Jul 16, 2022
Why do I only retain the negative and never the positive, I guess I’m use to people yelling at me to clean my room even though my sibling’s room look the same as mine, I’m used to the negative now every time some one say something positive I think they pitying me. I want to be positive but it’s hard when they tell you to “ lighten up” and that “it’s not that hard”  so I stoped try because why try if people are going to say that “I’m not trying hard enough” but they don’t know how hard I’ve been trying and hiding my mental health so they wouldn’t know if I’m not trying hard enough when they don’t give me a break. (Sorry for the spelling mistakes)