i'll play god, i'll play god today

[they/them] sup i'm elijah and i'm an asshole lmfao im a nb boy, gay, 16-year-old memer whos otherkin/fictionkin. im not gonna lie i can be a huge asshole but only if i perceive you as being an asshole to myself/my friends.

[abominari-deactivated20170123]

reblog if you hate incest and you want to destroy the minds of incest fetishizers

[npdrat-deactivated20160707]

and ffs when you want to bring up genocide and cultural assimilation bring up native people. bring it up!! for christs sake no one talks about this!! bring it up!!

bring up the fact that native women had their breasts cut off and white men wore them on their fucking heads. that their children were used for target practice. that native men were scalped in their sleep.

bring up the fact that villages were burned to the ground in the dead of night when no one was prepared to fight back.

bring up the number of native men, women, and fucking children who were lynched and charged for crimes they didnt commit.

bring up the number of tribes, some centuries old, that were destroyed in a matter of what? months? weeks? days? minutes?

bring up the savagery of white men, the absolute barbaric nature that they cannot hide and made no effort of doing so at this time. dont compare their savagery to our desperation to survive.

bring up the fact that a single uniform language is rare now, that almost all of our languages have been lost along with (for me at least) a good deal of our cultures. 

bring up the fact that my own grandfather told me stories about having his hair cut and wearing uncomfortable stuffy uniforms. about learning english at what was an impossible pace for him. about being told his culture was “cute” but that it was “time to move on” by an adult he trusted

bring up the fact that this country belongs to a culturally rich and beautiful people, and now some ugly white asshole can go their whole life believing it belongs to them.

[npdrat-deactivated20160707]

im not going to sit here digging up sources for shit white people have done, heres a cute little list. want sources for it? research it yourself.

for more reasons why i fucking hate white people, also a reason i chose this timeline specifically, the woman who made this timeline continues to use the word “indian” the entire time :)

[npdrat-deactivated20160707]

every single founding father of this horrible hellcountry supported the genocide of native people.

every single one benefited from shunning us for our ways of life, calling us “animals” and “savages” to fuel their own egos while simultaneously taking things from our culture and trying to mimic things we did to survive.

every founding father has been proven to be disgustingly racist. i saw someone yesterday say one wasnt racist because he never owned slaves, and the man in question was a supporter of the “Indian removal act”

the genocide of native people and the forced cultural assimilation that followed will not be swept under the rug like it has been for decades. mention us.

i want every founding fathers corpse burning in washington. i want every one of them to have “slave owner and genocidal savage” next to their name in history books. i want their names destroyed, possibly forgotten. i want them to be eternally dead.

[ssaisstopsexualassaultinsch-blog]

Consent Education.

[presidentalpaca]

you know i wonder,,, what do cishet aces and aros think they’re gonna get if lgbt people actually decided to disregard history and the disrespect they’ve shown us and actually let them into the community?? they already have a much higher chance at getting scholarships, jobs, housing, basic supplies, etc. nothing’s stopping them from showing affection to someone they love in public. they have never been illegal. they sure as heck can use the right bathroom and won’t be misgendered or deadnamed any time soon, if ever. the only difference is that they’d be allowed into pride fest and able to join community groups(visiting lgbt bars/restaurants, going to school sga club, etc). 

but they would never be able to fully understand how important those things they’ve been begging for are. personally, the very idea of getting to go to a pride fest can make me cry. and it’s not because there are pretty colors and cool events - you can find those things at any parade or festival. i cry because i’m tired of keeping my identity a secret or feeling like it’s something i should hide. at pride, that identity isn’t just okay, it’s celebrated.

cishets will never understand how much our resources and safe spaces mean to us because they’ve never needed them. they will never understand how much we have gone through just to be at a still pretty bad spot because the world was made for them, and as we suffer they prosper. 

so, basically, here’s a message to all cishet aces and aros: you aren’t part of the community because you don’t need to be. all you can do is continue to take control of our lives, our politics, and our safety and security.

[egobuzz]

in elementary school we used to have pizza parties at the end of the year

now we just have exams and tears

[egobuzz]

#what twenty one pilots song is this from (x)

[cassandrapentagay-deactivated20]

@ everyone who insists on trying to counter “what if this character were gay” with “what if they were ace instead”

a) these two things are not mutually exclusive b) nice homophobia

[cassandrapentagay-deactivated20]

and because I can tell that i’m probably going to be inundated with messages contesting point b, here’s god’s honest truth: implying that gay identities revolve entirely around sex & ‘sexual deviancy’ by trying to create a barrier between ‘gay’ and ‘ace’ is literally vintage, classic homophobia dressed up as hot modern discourse, and I would advise you to think carefully about why you believe the two ARE mutually exclusive

