NO BUT LISTEN I DREAMED OF YOUNGHOON GRABBING MY THIGH AND I'M SO AOSGSKSHSIHS !!!????? I CAN'T DO THIS

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NO BUT LISTEN I DREAMED OF YOUNGHOON GRABBING MY THIGH AND I'M SO AOSGSKSHSIHS !!!????? I CAN'T DO THIS
it's not that much but happy 300 followers! thank you so much for the endless supports <3
Hiii! Uh so I must say that I really love your work that I keep coming back to read and check for updates. I was wondering if you're accepting requests right now? If you're busy, I understand. :)
hello! i'm sure i got this a year ago which i was in my hiatus and break but since i came back now, yes, i'm accepting requests ^_^ however, it would take me time to finish it up since i'm currently studying for my exams on this october. if you are still interested in requesting, do feel free to send some <3 i accept any requests and if it gets out of my limits, i'll make sure to inform ^^
hi op ~ i’m not asking for a request. just wanted to see if you’re okay and how you’ve been :] 🤍
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hello lovely! thank you so much for checking up on me, i've been okay! i was just not feeling well in the past (and still) but i'm better than before! i hope you are doing well too, please take care of yourself well, especially during this pandemic <3 i shall make your own tag since it's my first time to have a designed anon (ig??) idk aoshsj it has been a while since i came back to tumblr but if you came across my tumblr page again, let's be friends <3
I really really love reading your stories! Thank you so much for writing the hyunjae one! It's just so good I'm definitely gonna read it again and again! Appreciate it so much. Please take care and enjoy your day!!!💜💜
hello! i can't remember which one was it since it was long time ago xD but i assume it was the latest hyunjae's smut i wrote? if it was, thank you once again to request and reading it again and again <3 you too! make sure to take care of yourself well and do enjoy your day <3
83 + 88 + 89 for jealous boyfriend juyeon 🥺
hello! i know that this request was like year ago so im vvvv sorry for the delayed response </3 as i stated before, i took a break from everything and now i came back <3 it might took me time to update and finishing up all the requests too now but i still wanted to thank y'all to request :D thank you for requesting and reading my works, i hope you are having a nice day and stay safe! here is the link to your request btw <3 i apologise if it didn't reach to your preferences T_T
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synopsis: the jealousy in your boyfriend led to an unexpected sex warning(s): filth smut ig?? degradation, slight slapping, chocking, breeding, multiple orgasms and overstimulation to the point y/n squirted so minors kindly dni! <3 prompt(s): 83 - it's sir, understood? 88 - be quiet or i have no choices but let them know what a whore you are underneath me 89 - do you have fun teasing the shit out of me? notes: i get too carried on with the plot thus leading it to be quite long than usual </3 my apologies
hi i wanted to make new friends here so hmu if u r interested <3
first of all, i apologise for leaving without any proper notice. i wasn’t feeling well and i had to take a long break in order to feel better. now that i feel better, i’ll try my best to be more active and productive than i used to be. although i have my new semester coming up soon (in october), i’ll still try my best to visit this place as often as i can ^_^. thank you to those who read and requested with me, i still have a few requests going in my inbox and i’ll try to finish them once i get the ideas. i’m more into writing fanfics these days and i tried to publish one in wattpad. i’m planning to post the works here too so if you are still going to read my writings, feel free to visit my account <3 thank you for the support and love y’all have been giving to me. i’ll cherish it forever.
oh and, i wanted to make more friends on the internet so if you wanted to be friend, you can hit me up here ^^ i promise i’ll be active in replying your messages
i’m going to start a new format too so if i get the enough time to edit my previous works, i’ll try to T_T
Hi there! Can I get a request for hyunjae where he shops and chooses lingerie online with his gf and having discussion on which ones to get + buy for her + a slight soft smut? Thank youu!! Stay safe please!
hello there! i finally did it after weeks or idk 😳 i hope you like it though. schools close once again here so i think (PROBABLY) i could write more during these weeks, hopefully though if there's no any ordeals. thank you for requesting as well and have a nice day. stay safe too and take extra care especially during this pandemic, don't forget to wear masks outside! 🤎
Hi there! Can I get a request for hyunjae where he shops and chooses lingerie online with his gf and having discussion on which ones to get + buy for her + a slight soft smut? Thank youu!! Stay safe please!
