he was going to go too fast for the girl that he pulled away and stroked her cheek for a moment and looked at her. Tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, he looked at her, “You really are beautiful.” He sighed a little as he looked at her and took her hand for a moment, “I am very scared that I am doing this now and going to hurt you. I just…. please don’t get your hopes up about this.” He stated looking down for a moment. 

As they stood there together and she kept a hold of him for a moment before he pulled away, she was in shock, did she do something wrong or something, she had never had this experience before. As she felt him tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, she smiled and shook her head as she blushed, “You don’t know what you’re talking about. Hang on how were you able to do this in the woods when you’re scared of it?” She laughed a little before hearing his words and then looked disappointed, “What do you mean? So that’s it? You just kiss me and tell me that? You know what, I am not here to be played, I’m not like most girls in this university that think you can walk all over me and let them do what they want with me, no. I am the type of girl who has self dignity. Goodbye Philip.” She said as she started to walk away. 

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip glanced over at the girl and laughed a little, “Do you really believe that it is a smart idea? Well since you said I need to stop, I will try my hardest to do so.” He stated as he looked over at the girl again for a moment. He laughed, “That surprises me so much.” He shook his head, before looking at her, as she kissed him back he smiled against her lips, why he found this girl interesting he wasn’t sure but he wasn’t questioning it. As he kissed her again softly,he brushed a hand through her hair and used the other hand to stroke her cheek. 

Delilah was really shocked in the moment there and then as she looked at him ignore the words when his lips were on hers again, this wasn’t her first kiss but it was her first proper kiss and she was caught in the moment, she had never felt this passion before, and when they were there on their own, she didn’t even see the problem that he was known as the bad boy in the college and she had no chance with him because she would just end up hurt by him yet she couldn’t help but wonder in her head. As she felt his hand on her cheek, she smiled against the kiss before holding on to him as she continued kissing him.

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip walked into the woods with the girl who had somehow caught his attraction and wouldn’t leave it even if he wanted it to go away from his mind. “Smart? Dragging me into the woods was not a smart thing to do. Well I do not see how it can be therapeutic but I do see how it can be fun.” he stated running a hand through his brunette hair and smiled briefly looking at her for a moment. He nodded, “Yes I do, how come there was a question there? It’s not my usual line to play on girls.” He stated knowing she knew what he was like and he hated it because he knew she wouldn’t go for that. “About you.” He stated as he stopped her in the middle of the woods, “Look I know you’re what do you call it innocent but the thing is, you’ve interested me and I can’t help but be intrigued as in who you and interested in you. You’re genuinely beautiful and you seem like you have a great heart and I can’t help but notice that.” He said, “Look you can stop me if you want but I think I am going to need to kiss you.” He said before wrapping his arm around her waste before looking at her for acceptance before seeing it as he tilted his head and then soon placed his lips on hers for a moment and kissed her slowly. 

Delilah looked around the woods for a moment, she was always wondering around different places, she loved to make stories in her mind. She laughed a little, “Oh this was the smartest idea I have ever had in my life. You need to stop being so scared. It is fun.” She stated looking over at him for a moment and laughed shaking her head, “Because no one has ever called me beautiful before. Well apart from my parents.” She laughed a little looking down for a moment as he started speaking but was  shocked at what he was saying but she knew what kind of guy he was. She smiled before biting her lip gently as she listened to him before hearing his words and she shook her head, she wanted this, she wanted to see what a kiss would feel like. As his lips were on hers she smiled as she gently kissed him back slowly. 

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip glanced over at Delilah for a moment, what was it about her, why did she get under his skin in a way most girls wouldn’t this girl didn’t deserve to get her, which meant he wasn’t the guy for her but he couldn’t help but stay interested in her. “I have done it before but not for fun because my sister dragged me in there..” He laughed a little before looking around at he darkness of the woods and laughed, she had definitely got him there, “Well okay I am slightly scared.” He shrugged a little and nodded, “I am greatful for that beautiful.” He smiled at her, she was beautiful with a natural face and it was definitely different for him and he didn’t know how to cope. “Yeah, just lost in thought. Don’t worry I’m okay.”

