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Kim Junsu | Crossroads Demon Shall we seal this deal with a kiss? My dream, my hunter RP Blog

[hunterchangmin]

[demonjunsu-blog]

*smiles*

It is fine, I am not much of a talker myself. So I think it works out just fine. I do not mind listening to you ramble. If it makes you feel better.

*pats hand again*

While things may not have worked out as you would have liked, it is fortunate that you have found your childhood friend again. Although if it is as you say, he might not appreciate having two demons around. Is he planning on staying in your party? I had always assumed hunters were solitary people.

[hunterchangmin]

We mostly are but there is no way I am letting Kyuhyun out of my sight again. He’ll just have to learn to adjust to the situation and.. I’m sure he will. Try at his most at least..

I’m still sorry I came here more to tell you about yoochun but instead the subject completely changed.. For not much of a speaker I do really appreciate that you talk to me (/smiles softly) I hope it means something.. Think about it? Staying? Please? Kyu will learn to understand that there is more to both of you; you’re not merciless killers. .. At least I hope not.. I know you both kill but.. You have a very good reason and Jaejoong well.. I just.. Im not so sure how I’m suppose to make Kyu believe that he can be good?.. I doubt me telling Kyu that I’m in love with Jaejoong will help much. He’ll just assume that Im possessed or spelled on.. What should I do Su?

[demonjunsu-blog]

*lets out a small sigh*

I really wish I could help you. But I do not believe my word will hold much weight. I feel like he is the type who prefers actions over words anyway. If he is planning on staying in your presence...and I believe Jaejoong is not looking to be leaving it soon, he will just have to observe first hand how much you both care for each other. I am sure, if he truly cares for your well being, he cannot refute what is before him and should not stand in your way.

Or at least not try to stab or shoot at Jaejoong again. /smiles/

How is your leg? Did the doctors say how long until you can be rid of the crutches?

[hunterchangmin]

[hunterchangmin]

Jaejoong is a demon; he..is hopefully staying so why would you not be able to? I don’t..I’m not looking into what you guys are doing..I can keep a blind eye if I must. 

(/coughs) 

I’m not trying to get you into trouble I just hoped you would be able to shield me? (/smiles a bit eyes mismatched) No I’m joking I just.. I don’t know hope he’ll follow and kiss me instead of biting my head off once more

Ah..right, well..Kyuhyun; the hunter; is actually my..hes my best friend; was; is; my childhood best friend (/smiles a bit looking down at the carpet) I don’t know the full story but I am only guessing that Jaejoong got himself in trouble with some hunters.. escaped and Kyu followed him to the hotel; some shit probably went off and..that lead us to here; Kyu has always been a bit of a clums? I’m just happy both of them are fine; or as fine as they can be now .. 

I don’t..believe Kyuhyun can turn the blind eye out as well as I can though so I’m kind of afraid what he’d do; I didn’t..he wasn’t supposed to be a hunter damn it. 

In our youth; my dad started training us but Kyu didn’t know.. I didn’t want him to be afraid .. then when my mom left.. Dad took us and we left off too before I could even say goodbye to him (/bites lip) Just.. everything is just a lot to handle-

(/suddenly grows quiet) I’m sorry I shouldn’t ramble

[demonjunsu-blog]

*smiles*

It is fine, I am not much of a talker myself. So I think it works out just fine. I do not mind listening to you ramble. If it makes you feel better.

*pats hand again*

While things may not have worked out as you would have liked, it is fortunate that you have found your childhood friend again. Although if it is as you say, he might not appreciate having two demons around. Is he planning on staying in your party? I had always assumed hunters were solitary people.

[hunterchangmin]

[demonjunsu-blog]

*swats hand away*

No need to poke. I thought you wanted me to smile more.

*glances away*

I…don’t know what will happen between your brother and me. It, it’s certainly more complicated in real life than in dreams.

*shakes head*

But no matter. It isn’t our present concern. We first must get him back and then I will worry about what is to come after.

*tilts head, silently observing*

What exactly is it that Jaejoong deemed “restless behavior” on your part? Where is Jaejoong anyway?

[hunterchangmin]

(/smiles a bit at dropping hand)

Yes I do but it seemed like a pokey moment .. 