[ 22:08 // 12.10.2020 // R.SMUT ] It was another day of quarantine and not gonna lie, you started to get bored with it. Staying in the shared apartment with your loved one is sure a good thing, but the fact that you can’t get out to capture things for your Instagram feeds is driving you insane. You are an influencer, you have to update your Instagram for every single day. Puffing your lower lips out, you let out a heavy sigh before throwing your body on the long sofa, resting your head on Hyunjae’s laps. “What’s wrong, love? Rough day?” His soothing voice is enough to calm you, the way he gently stroked your cheeks was the cherry on top. You gave the latter a nod, “We need to get out from this apartment, it’s slowly intoxicating me.” “Be grateful honey. There are homeless people who wish to have their own houses now,” he left a peck on your forehead before proceeding to scroll things on his phone.
You groaned at his response and rolled your eyes, there won’t be a time where he can’t joke around with you. You shifted to lay on your left side of your body, grabbing the remote control nearby and began to channel switch, trying to find the proper television show that was good for you to watch. The way your mouth opened wide to form an obvious yawn made it clear that you’re going through another boring day, having the slightest hope that the young man could do something with it. Instead, Hyunjae kept his concentration more on his phone and his lips often shaped a bright but mischievous smile, as if he was having a side chick behind you. You bleated under your breath, “Geez, your girlfriend is right here yet you focus on your phone more.”
The voice of yours might be quiet, but the bigger figure seemed to catch on as he shifted his attention on you back. “I’m sorry, did you say something?” You glared at him and raised your voice out of displeasure, “Yes, I hate you.” Standing up and wearing your house slippers, you stomped all the way to the room and slammed the door loudly, showing your anger towards Hyunjae. “At least try to read the situation, ugh.” Once again, you rolled your eyes to the back and threw your lazy body on the bed. Lying on your stomach, you aggressively kicked the air out of frustration. You let out a heavy sigh, staring blankly on the wall and mumbled, “What’s so good about his phone anyways..”
While on the other side, Hyunjae was still speechless and dumbfound with your sudden mood swing. “What’s with her.” Blinking his eyes for a few times as he tried to keep up with the reality, taking a quick glance over the door of the bedroom. “I’m pretty sure she’s not in her periods,” he furrowed his eyebrows and turned his attention to his phone. He was actually online window shopping since it was hard for him to get out during the lockdown. At first, he was searching for random furniture and he didn’t know how he ended up in the women section, more specifically women’s lingeries. Even though his eyes completely glued on his phone screen, his mind can’t stop bringing him into fantasies.
He started to imagine how your body perfectly pulled off the black coloured of plunge bra with suspender belt underwear, hiding them with his favourite hoodie. Bending down to grab something inside the cabinet, purposely letting him see the underneath. He even imagined you wearing those satin chemises, lying on the bed while waiting for him to finish his late night shower. Fuck, even those thoughts managed to arouse him. The grip on his phone tightened, as Hyunjae went to the bedroom and opened the door, seeing the sulking you on the bed, avoiding his eye contact.
He cleared his throat, closing the door behind and took a seat on the bed, right next to your body. “Hey, are you alright?” He used his other hand to rub your back, but you were quick enough to slap his arm away, the action itself told him that you were still angry. “Come on, I’m sorry that I was on my phone too much.” He puffed out his lower lips, gently tucked your hair behind your ear from blocking Hyunjae seeing your well defined facial features. “Forgive me, hm?” You replied to him with silence at first, but you knew you can’t keep on getting mad on him, especially when he was this cute just for you. You folded your legs to heel sit next to him and opened your arms, “Hug me.”
A sheepish chuckle escaped from the young man, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him. The corner of your lips formed a quick smile as you moved closer to him, rolling to sit on his laps while wrapping your arms around his neck, resting your face on his shoulder. Both of you stayed like that for a while before Hyunjae started to rub your back in a circle, “Babe..” He called you out as you replied to him with a hum. He gently pulled you and unlocked his phone, showing to you the thing that he found online. “I.. I’m thinking to buy this for you,” the way he confessed his sin was unbelievably adorable as if he was a kid who just stole the candy from his older sibling. You tee-heed, leading the latter to raise his eyebrow out of curiosity.
