#sui thoughts

[sadsilkymoth]

.°☆•.

Ran into a coworker at the corner store & he PMO so badly I spiraled for hours & then drew this cool self portrait (tw drawn blood)

I love my collection of sketches its like I tear out a peice of my soul to stick inside each one & reflect it back to me,, do I sound insane

[idk-butimhere]

tw sui talk

told my dad i want to kms cuz academic pressure and he cut the call when i started crying its ok tho Ill tell my mom! she laughed and told me to stop spreading negativity and stop crying so loud because its annoying

[ilovepambeesly]

i'm not sure how much longer i can do this for

[sadsilkymoth]

TW violent sui ideation

When my Mother opens her whiny bitchass mouth so I blow my brains out in frknt of her

:)

[sadsilkymoth]

TW Sui planning

.°☆•.

The Universe is trying to ruin MY deathday by making my schedule have a really unsatisfying end; but since it so clearly thinks im gonna push it off like usual, I'm gonna bump it up since theres a perfect time sooner ! ! !

°Im way past my expiration date, aint no way its keeping me

Felt cute might delete later

[idk-butimhere]

tw sui talk

Im so tired of ppl dismissing what I say. I'm not joking. I want to kms. This is a cry for help. But noo, everyone wants to kts a lill bit it's just the academic pressuree hahaha dw let's do a double sui hahah!

Shut your fucking mouth.

These are the type of ppl who'll laugh because you look too pink when you cry about being suicidal, and then go there were no signs 🥺 when you actually do it.

Stop stop stop STOP STOP SOPT ITBAHAGAHAAHAG

THIS IS WHAT GETS PPL KILLED IN THE FIEST PLACE

NO ONE SHOULD FEEL SUICIDAL BECAUSE OF ACADEMIX PRESSURE

STOP

IM NOT JOKING

THIS IS NOT A SILLY THING TO RELATE TO

IM NOT JOKING

Im not joking

Im still young

I don't want to die

[ilovepambeesly]

another reason to stay alive:

prove to my dad that other parenting styles work and he doesn't need to be like this

[thestatenobodyfoundmein]

I’d spend three minutes in pain

And endless minutes at peace

Three hours of rain

On the day that I’ll leave

But i’m willing to take these

Three minutes in pain

I could jump off a bridge

Or take too many pills

I could cut too deep on my wrist

Or step off a cliff

And every time

I’d spend only three minutes in pain

I’d spend three minutes in pain

And forever in silence

There’s so much to gain

And it would be painless

So I’m willing to take these

three minutes in pain