Well whatever happens will you stay? I understand that and I know the mission first is to make sure he; hyung; gets back but- will you stay? I..like having you around.. the group we have now I.. it feels like I don’t know, a new family; with issues; but a family nonetheless .. (/blushes slightly feeling a bit awkward but shrugs it away)

Ehm..I think it’s just everything together so far.. I was carrying him when the dog bit me; I bad-mouthed an Archangel to get his attention the issue with Tao and the Siren and .. I’m sure he’ll be able to add some more points on the list? 

Jaejoong could..maybe..burst in any second? I kind of took off after giving him a kiss (/fidgets)

[demonjunsu-blog]

*chuckles*

A family huh? I guess, I have grown fond of your company as well. I am not opposed to staying a bit longer. Although how long I can stay, being a demon and all...

So you kissed Jaejoong and now you're hiding out in my room? I do not think Jaejoong would appreciate that very much. /teases/ Trying to get me in trouble as well?

*frowns*

You never did explain to me exactly what happened with Jaejoong and that other hunter. Or why there were police at the hotel and after those two.

[hunterchangmin]

[demonjunsu-blog]

*smiles lightly at the excitement radiating off of Changmin*

I am happy to hear that. And it is good that you are in Heaven’s good graces because I know of no other person that could get away with yelling at an archangel. That would have been an amusing site to witness.

/pats Min’s hands/

Why would Jaejoong be angry with you?

[hunterchangmin]

(/pokes your cheek) you’re smiling, are you happy? Su? Will this mean that you’ll stay with us then from now on?.. Once we get Yoochun back..what will happen between you two?

I..well exactly that is why honestly..I mean I know they won’t hurt me since I seem to be of importance but- 

Jaejoong just..he just finds me too reckless and (/sighs quietly) I don’t want him to be angry with me. 

[demonjunsu-blog]

*swats hand away*

No need to poke. I thought you wanted me to smile more.

*glances away*

I...don't know what will happen between your brother and me. It, it's certainly more complicated in real life than in dreams.

*shakes head*

But no matter. It isn't our present concern. We first must get him back and then I will worry about what is to come after.

*tilts head, silently observing*

What exactly is it that Jaejoong deemed "restless behavior" on your part? Where is Jaejoong anyway?

[xiatao-deactivated20131015]

cr. 东床快婿俊硬硬_pyyusoo

[hunterchangmin]

(/wobbles around carefully trying not to put too much pressure on the injured leg and reaches Junsu’s room and knocks gently)

[demonjunsu-blog]

*Jerks awake from sleep at the sound of a knock. Blinks blearily before moving towards the door.*

Yes, one moment.

/opens door/

[demonjunsu-blog]

*smiles lightly at the excitement radiating off of Changmin*

I am happy to hear that. And it is good that you are in Heaven's good graces because I know of no other person that could get away with yelling at an archangel. That would have been an amusing site to witness.

/pats Min's hands/

Why would Jaejoong be angry with you?

[hunterchangmin]

(/wobbles around carefully trying not to put too much pressure on the injured leg and reaches Junsu’s room and knocks gently) 

[demonjunsu-blog]

*Jerks awake from sleep at the sound of a knock. Blinks blearily before moving towards the door.*

Yes, one moment.

/opens door/

Changmin? What are you doing out here? Should you not be resting in your room?

*Shuffles him into room to sit on the bed*

[demonjunsu-blog]

Are you going to rewrite it :3?

Just did m'dear~ ^^ Thanks for catching that. I COMPLETELY forgot! Wow~ does this just not suck though. JUNSU DID NOT ASK TO BE PUT BETWEEN A ROCK AND A HARD PLACE. TAT

[demonjunsu-blog]

But doenst Junsu know that Jaejoong killed their dad?

Nooope~~ Junsu only heard whisperings of a crossroads demon being...oh wait! O.o You're right!! He did find out after that heart to heart and oh dear...well then....that messes stuff up royally doesn't it? XDDD Thanks for the catch dear~ I totally forgot about the reveal. ^^;

[hunteryoochun-blog]

[hunteryoochun-blog]

“I don’t remember this place being this nice…” Distracted by the hotel lobby, Yoochun briefly pulled away from Junsu, staring in wonder. “If I had known it was this snazzy, maybe I’d have come back and apologized sooner,” he teased, winking at Junsu over his shoulder.