“So were you online window shopping the whole time? My bad for thinking that you have another girlfriend by your side.” Your eyes were almost nowhere to be seen as you grinned brightly, snatching the phone away from Hyunjae and scrolled his shopping list. “Woah, you sure browsed a lot. From living room furniture to women lingeries,” you clicked your tongue and looked up to face him, showing him the screen. “I like this one, can you buy this for me?” It was the satin chemise that he imagined you in it. A smile creeped out from his lips as he nodded, “That would totally look great on you.” He scrolled to another page and now the phone was facing you, “How about this one? I’m sure you’ll look great in it.”
It was the red coloured of a triangle bra with a thong, waiting for your response to it. You bit your lower lips and turned your attention to the man, “I have an identical one just like that, and I’m wearing it now..” The sudden smirk on his lips made you furrow your eyebrows as he leaned closer to whisper right next to your ears, “I know, because I’m going to fuck you with the one that you have now.” Without waiting for your response, he rolled and placed you on the bed, his palms supported the weight of his whole body while he intensely stared down to your eyes. “I’m horny you know.”
“Yes I know, who wouldn’t get horny imagining their spouse in underwear? I would do the same thing too whenever I buy briefs for you,” the boldness in you made you wrap your arms around his neck, pulling him in for a kiss. Smiling into the kiss, he tilted his head to the other side to deepen the kiss while his hand went up to caress your cheek. You suppress a moan once you feel his lips on your jawline, travelling down to your neck before landing on your collarbone. While planting sloppy kisses all over your skin, his hands nudged the hem of your shirt, asking for permission to take it off. You gave him a nod as he didn’t waste another second and immediately rolled the shirt out from your upper body, along with your shorts.
He pulled away, taking a glance over your almost exposed body. “Damn baby, I wonder how many times will your body excite the man in me.” His hands went to cup your breasts, making you gasp and throw your head to the back. The way he gripped and knead your breasts were so insanely good, it almost made you cum untouched. “H-Hyunjae..” you wailed, hoping the latter will do something with the current state of yours. He let out a chuckle and left a peck on your lips, “Ride me baby, I know how well those hips can do.”
Sitting on the bed with his legs wide spread and leaning his back against the bed frame, you crawled to straddle his laps and wrapped your legs around him after taking the shirt and boxer off from him. Your hands can’t stop itself moving from touching his well defined abs, lips won’t stop chasing after his. “Greedy enough huh?” You hummed in response, you were surely a mess in-front of him and he didn’t matter at all. While you were sucking his collarbone and moving your hips in circles on his thighs, he pumped his dick in a rush before holding your waist, halting your movement. Pulling your underwear to the side without taking it off, you bring yourself down on his dick.
Both of you let out a gasp, as you took your time from sitting down on his thighs. He was still holding the sides of your body, as you rested your hands on his chest, eyes tight closed due to the waves of pleasures that almost hit your entire body. You started to bounce on his laps, letting the man let out a shaky moan and bit his lower lips. “Damn my baby, you are always the best at riding me.” You nodded before proceeding to ride his dick, bouncing and moving in circles to create more pleasures for both of you. The way his grips starten to get harsh on your body thrilled you, encouraged you to move more harder and shaper.
“I’m c-cuming, a-ahh.” You let out a satisfying groan as the way you bounced on his dick becoming lazily fast, you were trying to catch your own orgasm. Hyunjae rolled you over, letting you lay on the bed as he pulled your legs up to his shoulders, pounding into your tight pussy. He moved his hips speedily and skillfully in inhuman speed, bringing each of you close to the ecstasy. “Hyunjae a-ahh, I’m close,” his name rolled off from your swollen lips like a mantra, as he growled and thrusted his hips harder, the sounds of skin slapping almost dominated the whole room.
The sharp moan of yours indicated that you reached your high, but the latter didn’t bother it at all and still moved his shaft into your pussy. You were crying over the stimulation, gripping his shoulder as it surely will leave a mark on the next day. “Argh,” he let out a groan as soon as he reached his high, taking out his dick and pumped it a few times, shooting his load on your red coloured thong. He sighed in relief, catching his own breath and lazily threw his body next to yours. He looked at his other side, seeing you move your chest up and down to catch the oxygen. He nuzzled into your neck, arm dangerously sneaked to wrap your waist, his hand rubbed your clothed core, spreading the cum all over your thong. “H-Hyunjae, s-stop.” You grabbed his wrist, halting before you might overstimulate yourself. “Better let the cum on your thong, don’t wash it off honey.” With that, he playfully slapped your core before leaving a peck on your lips.