[powerarmor]

imo the two biggest misconceptions and contributors to Discourse are 1. the idea that straightness is just a label or identity rather than a position of power and privilege in a homophobic society and 2. the idea that the lgbt community is some free for all love and acceptance club rather than a desperate coalition cobbled together out of common history + experience to help save and improve the lives of specific groups of people who are oppressed by cishets

saying things like “it’s not your place to call cishets straight unless they identify that way!” or the too-common “i thought the lgbtqiapd2a+ community was all about inclusion and love :( i hate gatekeepers” are just so indicative of a fundamental misunderstanding of our experiences and objectives as people who face specific kinds of discrimination and harm every day of our lives

[asrielkin-deactivated20190807]

hey!! are u cis and straight and tired of all the mean hateful sjws on tumblr?? i have the answer!! log out and go outside!! a wonderful concept i know

[meislame]

I too recommend that you leave your basement. Work out, and hopefully quit Tumblr with posts such as ridiculous as these. I generally don’t care. I doubt anyone cares about how it’s “mean”. The fact of the matter is when you want all straight people and all normal people to die or unjustly hate them then that’s where the problem resides. Tumblr just happens to be the breeding ground for scientific illiteracy and illegitimate sources.

[asrielkin-deactivated20190807]

ur garbage and damn i thought we blocked u anyways down w cis

[demonkinkid]

“The fact of the matter is when you want all straight people and all normal people to die or unjustly hate them then that’s where the problem resides.” “and all normal people to die“ “normal people“   

Ok buddy why don’t you just admit that you hate everyone who isn’t a white cishet male like god damn.

The problem resides with people like you telling us we’re not normal, that we’re odd, that we’re fetishists, that if we’re not “normal” we should be “normal.”

And telling someone to “work out” also means you hate fat people too great job fucklord.

[uwu-chan-abouttodelete-deactiva]

hey like, if you happen to do something abusive because of your mental illness

you still gotta apologize for it???? 

you still have to accept responsibility???

you can’t expect the people around you to just suck it up when you hurt them because you’re mentally ill. 

[brehaaorgana]

spiraling further and self-deprecation/calling urself a monster also isn’t an apology. an apology does not involve another person comforting you for your harmful actions. 

[fleursdanslatete-deactivated201]

same with claiming that you are a failure and are doomed to never change or improve. Apology should not involve the other person comforting you and rooting for you, and essentially being your cheerleader.

Same if you claim that not doing abusive things to someone repeatedly is “so hard” while also refusing to examine your behavior, to create a plan of action to help you cope with your mental illness in a healthy way, or by refusing to seek help in any shape or form. Twice as bad if you expect the person you abused to be your mental health therapist/processor.

[meshugenist]

idrc abt people making fun of boys but dateaboywhosuggestion is run by a gay boy and is explicitly about boys loving boys so keep that in mind thanks

[reservoirdogs1992-blog]

[clockwork-circus-system-blog]

Hey, just a reminder.

Fictives form due to trauma or an incapability to process trauma in later life, just like any other alters in DID/DDNOS(osdd) systems. They aren’t a conscious choice. They are their own people, whether they want to be associated with their canon or not. Please keep in mind that whilst many fictives identify as their canon counterpart, they do not always act just like them. If they want to be regarded as their canon counterpart, please respect that. If they don’t, please respect that, too. In addition, please keep in mind that they can develop away from their canon as people, and that they often have functions and roles aside from being a fictive of x character. Fictives and their experiences are valid and they are loved. Thank you :)

[movedddddddddddddddddd]

pst hey

dont question people who have fictives from “recent” source material (which ive seen include shit as “new” as a few years old). not all of us have escaped our traumatic situations. some of us have been reintroduced to abusive places. some of us have experienced a lot of stress thanks to life changes. people with did/osdd continue to create alters under some circumstances and nobody is required to share their situation with you. alters can be developed in people with did/osdd at any time if a huge stressor is added to the life.

just a psa

[vmerli-blog]

a little handy chart

[saynotocis]

funny how cis people can dehumanize and flat out say trans people are lesser and no one bats an eye but once a trans person says harmless things about cis people they people jump down your throats to shut you up

and by funny i mean terrifying

[trapcard]

see now I’m thinking about how evil the military is especially with their recruitment stuff. like they visit the schools that they know are poor (usually filled with black and latinx kids) and literally tell you “hey guess what if you join the military you won’t be poor and since you probably won’t amount to anything after school may as well join!” and they will send a black/latinx recruiter to the school so the kids are like “wow he looks like me I can do it too” and recruiters also get bonuses for signing ppl up and get this….if a kid convinces their friend to join the kid gets money and also a promotion. like this system is literal brainwashing and exploitation and when you couple that with the extreme amounts of military worship in the country ( you see recruitment ads in movies and video games) it’s scary. like the military is embedded in American society and you get a lot of young 17-18 year old kids joining not knowing what the fuck they are getting into.