Delilah glanced over at Philip for a moment biting her lip, she was not used to guys talking to her and she was not sure why this bothered her or worried her. She laughed a little and bit her lip for a moment, “Oh you’re sister is very smart then, going into the woods can be very fun and theraputic if you’re not scared.” She stated running a hand through her hair for a moment,  She laughed a little before blushing at the statement, “Wait you think I’m beautiful? Or is that just your usual line you play on girls.” She laughed a litlooking down for a moment, “Lost in thought about what?”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip glanced over at Delilah and laughed a little, “Why do you say that? How is it a normal thing?” He asked looking over at her for a moment shaking his head for a moment,  laughing a little, “What makes you think I’m scared? I don’t get scared.” He laughed a little looking down knowing that is one big massive lie. He nodded looking at her as he kept a hold of her as they walked towards the woods, “Oh I am counting on it sweetheart and if you don’t then I will lose my trust in you.” he winked at her for a moment, this was all new for him, not the hanging out with a girl and trying to get with them, the fact that she was definitely quiet, definitely, innocent and things like this were definitely not her scene and he knew he couldn’t get her to get with him, because that just wouldn’t be fair. 

Delilah stood there looking over at Philip the guy who was somewhat still spending time with her even though she didn’t know why. She sighed a little and laughed, “What going into the woods? It is quite normal, people actually do it for fun, why haven’t you done it for fun before?” She asked laughing a little shaking her head for a moment, “You wouldn’t be questioning it, you would just go for it if you weren’t scared.” She nodded, “I promise to protect you with everything I have.” She stated as she looked over at him as they walked into the woods together, “Don’t worry, this is going to fun.” She stated as she looked at him as they continued to walk into the woods, “You alright?”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip looked over at Delilah or a moment, he threw his head back before looking over at the girl for a moment and shook his head, “Are you even serious? Normal people wouldn’t want to go in to the woods.” He laughed before shivering for a moment before shaking his head, “No, I’m not scared.” He said whilst coughing for a moment, “Will you protect me against the bears or wolves?”

Delilah glanced over at Philip for a brief moment,  she laughed a little shaking her head, “No, actually normal people would go in to the woods. The woods is a fun place to go Why are you so scared? I thought you were some big tough guy who can handle anything. “ She laughed a little, of course she knew he was part of the bad guys stereotype, hence why he was popular.  She laughed a little, “Well I doubt you’ll get caught by a bear or wolf but if they come out I will protect you.”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip glanced a her for a moment as they walked out, they were not  feeling awkward around each other yet she was not  the normal girl he would go for, why was he attracted to her.  He nodded, “Me too, surprisingly.” He laughed a little looking over at her. He laughed before looking at her, “Oh wait you’re being serious? Okay we can go for a walk in the woods, It could be fun.” He smiled looking at her with her smile on her face, that was it, that damn smile, that damn smile that drew him in.

Delilah was starting to feel comfortable around the guy, she didn’t have many guy friends and if she did they were people she had found a long close friendship. She laughed, “Of course I am being serious, the woods is my favourite thing to do, it’s a great way to clear your mind, more then you think. Are you scared? Please don’t be scared?” She raised her eyebrows for a moment before looking over at him “Don’t worry if you get scared, you’ve always got me and I will protect you.” 

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip was walking iwth the girl, there was something about her that made him realise she was different to the girls he would usually go for and since the last girlfriend he had like three years ago, he knew she wouldn’t be  a girl to sleep around so he couldn’t expect that. He looked over at her and laughed, “Well we are new friends but we  are still friends and I am hapy about that.” He smiled looking at her and laughed a little, “See taking my arm wasn’t that bad now was it?” And there was that smile on her face again, the one that kept drawing him in.

As they walked down the valley of the Cabin, she sighed, it was such a nice winters day and she was with someone she never expected, she wasn’t really used to having male friends and this was something strange to her and she wished she could understand the problems she had with spending time with men. She nodded, “Well I am happy we’re friends as well. No it wasn’t bad at all.” She sighed letting the nerves go as they continued to walk before looking at the woods, “We could go for a walk in the woods?”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip smiled over at the girl and laughed nodding, “Yes I do think you;re brave, because girls staying out of drama is a big thing, trust me I should know. “ He nodded looking at her for a moment. He laughed a  little and nodded, shaking his head, “Well we are friends and friends can do this too for all I know. There is nothing romantic about this love.” He laughed, “Are you going to take hold of it or not.” He laughed as they started to walk out of the building towards the woods. 

Delilah wasn’t sure what was going on, was there some kind of feelings between the two of them because there was  a spark and she hated the feeling of sparks when she couldn’t do anything about it. She laughed a little and nodded, “Well glad we established that we are friends, that’s one thing I like to hear. Well let’s hope not.” She laughed a little, she had never had any kind of relationship that for her things would be complicated if anything were to happen. She soon took a hold of his arm as they walked into the woods and laughed, “Well this could be fun.”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip glanced over at Delilah, he wasn’tsure what was attracting him to the girl but there was something , was it thebeauty on her face or just the act tat she was different. Helaughed, “Darling you seem very brave, especially when you stay out of thedrama in the school, it’s quite hard to stay away from it. Oh right well Iguess I understand that, they aren’t all bitches but okay whatever you say.” Hestated, he had quite a few friends who were girls and he had to defend hem. Helaughed shaking his head, “Miss Delilah, you think so little of me. Ofcourse I did.” He smiled before seeing her reaction to taking hisarm, “What’s wrong with taking my arm?”