64 + 83 + 88 for hyunjae pls
hello there ! might be late but here is it ♡ i hope you like it! have a nice day and please take extra care of yourself especially during this pandemic. be happy and make sure to stay hydrated beautiful, thank you for requesting 🤎
64 + 83 + 88 for hyunjae pls
[ 00:28 // 03.10.2020 // R.SMUT ] “Do you have fun teasing me?” His voice was a few octaves lower from his usual one, as the smirk that found its way to escape from his lips against your neck seemed to send you shivers all over your body. Your hands were tied up to your head, the expensive dress that you bought for the party was found laying on the floor, crushed into pieces to show how angry the young man was. He grabbed your chin and forcefully made you face him again, “I asked you a question, Y/N.” You could see the mixture of darkness and anger in his eyes through the bangs. He was angry, he was annoyed- But mostly he was sexually frustrated. “Do you think it’s cute to touch me in front of my friends?” Hyunjae’s previous schoolmates just held a reunion for the batch in a luxurious resort. He likes to brag about you with his friends and he would always tell them how thankful he is to open his eyes and see you the first thing in every morning. His friends were curious about you, they asked if it’s possible to bring you along to the reunion and Hyunjae never hesitated to agree with it.
The red coloured midi bodycon dress wrapped around your body so tightly, the curves were clearly giving a free show to the public. You are lucky enough that Hyunjae wasn’t the type of possessive boyfriend who controls his girlfriend’s way of clothing, as a peck delivered to your forehead. “You look so effortlessly flawless, honey.” Your lips formed an angelic smile and adjusted the black coloured of his neck tie, “So do you.” The way he stared down to capture all of you in his mind was driving you crazy and right before he leans for another kiss on your lips, you pulled him away. “We should get going before you lose control of yourself.” You were true though, there was never a time where he didn't bring you to the nearby toilet whenever you wear revealing clothes in the public and you can’t deny that it always excites you though. However, today was an exception. You can’t be selfish and ask him to fuck you in the toilet when in fact he was about to meet his old friends huh?
Pft, as if. Those pure words didn’t match with your sinful actions at all. You sat next to him at the same table with his closest friends, as they casually chatted about the long lasting memories that they created together in the school. You found it boring, plus there wasn’t any female nearby for you to talk with. None of his friends brought their girlfriends to the reunion, leaving you the only woman in the table surrounded by loud men. Your fingers were tapping on the table as you rested your face on your palm, your elbow supported the whole weight. An idea popped in your mind as your right hand noiselessly travelled down under the tablecloth, naturally placing your palm on his thigh. Hyunjae thought you were just doing it out of nowhere without any intention, but he got you wrong once he felt your fingers teasingly ran up in between his thighs, dangerously close to his crotch. He immediately grabbed your wrist, turning to face you with a stern look. You puffed out your lower lips when he pulled your hand away from his body, paying his attention back to his friends.
“Babe.. I’m boring,” you whispered to him and played with the hem of his suit, as the latter didn’t bug with it at all. “Play with your phone or something, don’t you say to me that I should cherish this time since it would be hard to keep up with my friends again? Be a good girl and don’t create a mess, I know you can do it for me, love.” Leaving a peck on your lips, he turned to talk with his friends again. You groaned and lazily laid your head on his arm while staring at them without giving a fuck about their topic. You wanted to have fun so your hand went back to his thigh and without wasting any other time, your fingers cupped his clothed crotch, making him yelped due to the sudden touch. He didn’t want to make it obvious, so he tried to put on a relaxed expression and tried to talk with them nonchalantly. However, the huge hands underneath the tablecloth already gripped your wrist so tightly that you think it might even leave a bruise.
