pan.

the story, is about the boy who never grew up. he became lost, then ruled the kingdom of lost boys that followed his every rule. now the boy is a man. he is a coward, selfish, and a liar. he is no longer, a king.

[ghostsandgoblins]

[nicholsons-deactivated20170820]

Leonardo DiCaprio at New York Fashion Week (1994)

[grantleroye-deactivated20161123]

Grant huffed out a laugh, half of annoyance and half of enjoyment for this kid’s naivety. “Something like that. You gonna actually take the get-out-of-jail-free-card I just gave your or shit around here all day long?”

[derekabgnale-blog]

“I’ll take the free card,” he smiled cheekily. “Thanks, Mr. LeRoye.”

[inkbloomed]

                   There were times where the ink that slathered across her skin felt as if it were crawling outwards. It usually followed with the tremors and cravings. Kathryn wasn’t particularly known for her bravery. Cowardice and weakness quaked her being. It vibrated in the way she carried herself. She was strong physically, but just as weak mentally. During these times, the blonde found herself shutting away from the world. Tonight was different, somehow. In its own desecrate form. She found herself in a place she had always taken a haven in.

                    Her eyes were on the beach. There was a rare chance that she would pass by much of anyone. It was getting dark – the night sky gracing itself with the waters. Her green hues flickered against the agate blue. The sound of water always calmed her. It was why she was drawn to Amber in the first place. The smell of the salt in the air – that was something you could never have in Arkansas. Not even the dirty water of the Texas Gulf could give you that. Wide Sargasso Sea remained the read of her choice. She dived into reading when her schedule wasn’t busy. It was mostly reads her brother had rambled off to her when they used to remain in contact. 

                    Silence extended between the water and her. For a moment, she thought she was alone. The sound of footsteps caused her head to tilt back, a sarcastic grin falling on her lips. “Going out for some skinny dippin’?” 

[derekabgnale-blog]

At the end of every day, whether it was the afternoon or three in the morning, Derek traveled from the Central Business District, through Downtown, to The Docks, where he resided in his uncle’s home by the water. It was certainly a big change of scenery that Derek grew to love. Born in the city, he never knew how much he could appreciate bodies of water until he was forced to reside there. Now, he couldn’t imagine being anywhere else. With brown paper bags of groceries in each arm, he spotted Kathryn lying on the beach, a book in hand. Albeit, a strange sight, he chose not to acknowledge it. Reaching for his keys, he opened the door to his home, setting the bags on the kitchen table, 

It wasn’t a foreign sight to see someone lying on the beach near his home. Derek had plans to call it a night until he spotted their boat floating away with nothing but a rope keeping it by the shore. He sighed heavily, rubbing the back of his neck. Walking back out, he looked up at her. “---Not really,” he replied, reaching for the rope tied to a pipe lodged into the sand. “Didn’t know you could read.”

[delphinesgracexxxx-deactivated2]

“Hardly. I’m just never up at this hour.                           –I work the night shift.”

[derekabgnale-blog]

“Oh yeah? Where?

[derekabgnale-blog]

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( ASK MEME )

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧  I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧ I’m unsure what to think of you.✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[delphinesgracexxxx-deactivated2]

“Del.” She replied with a curt nod. “Hey–is there anything to do in town during the day than almost getting ran over? ‘Cause that’s the third time this afternoon, and I am over it.”

[derekabgnale-blog]

“---Did you just move to Amber?”

[derekabgnale-blog]

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( ASK MEME )

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧  I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧ I’m unsure what to think of you.✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[delphinesgracexxxx-deactivated2]

“S’not like I’m gonna shoot him or anything.” She explained, a hand on her hip as she turned to him. “I mean, nothing fatal anyway. –Probably.” 

[derekabgnale-blog]

"Sounded like you were,” he chuckled, admittingly, a little afraid. “Derek,” he greeted.

[vincent-d-valentine-blog]

           “Nice things come with hard work.” Vincent said as he looked back at his car. Even though, a lot of that hard work was nothing but dirty business on the side of what looked like one of the greatest success story in modern day history, “Now why don’t you tell me what has been giving you so much trouble? Maybe I can help you out a bit.” Vincent’s head slightly; nodding  the direction of his bouncer.

[derekabgnale-blog]

Derek nodded, agreeing with the man. He supposed that was true; the boys always nice things after a looting a house--- which was hard, despite what many people thought. Chewing the inside of his cheek, he took a second before answering. “----Just tryna get in, sir. That’s all.”

[grantleroye-deactivated20161123]

Grant nodded once he answered – he had already assumed the boy was eighteen, but he needed to hear him say it before anything else. Taking the Ares Pub business card out of his pocket with a pen, Grant signed it and then he handed it to him. “Give him that at the door and tell the guy you know Grant LeRoye. He’ll let you in. If not, call the number on it and I’ll take care of it.”

[derekabgnale-blog]

“So you’re the owner of that pub, huh? ---What, you gonna offer him some free beer?”

[delphinesgracexxxx-deactivated2]

                  “Seriously?!” 

Delphine held up both hands, flipping the bird to the car that had nearly ran her over as she attempted to cross the street. “Keep driving motherfucker–I saw your plates!” The driver seemed to hear her and sped up slightly before sticking his own hand out the window to flip her off as well. Jackass. “Oh you are so on my shit list for this month, pal.” Del noted aloud, making a mental note to visit them during this month’s purge. It definitely didn’t take much to set her off. 

[derekabgnale-blog]

“Geez, is that all it takes? I would not want to be on your bad side.”

[derekabgnale-blog]

✧

( ASK MEME )

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧ I’m unsure what to think of you.✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[derekabgnale-blog]

✧

( ASK MEME )

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧ I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[derekabgnale-blog]

✧

( ASK MEME )

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[wnq-music]

And let’s be clear I’ll trust no one.

Sia, Elastic Heart (via wnq-music)

[romeoandjulietfan]

Why, then, O brawling love