Sobering at the mention of the brother, Yoochun nodded. “I can see why you’d agree to such an…occupation. Like I said, I’d do the same for Changmin.” He nearly rolled his eyes at hearing Junsu talk about Jaejoong. “I’ve gotten over that petty dislike of him, what with my own attr…” He trailed off, smiling as he paused. “With my own situation. I can’t say I like him, but I won’t ruin things for my brother.” He frowned. “Can I tell you something?”

I just hope this doesn’t get back to Jaejoong…

“The angels whispered his name to me once, and told me that if I wanted to find my dad’s killer…I should include him on the hunt. Like, I should ask for his help. Or he’s key to finding the murderer. And that…bothers me.” He shook his head. “Why would angels encourage me to ask a demon for help? It doesn’t make any sense. No offense to you, of course,” he added quickly, hoping he hadn’t offended the blue-haired demon.

“Yeah? You’ll keep dreaming just to see me?” Faking a swoon, he clutched Junsu’s hand to his chest and sighed. “That’s so romantic of you, Su~”

[demonjunsu-blog]

“Can I tell you something?”

I frown appears before I quickly school my features again. I had completely forgotten about the hunter brother's hunt...and Jaejoong's involvement with that.

If this just doesn't put me in a difficult position.

I decide the best option is to play dumb. It is not my place to reveal secrets and an understanding had been made between Jaejoong and myself before this.I just have to find a way to get the other demon alone to discuss this new development with. What could the angels be up to? They must know, or if they don't know the full truth, they must know something.

I'm broken out of my musings by Yoochun's exaggerated swoon. Rolling my eyes at Yoochun's melodramatic display, I ignore the warmth emanating from my cheeks and from the place where my palm rests against his chest. A little unsure of how to deal with this lighthearted, teasing version of the hunter.

How could a few weeks change a person's opinion of someone else so drastically? Especially towards a being you so once hated?

Snatching my hand away, I clasp both in my lap, but not before giving Yoochun a light push. "If you're just going to make light of my offer, then I'll retract it. You can contact Changmin, I'm sure you can find company elsewhere as well."

The warmth still not leaving me.

[hunteryoochun-blog]

[hunteryoochun-blog]

“Never tell me you don’t care about angels finding you.” His voice came out a lot harsher than he had meant, so he backtracked and adopted a soft, gentle tone. A tone that was too emotional and loving, but he couldn’t care less. “I don’t like it here. I’m alone. There’s literally no one else here. Please, Junsu, if there’s one thing in this world I ask of you, it’s that you get me out of here before I completely lose my shit and start spouting Jesus crap.”

Yoochun sighed and clapped his hand over Junsu’s. “I won’t leave. I’m…sorry for acting this way. But I don’t know how to act.” He suddenly grinned sheepishly. “As many times as I’ve had a lover or someone beside me, it never felt like this. This is…new, in a way.”

He chuckled. “Aren’t we a pair…?” Wanting to keep them both talking rather than the awkward pauses between conversations, he asked, “How are you doing, aside from getting sleep? I…I know about the situation with your brother. Gotta say, I don’t envy you for the position you’re in. But I can see why you did what you did, do what you do. I’d do the same for my brother…”

Changmin…I don’t even want to imagine you in that situation. I can’t imagine it. I won’t.

[demonjunsu-blog]

This is…new, in a way.

I smile slightly.

“At least this is new territory for both of us.”

Glancing around, I decide the setting isn’t quite appropriate for a long conversation. Holding onto Yoochun’s hand, I give it a squeeze in warning before imagining us into a comfortable couch in the hotel lounge. A baby grand piano, the soft tinkling of clinking glasses and light conversation provide appropriate background noise.

I turn to give Yoochun my full attention, stealing courage in a deep breath.

“I won’t bother asking how you found out about my brother. But as you probably already know, he is stuck in his own prison. Much like yourself. It is because of this that I am in my own…in my current occupation, to put it lightly. I must fix what I had initially broken.”

I smile sadly before continuing on.

“I would not wish for you to be in my position either, but, when you do return to Changmin, take a little care in how you treat him and his relationship with his demon. I know you are not very approving of it, but Changmin hasn’t had it very easy with you gone from his life. Jaejoong, I don’t know him well enough to say, but he has at least provided support in an otherwise very difficult situation.

Biting my lip in thought, I continue on.

“I don’t know how I can help get you out of the Heaven. But…if you’d like, I can provide you with company in the meantime. I won’t block out my dreams.”