You ignored his warning, your fingers started to joggle the balls through the fabric. His breath started to get fast, as your fingers now played with his belts. You whispered against his arm, “Babe.. You look so breathtaking with this dress suit, but wouldn’t it be better if you could take it off for me and let me cherish your naked body?” As your fingers skillfully unbuckled the belts, your hand wrapped around his dick inside the boxer in a hurried manner, resulting in the latter to yelp again and this time he turned to give you a warning through the fixed expression of his. You smiled innocently, whispering again, “Don’t you like it when my fingers wrap around your dick? Pump it for a few times to soften the hardening shaft, yummy.” You licked your lips at the thought. The way you licked your lips was so sensual, it was fortunate that his muscular upper body managed to block his friends from seeing the brat underneath him. Your thumb circled his tip, spreading the pre-cum all over, “You told me you like red, that’s what led me to buy this so you can wreck me in this dress.”
Your words were enough to make him aroused, thus being the reason you were trapped in between the table and his body in a dark room next to the ballroom. The sunlight of the moon reflected through the windows, giving you a proper and clear chance to see the angry beast on top of you. He was standing between your legs, as you laid on the table with nothing but your red laces. “Imagine someone comes in and sees you naked, don’t you think it would be a great show?” He smiled smugly as he took off his necktie, wrapping your wrists together on top of your head to prevent you from moving around too much. “H-Hyunjae please..” “Hyunjae?” Another smirk escaped once again, turning you over with force as now your back was facing him. His right hand left a quick smack across your hips, “It’s sir, understood?” One more sharp moan could be heard as he smacked your ass again for the second time, “Do you understand, brat? Give me answers, I don’t like it when you’re being quiet. Where has the loud brat from a while ago been,” the way he purposely used a few octaves lower made his voice more attractive and aroused you more.
His fingers trailed down to the hem of your underwear, tapping your clothed core and teasingly ran his fingers across them. “Mhm,” you let out a shaky breath once you felt a finger insert your pussy without any warning. He pushed the underwear to the other side without taking them off, his finger going in and out from you. He likes it a lot when your wall clenched around his finger so well and he added another one, pistoning into your wet pussy. The sounds of your wet pussy clenching around his fingers drove you insane, leading you to moan in pleasure. “Be quiet or I have no choices but let them know what a whore you are underneath me.” The latter growled, using his left hand to smack your ass before proceeding to push his fingers further. “A-Ah,” your hips moved backwards to match his speed, adding more friction to easen your road to reach cloud nine. “S-Sir.. I’m cl-close..” You tried to speak in between your shaky and even breath, at least hoping the latter will slow down but instead he increased the pace.
“Ah!” You covered your mouth with your hand, biting your pinky finger to prevent yourself from moaning loudly in the public. You cummed on his fingers as he stood up again and licked the cum around his fingers, “I thought I have no appetite to eat, turns out I was craving for you instead.” He held your both shoulders and turned you again to make you face him. “S-Sir..” “Hm?” A soft hum responded to you as Hyunjae gently placed kisses all over your boobs. “Fuck me..” You could feel the devilishly smile against your neck as he stood properly to face the wrecked you laying on the table. “I swear, even this sight of you could pull me off the edges.” He hitched out a breath once he wrapped his fingers around his stiff dick, pumping it while watching you helplessly horny underneath him. He spreaded the pre-cum coming out from his tip and mixed it with the leftovers cum of yours all over his dick, before leaning closer to your body and pushed the tip into your womanhood. Both of you let out a groan, finally could earn the euphoric that both of you had wished of.
He wasted no time to adjust and jerked upwards, pushing his dick further deeper into you and leaving you into a mess. The way you tried to not moan much and uneven breath playing on repeat turns him on, his fingers travelling to north and placing his both thumbs on your neck to cut off the air supply for you. You once admitted that you are into breathplay and he would never leave that part out whenever he makes love with you. “S-S-S-Ah.. Sir please, fuck me harder.” Your eyes rolled to the back as soon as he increased his pace, thrusting into you as if you were made to be his sex toy. “I’m s-so close,” you bit your lower lips and whined, “T-take the tie off.. I want to h-hold your face and k-kiss you s...sir.” A smile creeped out as he untied the tie off, you hurriedly wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him for a kiss. The way his hips snapped to yours and vice versa made the session more sexual, moaning into his lips once you cummed on his dick.
