Nike Tennis Skirt I have had for 10 years stopped me in my tracks about “Feeling” - it’s big for me💜
The external has driven me for FAR too long - ebbs and flows of my self awareness have moved me forward and some all to often have moved me backwards
Do we have to face it to heal it ? Yes no maybe • it’s a process and a really emotional fucking one to be honest
What I do know is that I loved tennis since I was really young like 4-5th grade - I would ride my bike to Harford Hills Elementary School and hot against the big brick wall of the building for hours hitting • bike a bunch of tennis balls in a yellow calico drawstring bag no fancy tennis hopper - I felt great
Stopped hitting somewhere in my early twenties - then my son at 10 was searching for a sport and stumbled upon tennis - both myself and his dad hit dating on and off because of my love for the game - my son practiced hard and was really good (still is) became my sons game and I started playing a lot in my 40’s
Then he went to college and I stopped - why?
Last week hit 🎾 balls w my son and all the FEELS came back like rushing back how I really love the game and how it makes me feel HAPPY
Know for how I feel in a tennis skirt • well let’s say that’s the point and this morning I stopped to “notice” how I felt like really felt deep • I feel feminine strong free empowering in shape sexy determined ME 🦋
I am a feeling woman 100% #courage
