Daydreamer

25, fantasy writer, casual gamer, amateur artist

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I’m not Christian, I don’t go to church anymore, and my pastor died, but when he was alive I’d sometimes go to his sermons and I remember one time he said “it feels good to hate, but we know that it isn’t allowed, so when we’re told that we’re allowed to hate someone we get so excited that we forget we’re supposed to love”, and if my humble atheist ass might borrow some church talk I’d like to perhaps submit that

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Anyhow sometimes on the day to day I feel disgust or revulsion and I have to ask myself “is this a danger to anyone at all or am I just looking for something I’m allowed to hate” and a solid 98/100 times it’s the latter so once again thank you pastor D

[i-am-a-fish]

lock the fuck in?? no way dude. I am TUCKED the fuck in :) good night

[decomposedmaw]

Rainy

[salvadorbonaparte]

"on god's green earth" is way too fun to say even when you don't believe in god and know most of it is blue, actually

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I like to say "on god's no-longer-green earth" because, you know. Reasons.

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Thinkin about Sam fucking Andrew while Andrew is wearing Sam's hoodie

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Dare I say it. I will always be a Nicky hater. I don't care what you've been through, the moment you sexually assault someone is the moment I lose all respect and sympathy for you.

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Rereading Summer Sons and there's so much I've misremembered

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I truly wish there were more than 2 fics of summer sons on AO3, and also, that there was more fanart 😞

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Rereading Summer Sons and there's so much I've misremembered

[luckiestangel-deactivated202509]

reminder that we are all going to die. write that controversial smut

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The whole point of the apple and character faces trend is that the eaten part of the apple outlines the silhouette of the characters' faces, like one of those psychology test art pieces where they ask "do you see a butterfly or an apple?" But 90% of these artworks are just placing faces over an eaten fruit, so, the silhouette part of it is lost in translation, and it kinda frustrates me 😕

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How many times do I have to see the same posts over and over again jesus christ

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A huge part of me doesn't want to read the prequel bc I know I cannot handle reading Riko's cruelty (especially in the detail I know Nora will write him in) but another, very small part of me wants to understand Kevin's mindset and how he survived growing up in such a wretched place... Decisions, decisions 😔

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*sighs* tiring day... time to masturbate and zonk out right after

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The one thing I don't like about Ellipsus is that they don't format the speech quotation marks correctly. It's not " upside down and " right side up like normal. It's right side up on both ends. It's driving me nuts.

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Sometimes femininity is blasting WAP as you speed down the highway

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Rough sketch. Neil was stupid again. Andrew put him in time out.

(Neil's watery chibi eyes look like alien eyes but I can't do better than this 😭)

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How does one reset their timeline I am in desperate need