However, his stamina didn’t make him stop and instead he rolled his hips skilfully against yours. “S-Sir please,” his thrusts were enough to overstimulate you again, but he chose to ignore you and whispered against your lips, “Do it again for me. Cum again with me.” The way he tried to catch his own breath made it obvious that he was on the edges as well. You knew that moaning his name would excite him a lot, “Hyunjae, faster and harder. Fu-fuck me like I’m your one and only cockslut..” “Fuck.. say my name again.” “H-Hyunjae,” you were so tired, so the latter laid you on the table and pulled your leg over his shoulder, the new position helped him to push in more deeper and reach places he never did before. “Louder.” “Hyunjae!” Once again, you cummed again on his dick as the spasms made him so close to reach his own euphoria. “A-Are you in your pills?” You nodded eagerly, grabbing his hair to pull him for another messy kiss.
A sigh escaped through the kisses as he shot his load into you, jerking his hips in a relaxing pace before pulling it out. He rested his forehead on yours, witnessing the cum spilled out from your pussy. He lazily smirked, running his thumb across your clit to push the liquid back into you. “E-Enough,” you smacked his shoulder, earning a chuckle from the latter. He licked his thumb clean before placing a soft kiss on your lips. “You look so beautiful today, my mind can’t stop thinking of wrecking you in this dress.” You smiled faintly and wrapped your arms around his body, pulling him closer from the coldness of the night that almost dominated the whole dark room. “You look good in your suit too, I know that my man never fails to disappoint me.” He hummed in response and gently caressed your hair, “I’ll call your friend to bring extra clothes, didn’t think that you could walk out with the dress that you just bought for tonight.”
even in casual outfits, he still look so dangerously handsome.. I HATE THAT GOD HAS ITS OWN FAVOURITES 🥺
Ahhh thank u so much for writing the hyunjae fic!!! That was so good, as usual. I like the way you describe with your words. 👍👍 I hope you're enjoying your day!
ahh yes yes thank you as well for requesting 🤎 i'm glad you like it <33 it made my day hehe 🥺👉👈
Hi~ Can I request a fluff with Changmin and prompt #32 and #33 pls?
hello beautiful! i'm sure i replied it late but here is it <3 finally someone requested for our baby changmin 🥺👉👈 thank you for requesting and i hope you like it <33 i'm sorry if it didn't get along with your tastes as i tried my best to do it sobs anyways please take extra care of yourself especially during this pandemic and don't forget to wear your mask outside, stay hydrated and have a good day 🤎
Hi~ Can I request a fluff with Changmin and prompt #32 and #33 pls?
[ 16:34 // 26.09.2020 // R.FLUFF ] “When are you getting off work?” His silvery voice was a mixture of concerns and exhaustion combined through the other line. You shrugged your shoulders off, as if the latter would see the action. “Not sure, I’ll be done after sweeping this floor.” “Alright, wait for me there.” “But Ji Ch-” Before you could even block him from coming, he already ended the call, knowing the fact that you won’t allow him to visit you. He usually only had 2 hours of sleep on the moderate schedule and if his team’s comeback is around the corner, he might stay up for almost 2 days straight without any proper sleep. It was not like you weren’t excited to meet him but you wanted him to use the break time for resting. In addition, the cafe shop that you are working at is in the center of Seoul, so it is not impossible to have his fans wandering around the big city. Sighing, you shoved your phone into the pocket of the apron and continued to sweep the floor.
“I’m sorry I’m late, traffic problem.” The heavy breath of his clearly showed that he hurried to your workplace. You were waiting for him outside the cafe shop after locking down all the doors and windows. “It’s fine, how’s work today?” You asked him as he held your tote bag, wrapping the strap on his shoulder and accompanied you to the bus stop. He let out a deep breath, “Don’t even let me start it. It was so tiring, more tired than our previous comeback.” Your chuckling sounds pleasantly rang to his ears, “You guys earn a lot of fans after Road to Kingdom. I’m sure you guys are working hard for them.” You gave a pat on his shoulder and added, “Cheer up, Ji Changmin. I know you can do it,” he looked at you, who was smiling flawlessly to the latter. Oh, how bad he wanted to own that smile of yours. He beamed along and casually put his arm over your shoulder, pulling you close, “Then may I get a free cake tomorrow?” You nudged him on the side and stuck your tongue, “Pay for the cake if you wanted to, I’m not your factory to provide free cakes.”
