He wasn’t panicking. He wasn’t panicking and he’d tell himself that until it was true. He’d just been at the bar after work, he wasn’t drinking that much, he was talking to some other guys just hanging around the bar. They’d been laughing, things had been fine and fun and friendly and then one of the guys said he was going outside for a smoke and asked if Jack wanted to join, so he did. And next thing he knew he was alone in the alley off the side of the bar with blood on his hands. Some on his shirt. His cheekbone was sore like he’d been hit, but it wasn’t anything that would’ve bled. The other man wasn’t there. And Jack looked in a panic all over the alley. Even checked the dumpster. But nothing. And after that, he wasn’t any calmer. If anything he was more panicked, pulling on his hair as he tried to think of what to do next. And it wasn’t until he got there, knocking on the door with shaking hands that Jack even realized he’d run to Sally’s house. When the door opened, he tried to think of something to say, something to explain, but all his panic just flooded out of him. “I fucked up,” his voice was rushed, cracking.
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Sally didn’t normally expect people hitting the shop up well after closing. She didn’t expect Jack of all people to be at her door shaking and looking upset and this wasn’t the first time. She has had dreams, premonitions about Jack before. They always ended with blood on his hands and now that she saw them there in the flesh she was unsettled but she was calmer than she should have probably been. “Oh Jack….” she whispered softly, taking his hands, pulling him into her shop and guiding him upstairs to where she normally slept. She kept a first aide kit there for times of trouble, rags, blankets, etc. “What happened Jack?” she whispered, searching his face for clarity. He looked lost, confused, and she didn’t like that. It wasn’t the first time….but she always hoped the last one would be the last one. “Tell me everything you know. And then we will get you to the bathroom and clean you up….alright?”
He felt awful. Just all over but also for putting this on Sally. What if he had done something bad—like really bad? Did this make her an accomplice? No, no he wouldn’t let that happen. When she said his name so soft, he almost wanted to just collapse in the doorway. She didn’t sound disappointed, and thankfully she didn’t sound scared. Sally took him by the hands, leading him upstairs, and he just followed, almost like he was dazed. He wasn’t really paying attention to the walk, just trying to think. Her voice sounded again and he blinked, looking at her. He shook his head, just barely. “I don’t know...” his voice was soft. He tried to look at her but couldn’t. “I was out... I was talking to people, having some fun... and then I was in an alley, like this.” He shook his head again. His voice was so small, almost cracking on some words. “I looked around... I couldn’t find anybody. I don’t know who it was... I don’t know why it happened.” He finally looked at her as they neared the bathroom. “I’m so sorry,” he breathed, his hands still shaking, his eyes burning a bit. “I... I didn’t wake you did I?”














