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[depressivepunk]

"oh you'll change see you admit to your problems!!"

Acknowledging my issue doesn't mean I'm changed and I cannot help with my obsessive stalking. I wish I was a better person but that will never happen obviously.

[xbeckittyx]

[depressivepunk]

#killyouself or #yearn

[depressivepunk]

i feel slightly powerful knowing someone is unsettled by me

[coolestbpdboyever1]

I am a disgusting, selfish creature for the endless attention I feel like I deserve when I really don't

[depressivepunk]

I should have kms

[depressivepunk]

If I really did it will I be able to stop caring about him?

[depressivepunk]

If I really commit it will really be the end

but no one has ever been with me since the start

im so scared not because of disappearing but the idea of someone finding me as their ideal one

[depressivepunk]

I keep saying I want to end it all and kill myself but I'm so scared and it's so fucking stupid because I'm so scared of disappointing anyone

why do I bother so much why do I love autistic nerds and why do I always scare them away am I just simply unlikeable

[itwears-meout]

I finally stopped lying to myself; I'm unlovable. I'm the reason why everyone leaves.

[depressivepunk]

why did I always manage to make myself so unlikable I'm going to fucking kill myself at this point

[depressivepunk]

I equally hate my friends with myself

[depressivepunk]

im considering hurting myself really bad if this person doesn't be completely honest on what he feels about me. stop hiding left n right and just straight say whether you hate me or not. I cannot take this teasing bullshit

[depressivepunk]

ive been on edge and I really want to kill myself because what is this point to cry for help when no one comes for you. It hurts so much to always know you'll never be liked because of your past actions but then when I say I really want to die they start calling me suibait which forced me having to stay alive.

ill start cutting myself until I'm bleeding and full of flesh.

[depressivepunk]

he left without a word, not telling me a single thing before he goes offline. this just shows how much he thinks about me : hatred and disgust. now that he finally left he won't have to tolerate me

[baddogmari]

when you feel like you’re starting to get better and suddenly the impending doom sets in again and you know the cycle is about to repeat

[depressivepunk]

People be saying manipulating is bad but proceed to make you feel bad for certain stuff. I manipulate just because people doesn't leaves me, and somehow I'm the bad guy?