The sounds of glasses clinking and loud music were dominating the entire space of the underground bar. You were not a big fan for parties, but this one was an exception. All of your and Changmin’s friends gathered at the bar to celebrate his team’s comeback. The owner of the bar was Changmin’s closest friend and he wanted to appreciate his efforts in preparing for the comeback. To be honest, the party didn’t sound exciting enough to you because the person you wanted to see the most wasn’t around to be seen. You let out a groan, leaning your back against the wooden chair. “Missing your sweetheart huh?” The owner of the bar, Jaehyuk, asked you across the table. “Shut up,” you rolled your eyes, not in the mood to joke around. “Oh come on, we all know how whipped you are for our Changmin.” It was true though, you like Changmin a lot. You just got the chance to meet him last year and it felt like you’ve liked him for years. You wanted him by yourself but the nightmare of him rejecting you haunted you a lot. You are afraid that your confession might make the friendship worsen. However, little that you didn’t know, Changmin feels the same way too. That’s the reason why your friends are frustrated because none of you are willing to take the first move.
“Just shut up,” you threw the snack towards Jaehyuk, who apparently saw it coming and dodged. The others laughed, having fun teasing you when it’s about Changmin. You decided to ignore their childish behaviours and paid more attention on your phone, reading all the comments for Changmin’s team and mostly him. ‘Changmin is so handsome,’ ‘Oppa be mine’, ‘Changmin I love you!!!’ all of these comments seemed to be very common for you to read. When you were just about to scroll down to read more, someone called you and it turned out to be no other than the latter. You excused yourself and headed to the toilet, the only safest place in the bar. “Hello?” “Y/N~ What are you doing now?” “Nothing much, just waiting for the showcase to be aired. How about you?” You kicked imaginary stones on the air, walking front and to the back while talking with him over the phone. “I’m nervous, I don’t think I can do well. Maybe a free cake would be a great choice to cheer me up?” You giggled over the line, “How am I going to give you that? I’m not even allowed to enter the building.” A smile escaped from his lips, “It’s okay, your voice is enough. Thank you.” You hummed in response as silence suddenly creeped into the conversation. “Make sure to watch the showcase, hm? I’ll go to the bar after I finish, wait for me.”
The smile on your face can’t seem to find its way to escape as your eyes fixed on the huge screen that displayed the showcase of the team. However, it didn’t last that long when you have to wait for another hour to see Changmin’s face. Some of your friends already got drunk after drinking the combination of soju and wine, some even dozed off on the sofa. “I’m sorry that I’m late, we had a short meeting with the CEO after the showcase.” Your ears perked and your eyes lit up once you heard your favourite voice, turning around to face the young man entering the bar and took a seat next to you. “You should’ve come earlier, Y/N refused to drink with us because you’re not around.” Jaehyuk groaned and glared at Changmin, “You are so lucky that someone actually waited for you.” He laughed a bit and turned to face you, “Is it true?” Pinkish blushes appeared on your cheeks as you quietly nodded, leading the latter to caress the top of your head softly while whispering just for you to hear, “Thank you.” “S-Stop looking at me, I probably look like a tomato now.” You tried to avoid his glances, trying to busy yourself with pouring the alcoholic drink into your cup. Seeing you flustered next to him is one of his favourite sights, chortled as he turned to focus on his other friends.
“Why didn’t you drink? You’re the only one that’s sober now,” You puffed your lower lips and about to offer another drink for Changmin, but he was quick enough to hold your wrists and stopped you. “I can’t drink a lot, I have schedules tomorrow.” “Humph,” you looked away, sulked that he wasn’t accompanying you to drink together. “Come on, I will drink with you another time.” He held your shoulders and turned you to lock his eyes with yours. “Y/N,” he called you out but the drunk state of yours can’t hear him properly. He sighed and called you again, “Y/N.” “Yes?” You lazily opened your heavy lids, trying to look into his eyes. He took a deep breath, still debating if he should do it or not. You lost your patience as your hands went to cup his cheeks, puffing his lips out like a duck, “What is it? Do you have something to share with me?” “Well actually I..” he held your hands into his grips, pulling down to his thighs while not breaking any eye contact. “I..” “What is it?” “I.. I c-can’t say it here,” his cheeks now were red due to the embarrassment that he was going to face soon.
