Deathly Afriad Of Myself

I want help but at the same time I don't. I hate letting others in but I think it's time I start. Who am I kidding. Every time I let someone in they leave or backstab me or even both. I'm done trying to be happy. So fucking done..

[depressedkitten2]

[pezberrry-deactivated20120321]

[wohoochild]

welcome back suicidal thoughts long time no see

(via wohoochild)

[newromantics]

Wasn’t it easier in your lunchbox days Always a bigger bed to crawl into

[sunnydaysseemfaraway]

[depressedkitten2]

Maybe I'm better off dead

[okay]

reblog if you feel shit about everything in your life but you’re still trying hard to be positive.

[okay]

reblog if you feel shit about everything in your life but you’re still trying hard to be positive.

[depressedkitten2]

Slipping

I’ll keep slipping and slipping away until I”m too far gone to be saved.

[depressedkitten2]

No matter how many times you say sorry, saying goodbye always works.

[the-idaho-deactivated20200916]

He’s in love with me, and I just wanna be friends.

[sexxxxpressions]

I’m in love with him, and he just wanna be friends

[the-idaho-deactivated20200916]

Aww.. 

[depressedkitten2]

He said he was in love with me and I was with him. Turns out he lied and now I'm lying my grave

[depressedkitten2]

not even a second glance.. guess you never actually cared..

[depressedkitten2]

Letting you go had just completely left me lost and alone... And I think I don't want to be found this time.

[madness-of-depression-deactivat]

[bella-suicidio]

sad black and white blog, i follow back similar

[depressedkitten2]

It’s Offcial

I’ve fucked up and I will NEVER be able to fix this

[azure-flutearchive]

feeling down? try these

If you are in crisis:

suicide hotline you can type to

chat with people who will listen to any problem

vent to active listeners rather than advice givers

safe place to vent and watch your words disappear, no one else will see them

[TRIGGER WARNING: SELF- HARM] interactive self-harm alternative; slash the screen and blood appears

Listen

inspirational speeches

happy music playlists

Never-ending rain

various downloadable ASMR videos and mp3s 

Pictures/ Videos

Look at cute pictures of animals

explore the surface of mars (interactive panorama)

endless stream of beautiful flickr images

Live kitten camera

Live panda camera

lots of free tv shows [US only i think]

calming manatees

calming nature scene and relaxing music

cute animals to look at when feeling disgruntled

need a hug? [warning: physical contact from strangers]

cute animal videos and gifs

subreddit that helps you un-see things with cute pictures

Interactive

weave silk – interactive art generator

slap this man with an eel

create picasso-style art

paint a nebula

cat bounce

draw in peanut butter

paint like jackson pollock

the quiet place [warning: autoplay]

build your own kaleidoscope

lots of soothing, interactive games

fill the screen with colored sand

move your mouse to create a rainstorm [warning: flashing colors; be careful when moving mouse]

press a button to make everything OK

other

useless websites [ many sites have flashing colors/ images]

pointless websites & games [warning: many sites have flashing colors/ images]

many interesting and potentially(?) useful sites

a whole website dedicated to being mindful

more masterposts

this one has a lot of links and distractions

websites for when you want to (insert action)

links to tv shows and stuff to do

anti-anxiety / self-help blog

last modified: 9/11/15 for the most recent update click here

[pixie-lolita-deactivated2021091]

PLEASE READ THIS POST

If you have problems with self harm, suicidal thoughts, your situation or something, please write to me. Even if you think that your problem is small and stupid. I will listen and I won’t judge you, I will try to help. Send me a mail or ask if you want to. Stay strong xx