Demon & Angel Story
..... It is the story of me -the Demon- and her -my little cute Angel- .....
She thinks that she is no longer my Angel, she is though and will always be.
I know she is not reading but i wish i could tell her how much i love her, i wish time is back to those days we were together, i wish i could look for her in the eyes, her blue-green eyes, i really never knew if they were green or blue and i think she never knew as well, i miss her smile, i miss our fights about she wanting to get a boy-cut for her long blonde hair, i miss she sharing her drawings with me, i miss her fights about me spending much time with my friends instead of her, i miss how it feels to have her around during my day.
I really miss her.
I still have the letter she attached with her first gift for me, i always keep it with me in, my wallet, i just wish she was still here.
Unfortunately i broke the french press she bought to me but i still remember her everyday in the morning while i’m making coffee.
I miss the feeling of you being my daughter not just my partner.
I miss our fights, i really was okay with these fights we had usually about how she hates the society also about how she hated me sometimes, i just wanted us to be together.
I’m so sorry, i’m really sorry....
I don’t know if i just lacked some patience, maybe i was not good enough, maybe!!
I’m so sorry for not telling you how much i love you that day when you send me a message a week after we broke up saying “you miss me”, i’m so sorry!!
I still see you everywhere, i still have the first voice note of that poem you sent for me, i play it every night, i miss you!!
I really wonder how strange this life is !! or even how strange we -Humans- are, we always ruin our best chances in life!!
i know you will never read this but i love you so much.