“Why? Is it because it’s in public? Do you want to talk privately?” You shot him questions, afraid that he might actually have some serious topic to talk about with you. “We can go to the toilet and talk there,” you stood up and about to drag him along with you to the restroom. However, his reflexes got him and quickly stopped you by grabbing your wrist and pulled you back to the chair. “N-No..” He shook his head and mumbled under his breath, “I m-might lose self control if I’m alone there with you.” “You what?! Stop mumbling around and straight to the point,” you groaned, the way he was stuttering and speaking so quietly annoyed the shit out of you. He looked at you with a surprised expression, shocked that you suddenly raised your voice on him. You sighed and ran your fingers through your hair, “Say what you want to say while I’m trying my best to be sober.” He stayed quiet for a while, the drunk you were really frightening him. He mustered up all his courage, “Okay, I might say this once so feel free to forget it if you found it uncomfortable.” You nodded and paid your full attention to the latter, “Go on, Ji Changmin. I’m waiting.”
“Well actually I.. I think I.. Y-You know.. The l word..” He fumbled his fingers, eyes dropped down to his thighs as he was not daring enough to look into your eyes. “What l word?” You asked him and earned nothing but silence from the latter. “Come on, it’s only the two of us that are still up. All of them passed out, what’s holding you from saying it?” Again, silence replied to you. “Ji Changmin, I told you I didn’t have enough time to play with your sh-” “I love you okay?” He confessed in his most bravest voice, almost loud enough to wake the rest. “I love you. It’s crazy how I can’t stop thinking about you ever since you helped me during my darkest time. The questions that related to you keep on repeating in my mind. ‘Have she eaten yet?’ ‘Will she wait for me again today?’ ‘If I confess now, will she accept me?’ ‘What is she doing now?’ All of these are taking turns running in my mind.” Changmin added, “The sight of you smiling at your male customer annoyed me but I can’t complain because that’s a basic manner in your workplace and besides, you’re not mine to begin with. I’m just- I just can’t stop thinking about you and it drove me crazy. Even while the stylists help me with my tie, I’m imagining you are the one that does it for me.”
“I-” His sentence got cut off as soon as he felt your plump lips against his. You were closing your eyes, braving yourself to lean for a peck. You moved to the back after a while, biting your lower lips as you dared yourself to look him in the eyes. “Y.. You speak too much. It’s hurting my mind.” He noticed the sudden red blushes on your cheeks as he was sure that it wasn’t because you were drunk, instead it was because you were equally flustered as he did. He leaned in to place a soft peck back on yours and rested his forehead on yours, “I love you.” His soft voice was enough to drive you crazy and bring him to places, but you restrained yourself from doing so and caressed his cheek. “I.. I love you too.” The way he beamed was so beautiful, as he held your hand that was on his cheek and planted a peck on the back of your hand. “I wanted to say ‘I love you’ for the first time without stuttering, but that failed. Guess I’m a failure when it comes to you.”
“Oh please, I might do worse than you if I was the one that confessed first,” you snorted and leaned your side against the chair, not wanting to look away from the beautiful eyes of his. “So what are we now? Are we still friends?” You asked him as he playfully shrugged his shoulders off, playing dumb, “I don’t know, are you up for friends with benefits?” You laughed it off and hit him on the chest, “Stop playing around, Changmin.” The corner of his lips raised to form a quick grin and caressed your hand, “Uh uh, I think you might have to change the way you called me.” You raised an eyebrow out of curiosity as he added, “You have to call me ‘my boyfriend’ starting from now on.” His finger reached to bop your nose and you tried to bite his finger off like a cat, “Cutie.” He said and ruffled your hair, “Wanna know something?” “What is it?” You asked while your head rested on the chair as Changmin caressed your hand with his thumb in circles, “Apparently all our friends have a bet going that we end up together, guess Jaehyuk gonna get all the money.” You giggled over the ridiculous sentence and fixed your eyes on your hand inside his grip, “You must be kidding.” “I’m saying the truth though! Jaehyuk accidentally spilled the bean to me and it seems like they can’t wait any longer for the result, so I braved myself to take the first step.” “No, even if they didn’t start the bet, I somehow will make a time to confess to you.” His hand laid on your right cheek as you leaned against his touch, “Because I’m starting to love you more than I could imagine.”