Is It Reality? Update:
This is gonna be the same update from the end of the new chapter.
so, it's time to talk about where i've been the past year. ( IF YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT THE FIC, SKIP TO THE NEXT BOLD LINE! ) The last time this was updated was September 14th in 2024. at that time i was 17 and was entering my second year of college. i was beginning to study for my a-levels, which took place this may/june, and i was slowly falling into a bad headspace. i had written this chapter (19/21) all the way up to chapter 23/25, and was working on 24/26. however, my laptop crapped out on me, and I have a rule where I cannot post chapters or fics from my phone. kinda like how some people only ever do big purchases on their pc cos it has a big screen.
i did have this chapter, and the next two, saved as drafts and ready to post. but then, like i said, my laptop died. meaning i not only wouldn't post them, but couldn't work on 24/26. the method i use for the chapters which contain a 'copy' from the original show is to have the show up on my screen alongside the word doc, and then to work alongside it. this was so that i could describe the scene, such as what it looked like, as going based solely off of the transcript is not useful. helped me get tone done as well. and, once again, that was not possible when on my phone. weirdly, though, returning to this fic today one of the drafts still existed????
december was the lowest point of my life. i still don't know why, but i made some irrational decisions, and uprooted who i was friends with. mind you, this was in my senior year, where i had major exams in like 6 months, so it was VERY foolish, but i began to improve. then exams hit in may/june, and i went to thailand in july. then, these past few months, i have been reading in a different fandom, the Hermitcraft fandom. i have been publish fics for that on a different account (which I will not link, sorry not sorry), and have been balancing that around my job as floor staff on weekends while i am out on a gap year. i have also began to post on youtube (which i will again not link) and then fell ill and these past weeks have been busy.
also one of my cats died in september, that wasn't good for it all either.
but i've noticed just how many people are commenting or leaving kudos on an unfinished, seemingly abandoned fic, so i have decided to slowly but surely bring this back.
So, THE GAMEPLAN
There are a few changes I will be making to this fic. First of all, this fic is no longer going to be one big, long fic. I will be making what I had planned to be different parts in a big fic into NEW FICS. That means that this fic is going to be cut off at chapter 25/27, where a BIG TWIST will happen. The next fic will be what was intended to be part of this same section, but I want to flesh it out and move the remaining planned chapters into the next fic.
I will also slowly be going through and reworking the whole fic. I need to reread it, I need to edit it, I need to change certain story beats. This will be done in secret, and I will likely upload them randomly when I get to them, and will say which chapters have been reworked when I update the series. I believe my writing style has changed since I turned 16 (which is when I began writing this fic, wdym I'm 18 now shut UP), and want it to feel better.
This will need to be balanced with my other account's fics, alongside the NEW SERIES I am beginning to plan. A big flaw that burned me with this fic was the lack of foresight - I did write chapters in advance, but honestly that was not a good way of doing it. This new series will instead have the first fic's first arc fully written before I begin to post, so that at least one fic will be complete if I choose to discontinue it.
This fic will be based off of the series of mobile games called Lifeline! I LOVE it, and I read a series that did it with Hermitcraft (as I mentioned above, I was sucked into the fandom shurrup) which was aptly called the Lifeline AU, it changed my life and made me play the games. I will be taking some rough inspo from this, but it will be a unique work that will stand on its own. The draft for it was planned last night when I finished the final game, it was 3am and I was in a haze. I will say, it needs a lot of planning, but it will slowly begin. I do also need to play Lifeline 2, as this was not available for my phones at all so need to find an apk or use a wiki or smth to play it, so that's that.
Looking forward to the future.
Thanks for sticking by me, love you lots,
- DV