[hunteryoochun-blog]

[hunteryoochun-blog]

Yoochun frowned. “Yes, Heaven. You don’t sound exactly pleased about that.” Hurt flooded him, and he let go of Junsu, stepping farther back this time. “Would you rather I be in Hell? Somewhere you’re familiar with, where you know that at least I’d be out of the way and not…I don’t know…playing for Heaven’s team?”

Ohhhhh, if they even dare ask me to play for their team…

He studied Junsu carefully, now unsure if returning to his dream world had been such a wise choice. “Ah…maybe meeting with you was a bad decision on my part. Not that I could have stopped myself from wanting to see you again, but perhaps I should keep my distance, for your own saftey. I wouldn’t want angels knocking at your door, wondering why we’re associating.” He nodded and turned to leave, keeping his voice aloof. “I’m sorry for the intrusion, it won’t happen again.”

And when I get back to the IKEA house, I am going to drown myself in the happy fruit punch in the fridge. Stupid Heaven. Stupid sobriety. Stupid everything.

[demonjunsu-blog]

The conversation quickly takes an unexpected turn and I'm left internally scrambling to piece together everything Yoochun is saying.

No, no, no!

A sense of déjà vu overcomes me, the scene from my apartment superimposing over what's in front of me and I react without thinking, grabbing onto Yoochun's retreating arm.

"Wait, Yoochun! No! That's not at all what I meant. I would never wish Hell upon anyone, let alone on you. I'm just concerned and worried. About you."

He pauses and I push forward, my words coming out in a hurried rush. Needing more than anything to explain myself before more misunderstandings come between us again.

"I am grateful that I can meet you like this. No matter how confused you make me feel, I draw comfort in seeing you. I could care less about what angels decide to come find me. Or about my own safety. But you're in a very precarious situation, Yoochun," I plead, still holding on to his arm, unwilling to let him leave.

At least not like this...

[hunteryoochun-blog]

[hunteryoochun-blog]

Yoochun chuckled a little darkly, and Junsu raised an eyebrow at him. “Oh…you would be surprised at what I believe is your business to know.” But rather than taking advantage of his closeness, Yoochun kept his distance, for he did have something important to tell him. “I…I’m in Heaven, Su.” A tiny thrill ran through him at the affectionate nickname—he had the gall to utter it!—but he continued without interruption. “Up in the clouds above your heads, all that bull. Don’t really know how I got here, but here I am. Here I’ll stay until someone busts me loose.”

When Junsu muttered about how he was confused about his feelings toward him, Yoochun nearly laughed in relief. “That’s nice to hear, because I’ve been feeling the exact same way.” He smiled wryly. “Though I suppose it makes me the world’s biggest hypocrite, huh? I guess I can…hmm.”

I guess now I can see how Changmin looks past the demon and sees the man, no matter how small an amount of humanity he may possess.

“Reconcile the dream with reality?” He laughed this time, stepping just a bit closer. “If anything, you are the dream in my reality.” He had to. He wouldn’t be Yoochun if he didn’t make a bad joke at a time such as this. Wanting to stall before a deeper conversation began and led to places he didn’t know if he wanted to go just yet, he looked around. “Then I suppose it’s fitting we’re here, huh? Back where all my problems concerning you started. Back at the beginning.”

He looked back at Junsu, who had gone a bit still. “Please say something. Anything.”

Save me from here. Come get me. Let me out of this prison and back to you and my brother.

[demonjunsu-blog]

"Heaven?"

The mention of it sends an odd chill down my spine and a frown appears. 

Why in the world would Heaven want to take a hunter out of the game?

It seems counter intuitive and it's that which worries me. Instead of giving voice to my concerns, I decide to focus on a more intriguing development.

Turning an inquisitive glance at the hunter. "When did you become such a poet? 'The dream to your reality'? 'Su'? I distinctly remember a -sshi being there the last time we 'met'. If I'm such a problem, maybe you should keep the distance. If Heaven has you under lock and key, associating with demons during this point in time might not be looked upon very kindly." 

I hope my lightly teasing tone covers the slight hurt at his initial choice of words.

[buckingstucky]

Song Meme | Johnny Cash - “Man in Black” @

Well, you wonder why I always dress in black, Why you never see bright colors on my back, And why does my appearance seem to have a somber tone. Well, there’s a reason for the things that I have on.