Delilah was shocked he was still talking to her, she never had a guy, not even a popular guy who actually continued to talk to her and not find her weird. She laughed a little, “And you rally think that makes me brave, i always saw the people who were involved in the drama an over come it were the ones that were brave.” She stated looking over at him for a moment before putting her hand through her hair and smiled looking at him, “Most girls i see are, apart from the few.” She stated again before looking t him as they started to walk and she laughed, “Well it’s hard to believe. I don’t know, it’s just so Cliche, you know, in the romance novels that’s what happens and this is nothing apart from hanging out with a friend isn’t it?”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip stood there looking at er and couldn’t help but see a sparkle in her eyes, it made him smile, she was  beautiful and quiet and he wasn’t exactly that he was known as the bad boy around the university. He nodded, “You are one brave quiet young women, I mean I only just met you and i haven’t heard anything about you from others, which means you’re quiet and being brave to tell the truth would usually mean you’d be quite popular around if you socialised with people. But yes i agree.” He stated although he was one for telling lies sometimes. He laughed and nodded, “Well I guess there is nothing wrong with that love.  Yes you are unique in a good way Delilah. Of course I know the story, I was a kid once.” He smiled as he held out his arm to help her up, “So are we going?”

Delilah looked over at the guy who was talking to her, she didn’t really know much about him, and she didn’t really need to, he seemed alright to her and she didn’t want to know what others were thinking about him. “Me Brave? Not sure about brave but yes I am quiet I know that. Yeah well I don’t really do the socializing thing around everyone, it’s just a lot of effort and I don’t really like dealing with most of the bitches of this school.” She stated biting her lip for a moment and nodded smiling softly, “Well I am glad to hear that. And i know you were, but I didn’t think you would have read those stories. Yeah let’s go.” She laughed a little before seeing his arm shaking her head but taking it. 

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip was standing there, he was still as confused as he probably could be at the current moment but he was still interested in talking to the girl,  “Oh wow, I never thought someone would openly admit to that and be proud of it. No I don’t have problem with it. What makes you think I can or anyone can do that? I mean seriously, most people in this world are Pessimistic. Well at least if we wander in the forest with you, you’ll be able to get us out of there, I am sure you have read a lot about this stuff right? And I wouldn’t call you Fairy Tale freak, actually I think you’re pretty unique and you are a good kind of different to most people.” He nodded laughing a little at her, “You think I’m Prince Philip from Sleeping Beauty?”

Delilah was sitting there still on the porch watching the guy for a moment, she didn’t mind talking to the guy or making a new friend but she wasn’t sure if that’s all he was looking for. She laughed, “I’m not afraid of admitting the truth, I for one prefer the truth to lies.” She stated bluntly it was the one thing that annoyed her when people lied, she never saw the point in it because those lies catch up with people eventually. She laughed, “That’s if you believe in that, but luckily for you and me I am an optimistic. Wait you really think I am unique? I don’t get that much and that’s definitely not me. I was kidding but you actually know the story?”

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Hiding out at a Winter Cabin || F2F - Philip and Delilah

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Philip couldn’t help but be caught by the attraction for the girl, it wasn’t that he found her weird, it was that there was something about her that attracted him to her. He looked over at her as he put a hand through the mess of hair that was on his head. He couldn’t help but laugh a little, “Wait really? You seriously talk to yourself. How can you not have friends? Sorry but you don’t seem like a person who couldn’t have friends. Because I know the truth about the world and too many things have happened to me to let me be optimistic. Well tha’s great, we could explore the forest.” He said unsure what had come over him. “Oh yes, where are my manners. Nice to meet you Delilah, I’m Philip.”

Delilah was sure she was in a daydream because there was a good looking guy who was talking to her and she was not used to that at all, not in her life. She nodded, “I  seriously talk to myself and i really don’t have a problem with that, I actually enjoy it, do  you have a problem with it? Well maybe I just don’t I only have one best friend but that’s it. Well you chose to be that way and you can chose to over come those problems and still be optimistic.  Yes that sounds good but are you sure you want to wander the forest with Fairy Tale freak. Well nice to meet you Philip, you sure you’re not a prince?”