CADAVERGRINDER

I don’t care about the flesh that will tear, it isn’t flesh that I’m worried about.

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

I got high before closing the bar I work at

Here’s my experience as a shit pothead thinking I am what I once was

Finds half smoked joint from past bartender.

Fuck it. Lights up.

Does closing duty.

I’m done. Cool.

Hey I forgot this

And this.

And this.

FUCK I FORGOT THE PUKE IN THE MENS BATHROOM.

*mops more than wanted*

Finished shit.

Fuck I forgot my drawer.

Great gotta clock in.

*Clocks in

Get my drawer

*clock out.

Count my drawer.

*Fuck I’m high

Can’t understand counting a combined drawer( since I picked up the rest of the last hour of the last bartenders shift).

Counts to 400.

Fuck.

I forgot my financial.

*Clock in

Prints financial.

*Clock out

Fuck I forgot to enter my tips.

*Clock in.

Enter tips.

*Clocked out.

FUCK

I FORGOT TO PRINT MY NEW FINANCIAL

*CLOCKS IN

PRINTS FINANCIAL

CLOCKS OUT*

My life as a bartender

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

I like what I did but mad about the symmetry. I need to re do it.

[daddysbloodbat]

[classichorrorblog]

The Silence Of The Lambs Directed by Jonathan Demme (1991)

[phatcatsama]

[gusty]

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

A piece of me must be dying.

It’s getting easier to not think about you.

[botonomancy]

[sa2ha]

Anne Sexton / Edvard Munch

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

You said it’s the end of our chapter.

But I know you’re coming back

by the end of my book

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

From time to time

I find your underwear back in the palm of my hand. You came to my work and I told you I wanted them before you leave.

Like a perfect princess you went to the bathroom and took them off and handed them to me from behind the bar.

The memory is everything to me.

But

It’s my last piece of you and I cherish it like a relic.

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

If

Every tear I shed for you was a cut.

[your-name-sounds-moanable-deact]

[60060y6]

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

Last night

I had a dream about you.

You were just as beautiful as you are in real life.

I savored every second I spent by your side.

And I remembered every kiss I stole from you.

I woke up drowning in heartache

I want us back.

[deltaco-offavery-blog]

Every day

I miss you. It doesn’t get easier.

But I know it’s because it’s not the end between you and I.

O.H.M.

I love you.

[frodo-sam]