Ah, I’d love to wear a rainbow every day, And tell the world that everything’s OK, But I’ll try to carry off a little darkness on my back, ‘Till things are brighter, I’m the Man In Black.

[hunteryoochun-blog]

[demonjunsu-blog]

I try to resist the pull of my dreams as much as possible. The last dream left me feeling too many things and beyond confused. Not to mention a new hair color and more questions than satisfying answers. And more emotions than I felt comfortable dealing with.

A hazy heaviness descends and I open my eyes to a busy street, people moving past in a blur. Closer inspection shows faceless blurs and I take a step back at the oddness of the situation. Everything around me appears in washed out watercolors and the surroundings are familiar but I can’t pinpoint where they’re from.

The dream field shifts slightly and I feel another presence. Yoochun…I don’t even need to see for my subconscious to pick up on the familiar aura. Another shift and I’m standing in front of a familiar hotel.

I almost expect to find Yoochun by the side of the road, struggling to get suitcases out of his trunk. Instead, I find Yoochun form, solid among the other dream figures, staring straight at me. 

“Yoochun.”

[hunteryoochun-blog]

It’s…the hotel…huh. Fancy that.

When he heard Junsu call his name, he whirled around and nearly gasped. They both stared at each other for a long moment, unable to move.

He then reached out for Junsu and brought him close, not quite an embrace but something like one nonetheless. “You haven’t been dreaming for a while.” Yoochun brushed a few strands of blue hair away from his demon’s face and smiled sadly. “Have you been getting much sleep? Perhaps this was a bad time…”

Trying to start things with a light mood, he said, “So I finally told Changmin where I’ve been. Should I tell you?” He paused. “Have I already told you? I can’t remember.”

[demonjunsu-blog]

I allow myself to indulge in the embrace, feeling a slight blush coloring my cheeks when he brushes away my bangs.

"You told Min? I'm glad you were able to get in touch with him. He has been quite worried of your well-being. I could only provide so much assurance and comfort.

No, I, you never told me where you were. Just that it was someplace safe, if slightly impenetrable. I won't pry if you feel it is not my business to know."

I pause, hesitating, before leaning in slightly more. I had forgotten how nice it felt to be in a comforting pair of arms.

"Honestly, I've been avoiding dreaming. You, I knew there was a possibility that I would find you here and..."

I inhale deeply. No point in lying, it's been draining enough trying to block my ability to dream, let alone trying to lie through my subconscious. I am so tired.

"You confuse me. These feelings. This attachment to you. I should not be feeling this way, least of all towards you. But I can't seem to shake it off. I did not want to dream, because I knew I would find you here and I don't know how to reconcile the dream with...reality."

[hunteryoochun-blog]

The events of the day leave me physically drained. The mental strain of blocking out any outside contact, demon….or otherwise, is taking its toll.

I’m not ready, don’t think I’ll ever be ready. I’m in too deep. I can’t…again…

I was hesitant to leave the others when we arrived at the motel,...

[demonjunsu-blog]

I try to resist the pull of my dreams as much as possible. The last dream left me feeling too many things and beyond confused. Not to mention a new hair color and more questions than satisfying answers. And more emotions than I felt comfortable dealing with.

A hazy heaviness descends and I open my eyes to a busy street, people moving past in a blur. Closer inspection shows faceless blurs and I take a step back at the oddness of the situation. Everything around me appears in washed out watercolors and the surroundings are familiar but I can't pinpoint where they're from.

The dream field shifts slightly and I feel another presence. Yoochun...I don't even need to see for my subconscious to pick up on the familiar aura. Another shift and I'm standing in front of a familiar hotel.

I almost expect to find Yoochun by the side of the road, struggling to get suitcases out of his trunk. Instead, I find Yoochun form, solid among the other dream figures, staring straight at me. 

"Yoochun."

[demonjunsu-blog]

Why don't you dream anymore? I can never sense it. Dream, Junsu...of anything, I just...I have to see you again.

The events of the day leave me physically drained. The mental strain of blocking out any outside contact, demon....or otherwise, is taking its toll.

I'm not ready, don't think I'll ever be ready. I'm in too deep. I can't...again...

I was hesitant to leave the others when we arrived at the motel, but a split was inevitable and everyone looked ready to pass out. Myself included.

The small room is hardly up to the standards of the recent hotel but the bed looks inviting enough and I am unable to resist the sudden exhaustion that consumes me.